EHMAGOD, yesterday ROCKED(:

like seriously, it was damn fun. okay, only at the adults party luh, the kids party totally sucked, hahaha. anyway, morning. my mum woke me up... i didn't want to wake up -.- i wanted to sleeeeep. *sighs* packed my stuff & went down to my godmummy's house. my bro & i were left there while my mum, dad & denise went off. this time i'm actually happy, hahaha. they went for the end-of-year golf competition. actually my coach entered me also, but i dun want, & i think the club didn't accept cause i didnt' get my pc card yet, i only have the temp one. so anyway, bro & i watched ervyn ( my god-nephew)'s cds. like. uhh. looney tunes & tom & jerry, hahaha. either that or hi-5. hahaha. uh. went upstairs. then started messing about in jeannie, daniel, & my god-mummy's room. but we didn't mess up anything okay... hahaha. then daniel came home. & darryl was like hiding from him. & daniel was like "why you all hiding here?" then darryl went to use daniel's computer. i was... uh sleeping, hahaha. jeannie came home later on, daniel using his laptop. uh. then. later on. i woke up & went to change. darryl change also... my god mummy & daddy camehome. uhhh. then went to the club. we were late, haha. anyway. i didn't eat much luh, no appetite. hahaha. then i was avoiding javor cause he was playing with balloons. oh yea, their names damn funny luh. cause they never hear properly, so "jamie" become "amy", jacques nothing wrong, "javor" become "jervor". hahaha. then everyone supposed to wear the nametag, but cause the people cannot find mine, so i dun need to wear, hahaha. uh. then. yea, the host is a friggin' TRANSVITE. eeeeek. & "she" 's wearing a wig. hohoho. almost fell down while she was dancing. & i spent most of my time just sititng in the corner smsing a whole lot of people, hahaha. but then got once javor runrunrun & never look & banged into this photographer. hahaha. i'll just call him green cause his shirt is GREEN(: anyway, green was like ''so cuteee(:" to javor & tried to take his photo, but javor run away, hahaha. but in the end we still took photo cause i jio the 3 j's & darryl to take photo, hahaha. then. we were supposed to draw what we wanted for new year, so i just drew this stick figure smiling (which was relaly ugly, hahaha) & wrote "i just wanna be happy, hahaha". and then darryl went to touch the transvite cause he was playing some game. & then he touch one time & he went "i'm never touching a transvite ever again -.-" LOL. & then denise, zheren & zheyuan came over for awhile. & the transvite was going "turkies go gobblegobblegobble." & then denise was like 'what the fuck?' & zheyuan went "eh daphne, why you so fat now?" & i was like "fuck you, im' still underweight okay, & you're fatter than me" hahaha. anyway. after the kids party. went to adults party, FUN! my daddy was drunk -.- hahaha. so was my goddaddy. lol. went inside. it was like DAMN FUN LUHHHH(: we started collecting the party poppers, hahaha. then got th team a (my side, the right side) then team b (the left side). then damn funny luh. we supposed to do one looong train to decide which side is the stronger side. LOL. then must go up to the front & do the limbo rock cause the theme was tropicano. hahaha. then at first me & denise only. but then zheren & zheyuan joined in also. so it's like denise, me, zheren, zheyuan. then this young kid behind zheyuan kept grabbing his butt, LOL. then zheyuan went infront of denise. then zheren kena groped by the kid, hahaha. then we went on stage & started screaming. then everytime the host went "team a, screammmmm!'', zheren & i will like scream at each other, then zheyuan said "don't lose your voice" hahaha. then on stage was like damn fun luh. then uh. went back to table, sat down. then the guys opened the champagne. i didnt' drink -.- denise & zheren did thou. hahaha. then they started playing "hate that i love you". then everyone was like going "AAAAAND I HATE THAT I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!" hahaha so funny luh. then they started playing fast paced "umbrella". but then we realised is not "umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh." it's "cinderella, ella, ella, eh, eh, eh." but then everyone just started singing umbrella instead, LOL. then Uncle kenny (zheren & zheyuan's dad) was like going to pop the bottle of champagne. then he shakeshakeshake & then so funny luh. we all hiding & screaming cause we didn't wanna get wet. then he *pop* but nothing come out, hahaha. then he still had to pull off the cap. then everyone was like laughing like siao -.- uh then went onstage again to do countdown. then they were like telecasting form vivo city. hahah. then it was like counting down & then we all pulled the party popper, hahaha. then went back to the table. uh. everyone just wishing strangers happy new year, hahaha. i saw green, hahaha, wished him happy new year also. then just started hugging everyone, hahahaha. uh, then everyone started cramming party hats on each other, hahaha. then. got the lucky draw. uh. then uh. right, our table's waiter asked for denise's number, hahaah. called sky, ithink. hahaha. then zheren was like ''he pao you? my tuuuuurn." went home, the car was like damned crammed, got denise's prizes, thn still got the lucky draw stuff & the golf bags, hahaha. home, sleep, durh, hahaha.

today was shit, seriously. S U C K E D ! At like 7 + in the morning i was woken up by shouting, turns out my mummy, daddy, aunty & grandmom were having an all-out war. seriously. & we (the kids) didn't even do anything right, my aunty just started cursing us like saying to my mummy "you no human decency, your kids will die early, blablablabla" and my mum was like "you don't curse my kids." wl eh. then i went outside & started listening... then my aunt started cursing everyone luh, even the maid's family.. go & die luh. & she's singing some stupid self-composed song that i can't be bothered to listen to. but so far all i can here is "we shall see, we shall see, the lord blablablabla" btw, she's christian, i'm not, hahaha. my dad says she's gonan move out. & the lyrics may sound nice, but wait, remember that my aunt is totally pitch-deaf & toneless so it really sucks -.- okay, then julia & david asked me to make some new year resolutions (which i still haven't, i wanted to sleep last night). & i still dunno what i should say. mmmn. lets see. eight okay, 2008, haha. uhhh. this is hard... *screams* i hate resolutions, i give up! i really, really really cannot make any resolutions, i really, really really cannot think of any -.- anyway, here are my top lists this yearrr(: hahaha. not in order, don't blame me if you're last. & any number luh, i dunno, sometimes 10, 15, 20, hahaha.

PEOPLE(:
1. DEEERRNIISE.
2. MAXINE VOON, I LOVE YOU.
3. WENDIIIIIII, aiai.
4. AIWEI(:
5. BRYAN
6. SHAWNNN
7. JUNRONG.
8. YEOKHENGYIN!
9. JULIAAAAAA LOVE.
10. D A V I D , l o v e s.

SONGS - ENGLISH(:
1. thanks for the memories. (Fall out boy)
2. tattoo. (Jordin Sparks)
3. What goes around comes around. (Justi Timberlake)
4. Irreplaceable. (Beyonce)
5. eighth world wonder. (Kimberly Locke)
6. numb. (Linkin Park)
7. The way i are. (timbaland)
8. Lips of an Angel. (hinder)
9. Umbrella. (NOT RIHANNAH(: MCFLYYYYYYYYYY)
10. All about you. (Mcfly)
11. Makes me wonder. (Maroon 5)
12. Famous last words. (MCR)
13. My Love. (Justin Timberlake)
14. Who Knew. (Pink)
15. i love you. (the ordinary boys)

SONGS - CHINESE(:
1. 梁山伯与朱丽叶. (Caoge, Zhuowenxuan.)
2. 本草纲目. (Jaychou, remember the JCD hahaha)
3. 我们的纪念日. (Fanweiqi.)
4. i think i. (fanweiqi, title's in english, but it's a half chinese, half english song.)
5. 最爱还是你. (tangyuzhe ♥!)
6. 新窝. (flh)
7. 出神入化. (flh)
8. 不会爱. (flh)
9. 借口. (SHE)
10. 谢谢你的温柔. (SHE)
11. 真爱. (183 Club)
12. 不能说的秘密. (Jaychou)
13. 夜曲. (Jaychou)
14. 不得不爱. (Panweibo)
15. 错了再错. (Zhangdongliang)
16. 懂了. (Tank)
17. 爱情女神. (jocie)
18. 爱美. (rainie)
19. 臭男人. (huangyida)
20. 说你爱我. (SHE)

ARTISTES - ENGLISH(:
1. pussycat dolls (i can't believe that asia horseyface won the search -.- )
2. Natalie Imbruglia
3. Fergie.
4. pink.
5. Timbaland.
6. MCR.
7. Beyonce.
8. Jesse Mccartney.
9. Westlife.
10. Something Corporate.

ARTISTES - CHINESE(:
1. TANGYUZHEEEEE.
2. flh
3. SHE
4. Jaychou
5. Zhang Dong Liang
6. Fanweiqi
7. Zhuowenxuan
8. 183 Club
9. Rainie.
10. Huangyida.

DRAMAS(:
1. Devil Beside You.
2. Witch Yoo Hee.
3. Why Why Love. (ehmagod, it was showing on some channel in genting.)
4. Coffee Prince.
5. 1 Litre of Love.
6. It started with a kiss I.
7. It started with a kiss II.
8. They kiss again.
9. Lovers.
10. Hanakimi.

right, i'm too lazy to do anymore, hahaha. gonna watch suzuka, byes(: okay, or maybe finish my skin -.- hahaha.

