December 29, 2007

pepperoni is depressed ... nevermind, cheese is depressed alsooooo, i'm having real doubts about my choice. did i make the wrong choice by putting tkg as my first choice? i mean, i know i would get into tkg, but maybe i should have put cedar first? maybe i made the wrong choice by putting cedar second? did i make the wrong choice by entering tkg? cause this topic's really got me thinking right now... we could say NONE of my friends got into tkg. okay, maybe some, but still, i'm not very close to them or anything. but friends as in close friend luh. i'm still having doubts about my choices, although i can't change anything right now. maybe, just maybe i should have put cedar as my first choice. maybe i'd be happier there. cause i know my sister's more social than i am. so maybe cause of that she was happy in tkg. but regarding me, i'm less sociable, i'm more towards the shy side, so i'm like totally alone right now yea? i'm still not sure i'll enjoy myself in tkg and all, not that the school sucks or anything, but it's like i might not be as happy as i was if i was with my friends like maxine, wendi, aiwei, amanda, nicole, and the rest luh, so just maybe i made the wrong choice. blame it on me, i'm just rubbish at making decisions.

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