Dear 33, this is exactly how you made me feel. this song expresses how i exactly feel.


So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...


It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...


Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...


though this song was about avril's ex, i mean it as a friend to you. you knew how to make me feel good about myself, you knew how to make me feel like i was somenoe unique. i thank you for that... and by the way...



i never thought what i saw yesterday would hurt me so much...
i thought i was over you. i thought you weren't lying.
i hoped you weren't lying.
so maybe i'm jumping to conclusions, maybe it's just me.

tell me that i'm just jumping to conclusions.
tell me that you'd never do anything to hurt me.
tell me that you never meant for that to happen.
tell me that i'm just shocked to see that.

tell me that what you did with them was purely innocent.
tell me all that until you mean it.
tell me that we're still friends.
tell me that you'll never meant for it to be this way.

is it just me. or am i easily affected these days.
i thought you were just a friend.
i thought you were my friend.
this isn't about fighting over you.

i'm just shocked tht you could do that after telling me tht we're friends.
so tell me. tell me that it meant nothing to you.
tell me that it was just a foolish mistake on your part.
tell me that it wasn't meant to make me upset.

how could you do that after telling me?
tell me that it wasn't meant to betray me.
tell me that i'm overreacting.
that i'm just sensitive.

33, call me if you ever see this.



















people. if... i sent you a message on friendster, which looked like this :

" No offense but... people are getting
too fake in here. They only want
pics,comment s, testimonials or to see
how many friends they can get. So
let's see who would actually repost
this. This is a test to see how many
people in my friends list are paying
attention to me or knowing the real
value of friendship. If you do, Copy
and repost this in your own bulletin
if you are a real friend. No need to
reply. Just copy and paste this in a
new bulletin with the same subject :
Anti-Fake Friends"


SORRY. I meant to post it on my bulletin. I don't know how many people i sent it to, but whatever, SORRY.
OMGWTF, I HAVE TO GET TO TUITION. i'm in no mood to reply your tags, so okay. i have to break my promise. in th next post okay?






























































tell me you didn't lie...