NICOLE: the ending sucked hahaha. i'm re-watching it again, hahaha.
AMANDA: LOL, you unlucky, no sister, hahaha.
PASSERBY: uh, someone form rgs...
SHERINA: happy 2008(:

oh, i forgot, i'm really gonna miss waiting for aiwei, wendi & the rest ): hmns.

oh wow, just realised i forgot to reply tags.

PASSER-BY: you know something, i'm beginning to think i know who you are(:
EBAY SELLER: hey, i went to look at the skirt, haha, but sorry, not my type. & i don't think i need a skirt in the near future...
JIEYUN: LOL, since when you use this kind of language. ok, maybe you did use it in school, hahaha.
WENDI: yes, animal. & i know, i love her tooooo(:

reply the rest later, i have to go for dinerrr.

oh wow, i'm posting on a sunday. nothing today. didn't go golf. darryl didn't go swimming. ahhh. morning. my mum woke me up at 12... *screams* i wanna sleep -.- went out for lunch. my parents had craving for thai sharkfin. actually i don't really like thai food much-.- everything is mostly sweet. -.- my aunty is seriously mad. she's angry at everyone, even at me, darryl & denise-.- please luh, we didn't even do anything... oh dearr. my bro & maid are shredding pieces of paper(: it's kinda fun hahaha.

new skin. supposed to be watching witch yoo hee but i got sidetracked and started editing this skin. aaaanyway, enjoy. i'm off to watch witch yoo hee again.

pepperoni is depressed ... nevermind, cheese is depressed alsooooo, i'm having real doubts about my choice. did i make the wrong choice by putting tkg as my first choice? i mean, i know i would get into tkg, but maybe i should have put cedar first? maybe i made the wrong choice by putting cedar second? did i make the wrong choice by entering tkg? cause this topic's really got me thinking right now... we could say NONE of my friends got into tkg. okay, maybe some, but still, i'm not very close to them or anything. but friends as in close friend luh. i'm still having doubts about my choices, although i can't change anything right now. maybe, just maybe i should have put cedar as my first choice. maybe i'd be happier there. cause i know my sister's more social than i am. so maybe cause of that she was happy in tkg. but regarding me, i'm less sociable, i'm more towards the shy side, so i'm like totally alone right now yea? i'm still not sure i'll enjoy myself in tkg and all, not that the school sucks or anything, but it's like i might not be as happy as i was if i was with my friends like maxine, wendi, aiwei, amanda, nicole, and the rest luh, so just maybe i made the wrong choice. blame it on me, i'm just rubbish at making decisions.

right, i have something to announce,
my dear aunty has gone totally CRAZY.
eek, scary. she goes around the house cursing and screaming. like, at both the maids. going like 'stupid maid, you think you very smart? you wanna fight then fight lah!' like, not even to the maid, she's fucking muttering to herself... -.- today was ee too. heh, my bro woke me up at around 12 +. i think. uh. cause i slept at 2 last night -.- anyway, i went upstairs and slept again. and my mommy didn't let me sleep and made me go downstairs. so i took my time, haha, and she thought i went back to sleep. eheh. downstairs. ehh. watched the stupid cartoon channel forawhile. and when this stupid cartoon came on then we watched Kamisama Kazoku. & my mum went into this cleaning frenzy... she started clearing out the stupid shoes luh. and then she said after lunch it'd be our room. *freak* cause my table is veryvery messy. and my cupboard got alot of crap... then after lunch i went upstairs and hid everything in my bedside drawer ;x hahaha. but she didn't clear out my room after all, she started sorting through our baby photos ;x hahahahaha. and i realised that last time i was like DAMN fat luh, and then when i smile very ugly, hahahahhaa. ugly until i cannot stop laughing. another time if i got time i scan in the photo & show you guys, hahahaha. andand i'm definitely not looking forward to monday, have the countdown party. i do NOT want to say bye to 2007.

oh right! look what i found, from HERE. damn funny luhs, about the rg people.

ello....
sec 1 orientation ystd.
i was freakin bored durin the talk n every1 was fidgeting.
especially when the vp was tokin.
but i heard some gossip(:
some rgps ppl were tokin n they were cursing the natasha person sitting 2 rows in front of me.
they were like,
"oh, its that IDIOTIC PROUD ASS. Ha. Thinks she so pro.So what if she score so high?"
(many ppl answer) "Ya lor."
"Wonder which teacher she will suck up to." (giggles)
there was more, but i didnt hear everything.
LOL.its no surprise they have the same thinkin as most of us.
but sch will b starting soon. NO MORE HOLS. but aVERY busy year ahead.
SIGH**
n anyway this place is dead so im like tokin to my hand

it's like damn funny luh, i couldnt't stop laughing... anyyyyyyway, dinner was kinda gross. we ordered macs -.- it's like all cold. hahhaha. and we went to put A L O T of salt on the fries. hahahahahaha. and we went to put the chicken salt luh, and it's like damn funny, hahahaa. and they gave us an extra nugget by acc. hahahah. & i'm like in LOVE with my blogsong(: hahahaa. eep. i'm gonna re-watch witch yoooo heee, byes. && i'm still too lazy to reply tags, sorry ;D

if theres one person god makes me hate for the rest of my life, it's my brother. JESUS. i really really really can't fucking stand him anymore. *screams and attempts to pull hair out* he can do anything to me while i can't fucking do anything to him. i can't disturb him when he's using the computer, he can disturb me and jump around me and pull me all over the place when i'm using the computer. take this morning, i wasn't doing anything to him, and he suddenly comes and starts going 'pow! bang! wahaha!' for no fucking reason. so i tell him to get lost. and he stands there and pulls the chair i'm sitting on forward, backward, forward, backward and right, left, right, left. then he finally sat down on MY chair. i can't stand it, why can't he sit on his own chair when it's like right beside him? so i get real fed up and just tell him to get lost again. then he sits on his chair and starts irritating me again, so i push his chair away and he follows the stupid chair. then he started screaming that he almost fell down the stairs or whatever fucking shit, like going 'YOU LA! LATER I GO HOSPITAL THEN YOU PAY MY MEDICAL BILLS!' and he starts threatening me and going 'next wednesday when you come home from school i wno't let you use the computer!' and im' like do i fucking care? what can he do to stop me from using the stupid computer? and he sleeps on my bed. he has his own fucking bed, why can't he sleep on his bed? *screams again* and he can yell at me, i can't yell at him, if not my mom will start with the fucking 'stop fighting with your brother, you only have one brother' talk. *SCREAMS*. i really can't stand this kind of fucking life anymore. when he screams and yells at me, my mum just ignores it. when i scream at him she'll start protecting him and saying 'you only have one brother, treat him better. he's only a young boy! one day you'll regret this.' like fuck, he's SO not a young boy, and one day i'm gonna regret not rebelling against my mum about the "treat your brother better" talk. sometimes i really wanna scream at my mum. and my bro is like "sensitive". if i accidentally bump into him or what he'll fucking start crying. and then my mum will go 'why? why you crying? is it your sister bully you again?' and i'm like fuck, i didn't even do anything luh. also he walk so damned slow and i walk fast. so every time he walks in front of me i always step on his shoe luh, then he'll turn around and say "CAN YOU STOP STEPPING ON MY SHOE!?" and i will be like ''then walk faster lah!' and then my dad/mum will go 'don't bully your brother!' and i'm like fuck, go away. he don't want to walk fast then walk behind or beside me luh, he knows i walk fast already still must walk in front of me so fucking slow. my mum is the first to blame me for everything, cause my bro cries for just about everything. he can't fucking do anything himself luh! if in the morning his uniform is not no his bed he'll cry. if in the morning the water is cold, he'll cry. and the first thing my mum always says is "is it your sister bully you?" like fuck off, i was in my room minding my own fucking business luh, what does it have to do with me!? seriously, sometimes i can't stand my mum. she's like such a bitch at times luh, every thing is MY fault. then when i argue back and tell her i didn't do anything, she'll start saying ''dont' lie blablablablabla, you know i don't like people who lie" when in the first place i wasn't even fucking lying. look at this picture, it shows how much i want to kill my fucking brother right now.

from HERE.

if you look at all of stickgirl's images, they explain how she feels. you know what, i should really use images to explain my feelings instead, it's easier. and i don't have to type and stop to fight with my fucking brother. *SCREAMS AGAIN AND TRIES TO WRECK DARRYL'S ROOM*

rawr, bad janelle(: she made me send her my brushes. and janelle tan siying, you owe meeee 12 minutes of my life! hahahahhaa. and oh dear, today 磨女宥熙 and 爱情磨女士 last episodeeee(: hahahaha. and i'm addicted to my TAOOOOOKAENOI! hahahahahahha. i love my taokaenoi(: my bro decided he didn't like it, rawr(: oh alrights, im' too lazy to type anymore...

this is the result of boredom, again ;D





right, off to gimp, janelle's making me do something with gimp... ee, i dunno whatttt(:

give me something to do, i've got nothing to do. i've no inspiration to create another blogskin, and besides, i'm too lazy. anyway, this is the result of boredom.

Cbox Tutorial.

How do i bold, italicise, underline and strike my words?

type this: [b]TEXT[/b] and your text will turn out like this:TEXT.type this: [i]TEXT[/i] and your text will turn out like this:TEXT.type this: [u]TEXT[/u] and your text will turn out like this:TEXT.type this: [s]TEXT[/s] and your text will turn out like this:TEXT.

