November 22, 2007

i didn't sleep last night, i was too keyed up with nervousness, i felt like puking, i just didn't want to go to school. i just wanted to stay at home. i didn't want to know th truth...

it's weird, uh-uh? excuse th uhuh's. caught them from th ever frustratingly smart david. rahh. anyway, it's weird cause you people hardly ever see me online in th evenings, let alone posting in th evening. anyway, th whole day has been crazy. i haven't posted because i'm been busy with a whole lot of phone calls. and smses. and if i haven't been crying my sorry ass off cause of my super-disappointing results, i've been doing something to distract myself, eg: mugging for th stupid garage sale on saturday. i have absolutely zero mood to continue smiling on saturday and benig courteous to whatever customers who actually purchase stuff. and my new hobby is: finding quiet corners around th house/neighbourhood/school/whereveriam to sit down and just cry and dehydrate myself. yes, th stupid psle results are finally out. all th stupid radio stations are mentioning them like it's th next trend or something. wtf. okay, morning, woke up. had this stupid socalled nightmares about my results. urr. then. yeah. changed, went for bfast with mum, darryl and dj. thn we went to do supermarket first. thn we went library, but not open yet. thn got these 2 secondary guys keep staring at dj. thn they keep walking and walking past us, thn opposite us, and all th time they kept smiling and smirking at dj. wtf. thn went library for a short while. like. we only had about seven/eight minutes to choose our books. thn home, changed, too lazy to take out my anklet or remove my nail polish(nyahah) thn we went school. met wendi, renhao and shawnl at front foyer. th guys went off th meet th rest of th guys. thn me, wendi, jes, yky waited for th others. thn we were like taking our time to go to th hall. and cn already started talking. thn we sat down and she started crapping about th top rosythian and blahblahblah. and thn she started talking about th number of p3s tht qualified for ge next yr. thn kang xiang was like '关我们什么屁事?' thn back to class, as expected, rochelle got highest in class. and her parents are still not freaking happy. and i'm like, wtf, i'd kill to have her results. okay eff. whatever. i was th 3rd to collect my results. thn i called dj. and i forbade her to tell my parents. thn i checked out th others' results. thn outside i was forced to show my results to th horror monsters. *horrors of horrors* anyway... they were like so... not-angry at me. and i was like so guilty luh. and they keep saying 'it's ok de, not your fault, you already studied hard and you done your best alr, still quite good la.' and i'm like 'you people are making me feel worse, i want to cry. and i really did. well, they didn't see me thou. wtv. thn... we went amk's jacks place. but got veryvery long queue, so we went thomson plaza. and like when we got into th parking there i had so little signal and like my smses were failing to be sent out. thn we were still looking for a lot. thn mr tan called me. and i'm like 'who is this...........' and he's like 'hello hello? daphne? this is mr tan.' and i'm like 'so you're like uh, mr tan uh. i... i know a lot of mr tans... uh, like, mr tan? which mr tan?' and he was like 'aiyah, mr tan th mr tan from learning point, you forget me already? you know your maths teacher? or you forget already?' and i was like 'hahahaha, i know lah, still remember you.' thn he say 'so how was your results? what's your agg? your english grade? your maths grade?' and i was like 'heh, bad. my agg was ***, my english a*, my maths a.' and he say 'quite good wads, so you happy?' and i was like dunno what to say and in th end i went 'uhhhhhh.... okay lah...' and and and he was like 'at least you got ***, still can go in alot of schools.' thn i was like okayokayokay. and thn we hung up. and i just realised tht hes my maths teacher but he asked my english results first. nyahaha, ms ng probably asked him to ask me cause cause when she called me my phone was off. and thn... lunch. and like throughout lunch i was smsing a whole lot of people. and sometimes i hate tht frustrating smart david. um, home. slack. mug around, lying in bed, just calling and smsing a whole lot of p6es. thn... i went maxine's house to collect my cooooookies. and i haven't eaten thm yet. and now... yup, i'm sposed to be considering my choices. but i don't care, chatting with zr now(: nyahaha. and i'm virtually strangling th ever frustratingly smart david. he score like damn high. and he was jumping up and down going 'yayyayyay' while i was talking to him(: nyahaha. he got like 263. *strangle* *strangle* *strangle* *strangle* . rahh. okay, i'm gna watch devil beside you(: and i hate you people, you people never tell me what link color you want. nyahaha. okay, bye(:
DAPHNE(:

Amanda: heys girl, tell me howwww mucchhhhh youuuuuu gotttttt! nyahaha. so is jrs(:
dj: you're mad, playing in th rain makes you mad. what kinda skin you want? navi/non-navi? animation/no animation? what theme or whatever? msn me NOOWWWWW. and stop spamming my blog with lyrics(: hey correction: your twit: elloxies. iie amsh iin ULTRA-TWITXX modiieex. ehheiiex!(: i lurviie euu! ii hope euu arexh happiex wiif euuorx resultx! should be like that: elloxzxzxzxz, iiezxzx amshxzxzx iinx ulltwa-twittxx moodixzxzx. ehhezxzxzx! (: iie lurhbbe uuezxzx! iie h0pezxzx uueszxzx areshzzxzx happiiezxzxzx wiifzxzx uuerzxzx resulltsxzxxzx! no that was terrible. okay nevermind.
wendi: hey love, thanks, yours is too okay? you got th disc? i watch online derh(: and i lovelovelove th jiangmeng, he very funny(: nyahahaha.


okay excuse me while i go and cry again.

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