How do i make my fonts big and small?

type this: [big]TEXT[/big] and your text will turn out like this: TEXT.type this: [small]TEXT[/small] and your text will tur out like this: text.

How do i center my text?

type this: [center]TEXT[/center] and your text will turn out like this:
TEXT

How do i make a marquee?

type this: [scroll]TEXT[/scroll] and your text will turn out like this: TEXT

How do i create line breaks in the cbox?

type this: TEXT[br]TEXT and your text will turn out like this: TEXT
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How do i change the color of my font?

type this: [color=skyblue]TEXT[/color] and your text should turn out like this: TEXT.

Finally, how to post links in tagboard?

type this: [url=http://URL]URL NAME[/url] and your text should turn out like this: DAPHNE.


these can actually be found in under the "help" section of cbox(: you can go and read it yourself.

right, changed my profile one tiny bit. i added in a photo of my hairrrrrrrrrrr, haha. it looks weird right? very short... heh heh. and and i added in a cursorrrr(:one they when i have the time (or rather when i'm not too lazy) i'll go update alot or things. & i hate you guys, go check out the bloggggggggg! no, not my blog. CHECK OUT THE CLASS BLOGGGGGGG! yes, i changed the url and the skin. the image has animation, but personally i dont' really like the animation ;D at first i was gonna use the same colors as the original ones (which was pink, heh). but i realised that pink + boys = disaster. cause the boys aren't gonna like pink. heh. so i changed it to blue, which i suppose most of us don't mind(: and turns out the killer twit spammer can speak non twit(: hahahaha. oo, my hair is now extremely fragile, yes, you people must think i'm crazy, testing if my hair is fragileeeeeeeee(: and and and the internet is not cooperating... it doesn't matter which browser i'm using, internet ex, opera or ff, it still goes haywire and everything starts jamming up. it's probably my tabs, so i can't use it now. and i have got like 8+ internet exs now... i think i'm crazy to be checking every single one of my hotmail accounts. i have like. uh. i think at least 5. heh. whatever, now people are thinking people hacked into my account cause i'm online on two emails(: nyahaha.

YIJIE: same to you
VANESSA: ohhhh, heng. i thought i dunno anyone there... (: i didnt' see your name either. my name on second page...
MAXINE: actually, she's calling herself a fucker cause she used that name to spammmm right?
WENDI: hahahaha. twittish. hahahahah.
PASSER-BY: uh, np(: enjoy doing the quizzes, hahahha.
ALL THOSE THAT SCOLDED FU(KER: hahahaha, thank you guys so much, and i had fun reading your insults, hahahahha. and now i can't stop laughing.

LET'S FIGHT AGAINNNNNN!

WHAT SHE SAID: all you bitch i can tom properly okay u dun tink i cannot tok properly. y i muz b jealous of this fu(King bitch? ha who wanna be jealous of dis b*tch *tok. u sure very ugly one lor den you just sae u pretty oni. i bet ur parents are nt wad u said dey are lor i where gt sae my parents hookers && prostitutes leh ya la im gurl la u b*tch wad else u tink i am huh? && i hope u mpoe a lot den u die of moping lor! tkg very lousy lor moi sch better && ur blog whr gt nice lor so ugli de and hooker dun equal prostitute you b*tch dunno ur own grammer oso wanna quarrel wif me && all u do is complain rite? l8 u complain until ur parents dun luv u den u noe lor u b*tch la tink u veri pretty tink ur blog veri nice actrally veri ugly lor b*tch

MYREPLY: ehhh, that's not proper english... :/ tok? rite? wad? moi? dun? noe? wif? ugli? actrally? you call that proper english? then my english must be heavenly. in case you don't get the point, i'm saying my english is muchhhh better than yours. yes, it's true. judging by the way you're talking now, my english is much better than yorus. and err. just to let you know? those who stood up for me aren't bitches, you are the fucking bitch here. and at least they put their names down, unlike someone by th screen name of "fu(ker". oh yes, have a nice time guessing who it is. sorry, i made a mistake in the previous reply, i'm not beautiful or pretty or anything, i'm HOT! yes, i'm hot. hahahaha. urr, since when did i say you said that your parents were hookers and prostitutes? oh god, you can't even read my simple english without misinterpreting things? *shakes head* did i say you were anything else other than, i say, a girl? uh, in case you haven't noticed, i'm not moping anymore... ._. did i say tkg was good? i only said i was beginning to like it... no, my blog isnt nice, i prefer to think of it in terms of "hot" just like me(: and hookers equal prostitute, my dear. take a look at this:

errr. and it's not "grammer", it's "grammar". and also right, the topic concerns VOCABULARY, not GRAMMAR. eh, my parents know i have a blog, but they don't know what i'm writing in it, bitch. i told you already, i do not think i'm pretty, i think i'm hot, thankyouverymuch(:

ah. boxing day. i've been waiting for this damned day. the day where i finally finally get my hair cut. now my hair is freakishly short. like. short. i layered it until it was almost impossible to layer it even more. ugh. i have to say, initially i didn't like it. but i actually lovee it now. so now i can hardly tie my hair. it's kinda hard, but i can still manage. ah wells. today. woken up early. ugh. i can't even sleep in... went to the hair salon. and i took veryvery long to decide. but in the end i just tell the person say "just layer alot can already... and perhaps cut my fringe abit shorter". then so scary, she just take my hair like that and measure the middle then "snip!" and my hair's gone. eep. denise cut bob. darryl just cut shorter and spike his hair._. uh. home. showered. and i wanted to sleep again but i hadto go down to tkg to register. and then buy my books, and then the canteen there spells "Quatre Saison". and i don't get it. eek. and the classes like primary school like that, 1 humility, 1 respectful. so funny... i dont' like it, i prefer to stay with 1e. anywayyy. register. i'm in group EIGHT. ur. and my mommy made me take higher chinese ._. god, she ask me to choose. then i say "don't want." then she say "take luh, give yourself a chance blablablablabla." so what's the point? why did she ask me to choose then? why didn't she just choose for me? cause what i say doesn't carry any weight, in the end i still have to follow what she wants. ughh. so... yeah. janelle's reaction to my hair length was like "OMG so short??????????" and she says i'm mad cause i take pictures of my chocolate mnms. and day-veed added janelle and apparently she went offline(: attack of the killer twit spammers. whee, how fun. finally something or someone to fight with. finally something interesting to do. finally someone who's stupid enough to spam my blog. because i know my blog's not worth any spamming, only nice comments, sorry. apparently me and janelle have got the same spammers. whee, fun.

VANESSA: hmn, maybe you know, you're not the youngest(: bKut thanks anyway.
AMANDA: i hate it when they do that and thanks.
KYLIE: it's always "stop fighting with your brother!'' and no ''stop fighting with your sister!'' it gets irritating...
MAXINE: thanks dear, i love you.
PASSER-BY: uhh, HERE.
NICOLE: eep, we're in different orientation groups, i'm eight(:
WENDI: my family cannot share all cause got... uhh... 14 people. 5 is my family, 2 is my god mummy and my godsister, then seven is my godsister's friends/family.
JANELLE: hey darling, thanks for sticking up for me(: and shoooooooow me your blogskin when you're done with it(:

NOW, LETS FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT!

THIS IS WHAT SHE WROTE: uue biitch la uue tiink uu berii gud iisiit? uue tiink uu p0st liiddatt dhen werr hAbb shhymptyy uh! uu tiink uue liidatt dhen uur pawwents wun sc0lld uue meeh? uu tiink uu acct em0 dhen pew0ple lyk uue ahh fu(k uue lah biitch uue n0 fwiiends shh0 uu do liidAt dhen uu g0rt fwiiends wiight? n00 w0nderr uuer mummiie and daddiie dunchh l0rve uue l00r, n00 w00nderr uue fieel iinshhecure wen wiif uuer fwiiendssh uu tiink uuer bw00g berii nyiice iissh itt? shh0 ugwwiie l0rhxz! aand iie bett uuesh 0rshh0 berii ugwwiie shh0 uuer bw00gg 0rsh00 shh00 uggwwiie.uue tiink uue berii kawaii isshh iit? iie tell uue moii auntiie lo0k betterr dhen uue l0rhzx. ii bett uue berii ugwwie derhxzxzx!iie h0pe uue arhh weally ahnn ad00pted chiild ahhnd iie h00pe uuer bel0giical pawwents arhh pw0stituteshh aahhnd h0okerhs uue tiinkk uuer psle sc0re berii gud issh iit? iie tell uue lahst tiime mii sc0re muchh hiiegher dhen uuers 0kaysh uue tiink uu g0rt i a* berii gud iish iit? iie tell uuesh ii lhast yearrsh iie g0rt 4 a* 0kayysh... annd sh00m0re g0rt diistiincsiion f0rh hiigher chiiniise 0kkaysh uue g00h tkg berii gud iish iit? mhhye sch0ol better dhhen uuers l0rhh!!! uue myyiight ashh well jhhust delleete dhiis page c00rhs n00 00ne wierr wantt tuhh c0mesh tuuh dhiish pagge! annd sh00m0re dhhiix skkiin n0rtt uue d00 wann, ishh bw0ggskiinsh derhhzx deet0natedl0ve d00 wan dhhen uue weem00ve derh cwwediitsh derhzx

DIRECT TRANSLATION (at least this is what i think she's trying to say): you bitch luh, you think you very good is it? you think you post like that then will have sympathy uh? you think you like that then your parents won't scold you? you think you act emo then people will like you? fuck you luh bitch, you got no friends so you do like that then you got friends right? no wonder your mummie and daddie don't love you, no wonder you feel insecure with your friends. you think your blog very nice is it? so ugly lor! and i bet you also very ugly so your blog also very ugly. you think you very cute is it? i tell you my aunty looks better than you lor! i bet you very ugly! i hope you are *what is weally?* an adopted child and i hope your biological*heee, she typed bel0giical* parents are prostitutes and hookers. you think your psle score very good is it? i tell you last time my score much higher than yours okay! you think you got one A* very good is it? i tell you last year i got 4 a*s okay, and some more got distinction for higher chinese okay! you go tkg very good is it? my school much better than yours lor! you might as well just delete this page, cause no one would want to come to this page. and some more this skin not you do one, is blogskins the detonatedlove do one then you remove the credits derh.

YAY, MY REPLY.: you know something, i do understand twit, but yours isn't even twit, it's improper english. like, 1/4 the words i don't understand. that isn't emo, that's complaining by the way. i think i should correct you, i DO have friends, and what does having no friends have to do with my parents not loving me, what does having no friends have to do with feeling insecure? and yes, i think my blog is very nice. and you BET. too bad, you lost, i'm a very pretty person. i'm a very beautiful person. no, i dont' think i'm very cute, i prefer to think of myself in the terms "PRETTY!". your aunty, oh, what if i really AM ugly, so you're saying your aunty is ugly too cause if i'm ugly and she's prettier than me, then she's just abit less uglier than me. (not that i'm saying i'm ugly, i'm pretty.) you HOPE. too bad it isn't true. and my parents aren't hookers, so sorry, they're accomplished, wonderful and nice, although they can really suck at times. where'd you get these ideas, maybe your parents were hookers and prostitutes... did i say i thought my psle score was good? if i remember correctly, i said in my blog that i was very disappointed in myself, and i spent quite a few days moping about. and i don't fucking care if yoru psle score is higher than mine. i dont' fucking care that you got four a*s. and i still don't fucking care that you got a distinction for your higher chinese. if you got 4 a*s and a distinction, you'd probably be in nanyang or rgs (i'm assuming you're a female, i don't think guys are bored enough to spam my blog). and really, i don't believe that someone in nanyang or rgs is actually a twit. you know something, you're contradicting yourself only. you said i might as well delete this page and that no one would come here. but think about it, aren't you here yourself? aaaand, i did credit hilary, the first "x" there is her link you dodo. oh yeah, i think tkg is very good, i think i'm beginning to love it. so what's your problem? PS: i thought hookers = prostitutes?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!


can't say that this is the most wonderful christmas i'm having tho...


ahhh, christmas, it only comes once in a year, no? and every year, we wait impatiently for it and for what? the presents. the spirits. the gatherings. i guess most of you would be enjoying your christmas with your families and all that, christmas gatherings(: this christmas, it's definitely not a very happy christmas. firstly, i got rudely woken up at ten this morning, (after i slept at around four this morning). like hey, i need my sleep. anyway, the christmas lunch (it was supposed to be dinner, but my parents, who are taking advantage of this holiday, are having FUN with other people, while us kids, basically, are NOT having fun. are my sentences funny?) was okay. back. right, so... this year, my mom decided we were not going christmas shopping. usually, my aunt would give us some money and go shopping with us, but not this year, my mom said from this year on, we weren't going anymore shopping. so today was a real disappointment. anyway, my mom was using the computer, i was smsing a whole lot of people. then darryl asked my mom if he could use the computer. mommy said yes, but he had to help her sort letters first. so darryl let me use the computer while he was sorting the letters. my mommy went downstairs. so after that, darryl started crying for no fucking reason. and saying 'it's so unfair, why you can use i cannot use?' and in the first place he let me use the fucking computer. so... he went down to mommy's room after sorting the letters and started complaining about me. like what the fuck did i do? and he started telling her an exxaggerated version of his side of the story. and as usual, my mommy believed him. and blam, my fault. my mommy stormed out of her room and started scolding me, like going 'why you always like to bully your brother? why can't you not fight with him? i already told you, you only have one brother, so don't bully him. and i let him use the computer, why did you use the computer then? he asked first, so why did you use it?' as usual, it's always my fucking fault. it's always 'DAPHNE! stop fighting with your brother, you know blablablablabla...' it's never 'DARRYL! stop fighting with your sister!' so... i was like 'FINE.' and i logged off and went to my room. and i can't remember. i think i went to sleep.

this christmas just involves: daphne, daphne's claustrophobic thoughts, and sleep. before i went to sleep, i was thinking. thinking about alot of things. some of the things were like reflecting. others were about how it was always my fault. while i was in bed, i was thinking about my attitude.before i slept.

i finally came to a conclusion: i have many faces. take this: if i'm a leader of some group, i treat my groupmates with more authority, and maybe without realising, somewhat bossy. Since the term "leader" was placed on my shoulders, i realise that should the project go awry, do badly, most fingers would be pointed at me, since "leader" is me. and less fingers towards the groupmates. or perhaps i just want good grades.

next, towards my friends. in this case, i play the happy role, the person who never shows any emotion other than, well, happiness. i guess this is cause it is easier to fit in this way, happy people are easier to talk to, to be friends with. i try not to show my emotions other than happiness, like sadness, disappointment, and course, anger. i'm the playful one. i'm the happy one. i'm the person who's always laughing. but have my friends thought about how i really feel? sad, angry, confused? i don't know. i don't know if they really care about me, or if they are just pretending to be my friends for some reason. are my friends really my friends? or are they just faking it, faking it for some reason? maybe all of you don't realise it, i'm insecure. but i've mastered the trick of ignoring my insecurity, and instead, trusing people. maybe that's why some of my "friends" aren't actually my friends. maybe they take advantage of my trusting them and then they betray me. first they act all friendly, and next, you never know, they talk about you on their blog. if you think this is you, it's not. it's someone from rgps. back to the subject. i'm the talkative one, i'm the one who laughs at everything. but i don't know, maybe i'm doing all this just to fit in, cause the real me is very hard to adjust to. the real me is extremely angry. the real me is just sad. I would not like to be seen alone for the fact that I preferred to belong. because when i belong, it brings on a sense of security. my friends seldom see me crying, but do they think, do i have my weak moments? i don't know, maybe it's my fun exterior so people assume i'm a happy person, i'm a human who never cries.

on the other hand, my family. in my family, i do not belong. i'm the odd one out. i'm the weird person. take this: my mommy, daddy, sister and brother have detached earlobes. i have attached earlobes. and darryl takes pleasure in teasing me that i'm not from this family, that i was an adopted child. maybe when he says that in a joking way, it hurts more than if he said it in a serious way. maybe when he says i i just smile and shrug it away, but inside, i feel even more terrible, i'm reminded even more that i don't belong, that i'm the odd one out. when my parents say it jokingly, i hurt even more. cause if it was my bro, i would understand, he's a kid. but even my parents? even when they say it jokingly i have to turn away so i don't cry. so they don't see me crying. this fact only helps more in hurting me, it only helps more in reminding me that i do not belong here. sometimes i wonder: is there anybody out there who really cares?

so now i'm moving on to the next topic: DAPHNE's fault. i've been thinking alot... and every fight = Daphne's fault. my parents never give me a chance to explain, they never even look at my "angelic" brother. they just go 'you like to bully your brother right?' and right now? i am very very sick of it. every fucking thing is my fault. every fucking quarrel is my fault. evern fucking fight is my fault. why don't they give me a fucking chance to explain? why don't they give me a fucking chance for once and listen to me? why do they only listen to my oh-so-angelic brother? maybe my parents don't love me as much as they say they do, maybe they're just saying it for the sake of saying it. they always say they love the three of us equally, but somehow, they always succeed to make me feel like they love me the least. and they always succeed to make me feel like my bro is the most precious. i know it's cause he's the youngest, blablabla, he's the only boy, he's the fucking heir or whatever, but still... do you have to blame me for every fucking thing he does? no. so i wanna thank you guys sososososo much for making me feel unwelcome.

right, i'm pissed. so i won't post anymore, cause i'll only succeed in making myself more mad. ask if you don't mind listening to my complaining though.

VANESSA: oh, alrights, and merry christmas.
MAXINE: yes, hey dear. haha, and merry christmas.
AMANDA: huh, did i say your post was long? but anyway, merry christmas.
WENDI: oh yeah, very small, but we one room 3 people can share(: Merry christmas!
PASSER-BY: uh, random survey sites and some blogs.
JANELLE: i like small tagboards... LOL, merry christmas, and don't feel sad anymore.
AMANDA AND WENDI: yes, merry christmases(:

Enjoy the Christmas Spirit.

Heys, i'm back(: it's funny. how time passes so quickly... *sighs* a few more days and it's back to school. and i don't wanna go back to school. at least sec school. i just wanna stay in pri school. ah, wells. anyways, about the hols. but first, somethings you need to knowwww!
my godmummy-my godmummy. hahaha.
jeannie-my godsister.
chor/chorhui-jeannie's friendddddd
evanne-jeannie's friend again!

20^th December, Thursday.
whhe. i didn't sleeeep. yup, i was using the computer all through the night. uhhh, then. lets see. went down to sun plaza, uh. okay, met my godmummy. and jeannie and all her friends. then caught a bus down to malaysiaaaaaaaaaa. on the bus we were like watching tvvvvvv. then i watch until giddyyyyy so i went to sleep. then gentinggggg. we stayed at first world hotelll and we took like almost 2hours to check in. rawr. up to hotel room. my mummy, daddy and darryl stayed in one room. me, denise and my godmummy stayed in the other connecting rooooom. then. uh. then mummy, darryl, denise, godmummy and me went out. my daddy sleep. heh. we went arcade, my mummys went casino. then we played until tired already ;D hahaha. back to hotel. played snappppp hahaha. then the stupid 6 always don't wanna come out. then we started singing the mocking six. hahaha. then cause 6 is evil, so 3 is half evil. nyahahaha. then dinner and shower and sleeeeeep. zzz. zzz. zzz.

21^st December, Friday.
my mummys and jeannie and all her friends went KL for shopping. my daddy, me and denise and darryl went outdoors. hahaha. thankfully good weather luh, last year when we went we couldn't even go out. uh. then when we (me & denise) queueing for the spinning chairs thingy, got this teenage group. uh. 3girls/2guys. then one of the guys wearing a white shirt with a 3 on the side. and i was like going 'half evillllll........' then look at his face then my sister went "eh! 帅哥!' hahaha. he's quite hot luh(: then cause we were on the same round, i ask denise, "where you wanna sit?" then her reply damn funny luh(: nyahahah. she said "i wanna sit near my 帅哥 then i can see him." hahahaah. in the end we sat about 2 chairs behind him. hahaha. uh. then went pizza hut for lunchhhhh. denise was going on about wanting to see her 帅哥 again. uh. went pizza hut for lunch(: then shoppinggggg. i didn't buy much luh. uh. thn we briefly saw her 帅哥 again. hahaha. then went back to hotel room to eat dinnerrrrrrrrrr. and we went outdoors tp again. then the viking queue was like damn short luh... and we(denise, daphne, darryl(:) went to sittt. hahaha. then we sitting second row from theback. then these to guys were sitting in the middle. then before the ride started, i was thinking 'they so old already then still sitting in the middle, sit higher up luh...' those two guys were like old enough to go ns already. anyway. the ride barely started when one of the guys started screaming. like going 'ahhh, 我要下来了... 不想坐了... damn funny luh, we were all ike laughing like hell. then towards the end he said 'ahh, i dont' wanna be a pirate anymore!!' and then we all started laughing again(: then... after the ride. his friend was like 'eh brudder, 你还在发抖啊？calm down, brudder...' then he pointed at us and said '你看那三个小孩子，坐在上面根本就在自杀！' then we even more cannot stop laughing... hahahaha. then we so bored that we went to sit the kiddy ride. the haunted house that one... & we found out that the guy who was screaming name was Rama. or sth like that luh. then the haunted house right, i sat myself. darryl sat with denise. then they were screaming for nothing. anyway, the haunted house they removed all the scary-ish things already. then denise and darryl so bored that they started screaming. and i cover my ears also can hear them. t_t. then me and denise went to queue for the swinging chairs again ;D hahaha. Rama and friend were on the round before us. and then rama was like screaming and screaming. hahaha. then our turnnnn :D uh. denise was like 'very cccollldddd!!!' and i was like 'not cold!' and i took out my jacket. nyahahaha. damn fun luh. uh. then we(denise, daphne, darryl) went motion master. and rama and friend were there also. the show on was... prehistoric animals. and i was like going 'i have no interest in dinosaurs.' hahaha. but we still sat luh. we sat beside rama and friend. then rama was like exclaiming very loudly... hahaha. then back to hotel. and we showered tho it was lateeeee(: nyahahah. blow dry our hair and sleeeeep(:

22^nd December, Saturday.

even funner. we woke up earlyyy. uh. my gmummy, jeannie, and 2 of her friends and me and darryl and denise went for breakfast first. my gmummy initially supposed to bring us outside again. but jeannie and her friends going so we follow themm(: my mummy said to jeannie 'you babysitting them?' and jeannie said 'no, they babysitting us.' nyahahha. then we bought tickets and went outside(: we sat the stupid flying coaster first(: hahahaha. we got one ride free(: first ride jeannie sat with us, second ride jeannie sat with evanne and chor. uh. then we went to sit... uh. oh yeah. the corkscrew. then evanne and darryl don't dare to sit(: so funny luhs. darryl scared he vomit. evanne scared of heights. then the 360 part very funny luh. i didn't even know we were on the 360 already(: then... we (daphne, denise, darryl, jeannie) went to sit the slingshot. the bigbigbigbig tower that one then they bring you to the top and drop you down. hahah. that one. evanne and chor went to do the go kart thingy. anyway, cause the slingshot one side 3 people, we initially wanted to do 2/2. but no seat. so i sat with some guy and his girlfriend. then denise's supposed seat was taken up. and she went all the way the other side and sat with jeannie and darryl. then going up that time right, the guy's girlfriend(i shall just call her girlfriend) and i were screaming like hell. then the guy(just call him guy) was like laughing. then coming down that time 超 fun luh! girlfriend and me were lifted off the seat. jeannie, darryl and denise also. guy didn't. and then when they drop you down right, i was like screaming and then right, one scream not enough to reach the ground yet. must scream two time then reach the ground o.0 and girlfriend was like 'ahhhh, ahhhh, ahh.' and guy was like 'hahhahahahahahaa' rawr. but damn fun luh. uh. then we went to the go kart there to wait for evanne and chor. then they driving that time right, chor keep yawning cause her one very sloooooooooow. hahahah. then after that started drizzling(: we ran indoors and sat the euro. then this time faster than the day before cause got more people and they wanted to clear faster(: then stopped raining(: and we went outside again. queued for cyclone(: in the queue that time, we were talking about the slingshot. cause last time in the newspaper got some girl's hair never tie, then her hair got stuck up there and when coming down, her head got pulled off. so we were saying like 'that girl's hair condition very good, pull also cannot break derh.' then chor said 'eh, the head was going 等我啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！' and then evanne so scared then she said '等你的头啊！' and then she said 'last time my friends went to sit the tower（they call it the tower). then got this Caucasian ( i shall be nice and not call it an ang moh.) sitting in the middle of them. then when she was strapped down right, haven't even go up she already started crying. and she went hysterical and demanded to be let off.' then we all couldn't stop laughing luh(: hahaha. uh. then this time we sat 3/3. jeannie, chor and denise, me darryl and evanne. then cause the cyclone only got one bar to hold you down right, evanne was like damn scared and she was like going 'huh?这样而已啊？' and then we all started laughing and screaming for no apparent reason. then we come down that time evanne was like saying '哇塞，刚才我擦点飞出来！' hahahah. then we went upstairs again to queue for the slingshot again(: but raining so we went indoors. then we(me darryl denise) went the rock climbing there. jeannie chor and evanne went to walk around. then we climbed twice and then went back to the room. my gmummy called evanne and she said that chor and jeannie went to sit the tower again. uhhh. then at night... the adults went for abalone dinner. while we, (the kids, hahah) ate cup noodles. how unfair. hahahhaha. anyway, we met jeannie chor and evanne. then we went to the causeway bay restaurant so that they could eat dinner. then cause they all say they no money. so they will run away and evanne and darryl wash plates. hahahah. so funny. then they took damn long to serve the food, then chor was like 'they must have heard our plan. so they don't wanna serve us.' then
evanne said 'next time we chould come in right, go to one of the big tables, take out our jackets and pick up a fork and eat their food. then we say 哇，外面很冷... then we eat already then walk away. then later the waitresses and waiters ask the guys sitting at the tables 你认识它们吗？then the people will be like 不认识...' hahaha. and then we started laughing like siao(: uh. then we went arcade. uh. denise, me and darryl played some bowling game. then cause before that the machine got error luh, so we scan one time then nothing happen. then the attendant help us. then we played one game. and then we realised still got some more free games, other people tap their cards already, then nothing happen then they walk away. so we had like 12 plus free games(: nyahahaha. and from $3 and all the free games, we got like 700+ tickets already(: uh. then. yup. back to hotel.

23^rd December，Sunday.
my alarm was a mosquito tune. then i 受不了 then gotta wake up luh. went arcade again. and in the end we got like 1600 over tickets. redeemed them then back to the hotelll. uh. checked out. got on the bus. me and denise ended up sitting infront cause the family behind us was family of 3, thn they sit together mah. then the baby very annoying... hmn. everytime i gonna fall asleep right, she will start screaming and crying. ugh. anyway. after the yong peng stop where we stopped for dinner. the baby was like leaning over my chair. and denise was like 'aiyoooo, the baby so cute why so annoying?' yup. the baby was called wen.(: she's damn cute luh. and we started playing with herrr. and she stole my handphone. rawr. hahaha. but i got it back. then customs. and then back to the bus. uh. then when her father make her sit down, she whine until she stand up again. and the denise was like 'orh... she attached to you already... later you cannot go home... she gonna bring you home as human pet...' hahaha. but wen is like damn cute(: and then pulled my hair. and she pinched my nose. and we taught her to hit people. and she hit her mommeh. whoops. heh. then reached sun plaza(: uh. said bye to wen and went homeee(:


okay, i'm done. and i'll be using this skin as preview until i'm done with my own(: rahh.

JACE: yeah, you're right(: i purposely didn't reply youuuu. hahaha. and i called you already. and. uh. yeah. i'm not jaced.
WENDI: i closed it cause i was editing my html... and partly cause i was going away. and no, i won't not kill youuuuuuuuu(:
SHERINA: hahaha, i'll kill youuuuuuuu. and i relinked you already.
AMANDA: heys, congrats on st nicks(: and thanks for the tag.
SHAWN&BRYAN: yes, i get the point.
NICOLE: ehmagod, i can't believe it! hahahaha. congrats! (:
ROCHELLE:　ee, no fair, i wanna go nanyang! rawr, i don't like youuuuu! oh yeah, what did your parents say about nanyang? hahaha, did they scold you for not getting into rgs?
MAXINE:　same to you, heh heh heh, (:

DAPHNE♥.

RIGHT. i'm seriously gonna change my URL soon. or Jace is gonna start pissing me up about that last post. and th srcshots are in CORRECT order yeah. th alignments just screwed up. ngghhh. nevermind.



You have to use 3 words to answer each question. No more, no less.
It's harder than you think. DONT CHEAT!

1. Where is your cell phone?
--on the table.

2. Your boyfriend?
--uhh. he's non-existent.

3. Your hair?
--dry, tied up.

4. Where is your father?
--maybe at work?

5. Cheesecake?
--i dunno, maybe.

6. Your favorite thing to do?
--i dunno, sleeping?

7. Your dream last night?:
--fighting in school.

8. Your favorite drink?
--i have alot.

9. Your dream car?
--never thought before.

10. The room you're in?:
--outside my room.

11. George Bush?
--ugh. gross. yuck.

12. Your fears?
--BALLOONS and INSECTS.

13. Nipple rings?
--ew, that's gross.

16. Go check GoofyAuctions.com and give your opinion?:
--i shan't bother...

17. One of your wish list items?
--cookie monster plushie...

18. Where did you grow up?
--durh, in singapore?

19. The last thing you did?
--doing this quiz?

20. What are you wearing?
--shorts and shirt?

21. Tattoo on the small of a back?
--okay luh, maybe.

22. Ketchup?
--i hate ketchup.

23. Your computer?
--what about it?

24. Your life?
--occasional fun only.

25. Your mood?:
--seriously fucked up.

26. Missing?
--just about everyone,

27. What are you thinking about right now?
--i don't think.

28. Your car is?
--i don't drive.

29. Your summer?
--stuck at home.

30. Your relationship status?:
--fucking single, durh.

31. Your favorite color(s)?
--GREEN, orange, grey.

32. When is the last time you laughed?
--i think earlier.

33. Last time you cried?
--my PSLE results.

34. High school?:
--not there yet...


Bold what applies to you.

SCHIZOTYPAL
I have had experiences with the supernatural.
I have little interest in getting to know other people.
ple sometimes find it hard to understand what I am saying.
I think other people are out to get me.
I am aware that people notice me whenever I go out in public.
I prefer to keep to myself.
I have odd ways of thinking.
I have trouble concentrating for long periods of time.
TOTAL: 2

PARANOID
People have to earn my trust.
I am overly confident in my own knowledge and abilities.
I'm always searching for hidden meanings in things.
I am quick to challenge the loyalty of friends and loved ones.
People find me cold and distant.
I always blame other people for my mistakes.
I carry grudges against people.
I have trouble with setbacks.
TOTAL: 2

SCHIZOID
I avoid relationships.
I rarely show emotion.
I prefer to be alone.
I do not need attention or acceptance.
People rarely find me funny or I have trouble finding humor in things.
I have been called a loner.
I have weak social skills.
I have difficulty expressing anger.
TOTAL: 2

ANTISOCIAL
I have been arrested or have done something that could get me arrested.
I believe that people who get taken advantage of are weak and deserve to be used.
I lie a lot.
I have been caught stealing or I have stolen more than three things in my life.
I do things without thinking of the consequences.
Sometimes I can be aggressive.
I am more concerned with my needs than other people's needs.
I don't care how others feel or I have no empathy.
TOTAL: 3

BORDERLINE
My moods change a lot.
I have very low self esteem.
Sometimes I have trouble controlling my anger.
I have hurt myself or I still am hurting myself.
I have attempted suicide or still have constant thoughts of suicide.
I think that someone is either all good or all bad, there is no in between.
I have unstable relationships.
I am often depressed.
TOTAL: 3

HISTRIONIC
I am constantly seeking attention.
I like being the center of attention.
I often find myself interrupting people so that I am in control of the conversation.
I love compliments and praise.
I have/ still do dress provacatively.
I exaggerate things like illnesses to gain attention.
I believe that everyone loves me.
I can sometimes be manipulative.
TOTAL: 0

NARCISSISTIC
It's all about me.
I expect others to see me as superior.
I am very picky about who I am friends with.
Not everyone is worthy enough to be my friend.
I usually make good first impressions.
I have trouble keeping long-lasting friendships/relationships.
I like taking advantage of people.
I have fantasies of being famous, powerful, or beautiful.
TOTAL: 1

AVOIDANT
I am anxious in social situations.
I sometimes avoid situations where I have to interact with people.
I'm afraid of rejection.
I'm afraid of embarrassing myself in front of others.
I tend to find all the bad things about trying out new things in order to avoid them.
I create fantasy worlds that I like to go to.
I want to be popular and have lots of friends, but I feel like I am unable to do this.
People see me as unfriendly and withdrawn.
TOTAL: 1

DEPENDANT
I'd rather live my whole life with someone taking care of me.
I can't make it on my own.
I tend to cling to people and fear losing them.
Whenever I fear I may lose someone or I have lost someone, I may become suicidal.
I let others make decisions for me.
I tend to jump from relationship to relationship.
I would remain in an abusive relationship.
I am deeply hurt by the smallest bit of criticism.
TOTAL: 0

OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE
I like things to be perfect and in order.
I have to do everything the "right" way or my way.
I set high standards for myself and others.
I am very critical of myself and other people.
I'm afraid of making mistakes.
I am not very generous when it comes to my time or money.
I think rules are meant to be followed.
I am very devoted to work.
TOTAL: 2

Appearance
I hate the way I look.
I cannot look in the mirror without thinking that I am ugly.
I think I am the ugliest of all my friends.
I don't think the opposite sex will ever be attracted to me.
If I had the money, I would get plastic surgery.
I would change at least 5 things about myself.
My friends/partner/family constantly tell me I'm beautiful, but I don't believe them.
I will not leave the house without make-up on.
Total: 0

Weight
I hate my body.
I wish I was thinner.
I rather be stick thin than a little chubby.
I am jealous of all the models I see in magazines.
I either have, or do, make myself throw up regularly.
I starve myself on a regular basis.
I track how many calories I eat, and get mad at myself when I go over the limit.
I have an eating disorder or am developing one.
Total: 0

Abilities
I am not good at anything.
I have no special talents or skills.
I don't apply for jobs because I know I will never get hired.
I suck at school and don't bother trying.
I think I'm stupid.
My friends are all good at something, but I'm not.
I rather die than perform anything in front of a crowd.
I can't name anything good about myself.
I don't believe in myself.
Total: 1

Feelings
I am currently depressed.
I feel lonely and/or sad all the time.
I feel like nobody cares or understands me.
My crush doesn't even notice me.
I don't know why I am living.
I think about suicide seriously.
I get embarrassed easily.
I haven't been happy in long time.
Total: 2

Habits
I often lay in bed for hours, not being able to sleep.
I worry about things constantly.
I drink/do drugs to make myself feel better about my life.
I often hurt myself purposely.
I cry 4 or more times a week.
I can relate to every sad song out there.
I always have to do something to get my mind off things.
Total: 3

OVERALL TOTAL: 22
0 - 10: Your self esteem is great!
11 - 20: Your self esteem is okay.
21 - 30: Your self esteem could use some work.
31 - 40: Your self esteem is really low. Seek help from family/friends if you feel down all the time.


HOW SEXY IS YOUR NAME?
Your Name: Daphne
*under 60 points= not too sexy
*from 61-300 points= pretty sexxy
*over 301-599 points= VERY sexxxxy!!!
*beyond 600= beyond verry verry verry sexy!!!

A=100
B=14
C=9
D=28
E=145
F=12
G=3
H=10
I=200
J=100
K=114
L=100
M=25
N=450
O=80
P=2
Q=12
R=400
S=113
T=405
U=11
V=10
W=10
X=3
Y=210
Z=2

Total?
--735.


DIETING.

LIQUIDS:
[x] water (1 point)
[ ] orange juice (1 point)
[ ] skim milk (1 point)
[ ] 2% milk (2 points)
[ ] soda (3 points)
[ ] diet soda (1 point)
[ ] beer (5 points)
[ ] champagne (5 points)
[ ] any other alcohol (5 points)
[ ] V8 (1 point)
[ ] tea (1 point)
[ ] Grape Drink (2 points)
[ ] cranberry juice (2 points)
[ ] apple juice (2 points)
[ ] capri sun (3 points)
[ ] hi-c (3 points)
[ ] Kool Aid (3 points)
[ ] chocolate milk (4 points)
[ ] strawberry milk (4 points)
[ ] coffee (2 points)
Total for this category: 1 point

SOLID FOODS:
[x] pizza (3 points)
[ ] Tacos (2 points)
[ ] Burritos (2 points)
[x] Rice (1 point)
[ ] beans (1 point)
[ ] Hamburger (3 points)
[ ] Veggie burger (1 point)
[ ] baked fries (3 points)
[ ] deep fried fries (5 points)
[x] ham (2 points)
[ ] Lamb (2 points)
[ ] hot dog (3 points)
[ ] chicken (2 points)
[ ] turkey (2 points)
[ ] beef (2 points)
[ ] fish (1 point)
[ ] spaghetti (2 point)
[ ] fettuccini (2 point)
[ ] Mac & Cheese (3 points)
[ ] Steak (2 points)
[ ] shrimp (1 point)
[ ] lobster (2 points)
[ ] crab (2 points)
[ ] sushi (2 points)
[ ] pork (2 points)
[ ] lettuce (1 point)
[x] eggs (2 points)
[x] bacon (4 points)
[ ] baked potato (2 points)
[ ] sausage (5 points)
[ ] pancakes (3 points)
[ ] French Toast (3 points)
[ ] Freedom Toast (10 points)
Total for this category: 12 points

FAST FOODS:
[x] McDonald's (10 points)
[ ] Burger King (10 points)
[ ] Wendy's (10 points)
[x] Kentucky Fried Chicken (10 points)
[ ] Taco Bell (9 points)
[ ] Harvey's (8 points)
[ ] Hardee's (8 points)
[x] Pizza Hut (7 points)
[ ] Popeye's Chicken (7 points)
[ ] Arby's (7 points)
[ ] Swiss Chalet (5 points)
[ ] Any Steak House (5 points)
[ ] Denny's (5 points)
[ ] Subway (3 points)
Total for this category: 27 points

SNACKS:
[x] Potato Chips (4 points)
[ ] baked Potato Chips (2 points)
[x] Doritos (5 points)
[ ] Pringles (5 points)
[ ] rice/soy cakes (2 points)
[ ] chocolate cake (7 Points)
[ ] vanilla cake (7 points)
[ ] other kind of cake (7 points)
[ ] bananas (1 point)
[ ] strawberries (1 point)
[x] grapes (1 point)
[x] apples (1 point)
[ ] Oranges (1 point)
[ ] mango (1 point)
[ ] pineapple (1 point)
[ ] peach (1 point)
[ ] kiwi (1 point)
[ ] Fruit cups (3 points)
[ ] popsicles (4 points)
[x] Ice cream (7 points)
[x] cookies (5 points)
[ ] snack cakes (4 points)
[x] popcorn (1 point)
[ ] crackers (2 points)
[ ] tiggers (2 points)
[x] marshmallows (5 points)
[ ] poptarts (4 points)
[ ] peanut butter (4 points)
[ ] jelly (3 points)
[ ] peanuts (2 point)
[ ] sunflower seeds (2 points)
[ ] any other kind of nuts (2 points)
[ ] pudding (4 points)
[ ] cheesecake (7 points)
[x] hersheys chocolate (5 points)
[x] granola bar (4 points)
[ ] Good cereal like raisin bran/special K (2 points)
[ ] Bad cereal like Coco Puffs/Lucky Charms (6 points)
Total for this category: 39 points

GRAND TOTAL:
Liquids: 1
solids: 12
Fast Foods: 27
Snacks: 39
Grand Total: 30


Now for the Scale:
Under 25: You have a serious problem with a lack of food, possible eating disorder. Seek help
Under 45: A level that requires attention, you need to make time to eat cause you're not doing yourself any favors.
Between 45 and 85: This is what I will consider a good, balanced and well taken diet. If you're in here, you have a displined diet and are serious about what you put into your body.
Between 85 and 115: If you're in this category, I call you the fun loving food type. You love to eat, but eat only when you want to and are capable of keeping a grip on things and not overdo it. This is what I would call the middle ground. Not too strict, but not too free.
Between 115 and 145: This isn't bad, but it's no where near good either, but you're getting close to having a bad problem with fatty foods... especially fast foods.
Over 145: I really think the only way you can top this is to eat a lot if not most of the fast foods. This means you are a fatty and need to cut out the greasy foods
Over 170: The opposite of the lowest scale... seek help


Instructions: Name 10 boys and 10 girls (including yourself, if you'd like). Then answer the questions.

GIRLS
1. Julia.
2. MEEEEEEEEE.
3. Kel..
4. Maxine
5. Wendi
6. Aiwei
7. Jiayi
8. Jieyun.
9. KY
10. Janelle.

BOYS
11. David
12. Jace
13. Kevin
14. Ryan
15. Galvin.
16. Shawn.
17. Bryan.
18. Junrong.
19. Guanghan ( i really dunno who to put already.)
20. Daniel (David, i know you hate your bro, but i really dunno who already...)

QUESTIONS
1. Who is your favourite boy out of the group? urrr. alot lehh... uh, David, Kevin, Jace is okay luh, ryan and probably all of thm except 19 and 20.
2. Are you going out with or crushing on anyone on this list? maybe, maybe not. what do you think?
3. Who is/are your best friend(s)? uhhhhhh, let me think. maybe 1-10, and... 11-14. i think.
4. Is anyone related to you? related? no.
5. Are any people on this list going out with each other? uhhhh, no.
6. If you had to kiss anyone on the list, who would it be? i am not answering... but if you really wanna know, email me and i'll see whether i wanna answer you.
7. If you had to tell your biggest secret to anyone on this list, who would it be? eh. 1,2,10,11,13 definitely. and maybe jace luh...
8. Who is the funniest person? uh. most of them luh.
9. Who is the most helpful/kind? uh. 1-10. guys are not helpful. girls are.
10. Who do you find the most annoying (if anyone)? i dunno... oh wait, i do. JR and Jace(sorry julia, i know you love yoru bro...)

PAIRING
1. Would 1 & 15 make a good couple? JULIA AND GALVIN!? no WAY. i'd jump if they went out.
2. Would 5 & 18 make a good couple? WENDI AND JUNRONG? definitely a bigbig YES.
3. What would you do if 4 & 19 kissed? MAXINE AND GUANGHAN!? oh god, that's seriously sick. i'd vomit and hyperventilate.
4. What would you think if 20 got 8 pregnant? DANIEL AND JIEYUN? oh fuck. jieyun wouldn't allow it in th first place. and god, if that really happened... oh god, daniel would probably dieeeeeeeee.
5. Would 16 ever hit on 10? Shawn and Janelle? no WAY. that'd be seriously gross. and anyway, janelle has better taste thn that...
6. If locked in a closet together, what would you think 2 & 12 would do? EHMAGOD. are you guys okay? like, JACE AND ME!? ohmygod. that'd never happen. but he'd probably freak me out and all sorts of things.
7. Would 6 & 17 ever go out? aiwei and bryan... hmmnnn. yes. why not?
8. Do 7 & 11 like each other? jiayi and david? hahaha, thats a good one. they don't know each other. and i don't think jiayi'd like david.
9. Would 2 & 12 make a good couple? are you guys setting th questions right? JACE + ME = COUPLE!? no way. no way. i'd rather die.
10. Do you think 8 would ever like 14? jieyun and ryan, no. they don't know each other, and anyway, they'd probably fight...

INDIVIDUALS
1. Does 17 talk a lot? Bryan, sometimes.
2. Does 14 think about sex too much? Ryan? how would i know? go die, perverts.
3. If 12 (or 1 if you're a guy) tried to kiss you, what would you do? J A C E ? oh god, sick. i'd seriously hyperventilate. and then probably faint. oh god, gross.
4. If 20 (or 10 if you're a guy) hit on you, what would you do? DANIEL? oh god, i'd rather die. he's like freaking gross.
5. Would you ever consider 6 your best friend? aiwei? probably.
6. What don't you like about 17? bryan. hmn. oh yeah. he loves scaring me with balloons.
7. How did you meet 8? jieyun? schooooollll.
8. What song reminds you of 3? dunno?
9. Do you consider 12 hot? hmn. yeah. but that doesn't mean he's a goooood guy.
10. Has 9 ever done something really wrong to you? i dunno lehhh.

HOW MANY PEOPLE ON THE LIST...
1. Have you done anything sexual with (kissing or more)? god, gross. i'm not answering.
2. Do you consider your close friends? most of them luh.
3. Do you think you will never lose touch with? dunno?
4. Have you had a crush on? uh, let me count. GIRLS: julia, kel, me. (yes, i'm les. hahaha) GUYS: uh. 3. but im' not saying whooooo.
5. Have you hated at one point? a few of thm luh....
6. Smoke? i don't think any of thm smoke...
7. Share at least one class with you? all th girls, 11-19 minus jace.
8. Do you talk on the phone with? uh. 1,2 (yes i talk to myself.), 3, 10 (sometimes only luh), 11-14.
9. Have parents that you've met/seen? eh. let me see. 1-6, 10, 11-13, 17 and 20.
10. Have a house you've been in? ehh.. urr. count first... 1-3, 10, 12 and 13.


RED IS ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone? being angry is tiring, but yes, 33.
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? dunno, my aunt.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?uh. i think.
4. Is anyone mad at you?dunno, but i don't care.
5. Are you usually mad?not always, but yes at 33.
6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? yell.

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?no...
2. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?i dunno... uh. countdown party. Zheren says he's gonna pretend he likes dj.
3. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? it's probably fake...
4. If you could have anything right now what would it be? uh. uh. i dunno...

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name: DAPHNEWONG.
2. Birthday: SEVENTHOFMARCH.
3.What's your main goal in life?live life happily...
4. Do you want to have children? yeah... i think.
5. When do you want to die? when i feel i have no purpose in life anymore.

GREEN IS OPINIONS

1. Are you against gay marriage? no, people deserve to decide what they want to do.
2. Lower the drinking age? no...
3. Corporal Punishment? definitely against it...
4. Against Abortion? durh, you shouldn't kill a still-growing infant. thats murder.

BLUE IS LOVE

1. Do you love someone? durh...
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? i guess.
3. Do you believe in love? probably...

PURPLE IS Q& A's

Q: how many beds did you lay in today?
A: three.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: blue with a sheepdog saying "what's a sheep?"
Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: uh. i dunno. breathe...
Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: dunno, i don't bother to count.
Q: Is Tom on your Top friends list?
A: who's tom?
Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: uh, my cup... from 17... and th stairs banister luh.
Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed?
A: i can't rmbr.
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: blogs/blogskins.
Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: no, they steal oxygen from me at night.
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: yes, my heart.
Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: yeah...

PINK IS LAST

1. Person you saw: uh, my piano teacher.
3. Movie you watched in cinema: The Golden Compass.
4. Song you listened to: uhh. "umbrella" by McFLY.
5. Person you talked on the phone with: my mummy.
6. Did you notice that the question 2 was gone: no, just.

GRAY IS TODAY

1. What are you doing right now? this quiz...
2. What are you doing tonight? watching witch yoooooooo heeeeeeee and CSI Miami and Fashion Police and Grey's Anatomy.
3. What are you going to eat? my dinner is always rice...

BROWN IS TOMORROW

1. IS MISSING...
2. Are you looking forward to it? NO. i don't wanna find out my secondary school...
3. Are you going to laugh? noooooooooo.


this quiz is stupid, so many missing questions.

001. real name: DAPHNEWONG.
002. nickname: uh. my family calls me Gigi. my friends call me shinn.
003. single or taken: uh. single?
004. zodiac sign: pisces.
005. male or female: female, durh.
006. elementary: rosyth.
007. high: i dunno?
008. college: dun have luh.
009. eye color: i think brown.
010. hair color: actually dark brown, but cause of the sun so bleached light brown luh.
011. long or short hair: long...
012. shoe size: kids 5. i think. aiya, i dont' bother to care.
013. asthma: no. are you cursing me?
014. are you health freak: no, im' unhealthy.
015. height: about 16+ already...
016. do you have a crush on someone: hmn. maybe.
017. do you like yourself: durh/
018. piercings: yes 5, but 3 closed up.
019. tattoos: uh. only if it's non-permanent.
020. righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS:
022. first surgery: nooooooooooooooooooooo.
023. first piercing: yeah.
024. first best friend: uh, yeah. in kindergarten. called Han Yi. i think. uh.
025. first movie: ooo, i dunno.
026. first sport you joined: urh, let me think...... maybe swimming luh, swimming is essential.
027. first pet: dog i think.
028. first vacation: uhh. i dunno, can't rmbr.
029. first concert: i never performed in concert before......
030. first crush: last year, but i'm not telling.
049. eating: uh, i skipped lunch.
050. drinking: nothing ?
052. i'm about: uhhhhh, dunno.
053. listening to: mcfly's umbrella.
055. waiting for: N O T H I N G .
057. wearing: clothes, what else?

YOUR FUTURE
058. want kids?: durh.
059. want to get married?: obviously, how wld i produce kids thn?
060. careers in mind?: i dunno... somewhere on tv crew.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
068. lips or eyes?: eyes.
069. hugs or kisses: bothhh(:
070. shorter or taller: taller definitely.
072. romantic or spontaneous: uh. sensitive, fun but also gentle luh..
073. sensitive or loud: sensitive.
074. kissed a stranger: no. hug yes.
075. lost glasses/contact: no.
076. ran away from home: thought of it.
077. broken any bones: yes last year.
078. broken someone's heart: yes many.
079. been arrested: nooooooooo.
080. cried when someone died: durh...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
081. yourself: yes, sometimes no luh...
082. miracles: at times luh...
083. love at first sight: maybe /:
084. heaven: i really don't know.
085. santa claus: no.
086. fairies: no.
087. angels: yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now?: durh.
098. Is Superman really better than Batman?: uh no. Superman sucks with his red underwear. Black is HOOOOOOOOOTTTT. that's why batman is better.
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time?: uh no.


1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
uh, dark blue.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
i dunno...

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
listening to umbrella by mcfly and doing this quiz.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
yeah, with myself.

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
noooooo. actually yes, i didn't do my theory.

6. Honestly, do you watch disneychannel?
uh no. only when my cousins do luh,

7.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mummy.

8.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
yes david, cause he gets to go to basketball camp. yes kellie cause she gets to take up ice skating lessons. yes julia cause she has an older bro (not that i want you for a brother, jace.)

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
my brooooooo. and 33 luh...

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
when i'm nervous.

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
sometimes...

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
yeah.

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like?
okay luh...

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
i love many people alot lehh.

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
no. why'd anyone like you


DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY
1. What do you do when you're mad?
call, sms, yell, scream, cry.

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
ah. i ran into the wall on purpose.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yeah... my bro.

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
who doesn't?

5. When was the last time you really cried?
quite recently luh...

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
there was this period when i cried myself to sleeeep everynight.

7. What usually makes you cry?
dunno, results, death, i cry easily luh...

8. Are you normally a happy person?
maybe.

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
yeah, who else?

10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
wtf, stupid question. no.


1. What was the last time you had a pillow fight? can't rmbr, and it's when was the last time.

2. What do you use to wash off all your make-up? uh. i seldom use makeup luh.

3. Have you ever snuck into the guys' restroom at your school? i guess.

4. Have you ever just suddenly ran out of a classroom during a test because you were "sick" to avoid the test? eh yeah. i think it was p5, i didn't wanna do lina's "mini" test.

5. Have you heard of The Rocket Summer? Do you like his music? eh no.

6. Do you find the AXE "Bam Chicka Wow Wow" commercials to be funny? no,

7. Would you rather watch Big Brother or America's Next Top Model? america's next top model.

8. When was the last time you had Chinese take-out? What is your favorite take-out food? i dunno, and pizza hut.

9. Have you seen Al Gore's "An Inconvenient Truth"? no.

10. Have you thought about Halloween and what you want to dress up as recently? i don't celebrate halloween, dodos.

11. Which of your friends posts the most useless bulletins on your myspace? i don't do myspace.

12. Do you want ones of those iPhones? How about an enV?eh none.

13. Do you know what BAMF stands for? Are you a BAMF? yes and no hopefully, but that's for others to decide.

14. Have you ever stapled your hand on accident? yes, with the staple gun. eek.

15. Do you know that whole story about the toes on your feet, talking about pigs? yeah... i used to love it.

16. Do you still use your home phone?sometimes. but most of th times handphone luh.

17. How many community service hours are you required to have? How many do you have so far? Where do you [want] to volunteer?uh. i think min is 8. i completed more than 8 luh. and beach. definitely.

18. Do you know sign language for "bitch"? yes, i use it all the time.

19. Have you made a Zwinky? no. they're ugly.

20. When was the last time you made a video? What was it about? i think peanut. it was about peanut luh, what else?

21. Did you know you could comment yourself on myspace? i don't do myspace.

22. Do you know how to make a paper hat? a paper boat? yes both.

23. Who was the last person to scare you? eh, jace.

24. What is your favorite "World Wonder"? How many wonders have you been to? uh. i dunno? one, great wall. is eiffel tower counted? yes thn 2 lor.

25. Do you like Seattle's rainy climate? Or would you prefer a more sunny climate, like in Florida? sunny, can beach then.

26. Do you want to see the movie "I Now Pronounce you Chuck and Larry"? i think so.

27. Do you think The King of Queens is a pretty good sitcom? no, it sucks.

28. Have you read Middlesex, a fictional book about a hermaphrodite? Does it seem more gruesome/gross or interesting to you? no. and it sounds gross.

29. Would you ever want to go jet skiing? definitely.

30. Do you know any dirty words and phrases in Spanish? Give us an example. yes, and you really wanna know? Ándate a la cresta, Perra.


1. Do you smoke weed? no.
2. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks? yes.
3. Who was the last friend you had in your room? dunno, i can't rmbr.
4. Miss someone? yes.
5. How's your ex doing? Do you care? fine. yes.
6. Is there someone you want to fight?yes.
7. Do you like someone right now? you think leh?
8. Song playing? uh. tang yu zhe's zuiaihaishini.
9. What are you doing tomorrow? school. results.
10. Do you know what sodomy is? uh. i think so, but i can't rmbr.
11. What's annoying you right now? JACE.
12. Do you want to go back to high school? not there yet, dodos.
13. Have you ever watched a movie drunk? noooooooo.
14. What are you doing tonight? watching tv luh.
15. Who did you ride in a car with last? uh this morning, my dad.
16. Are you tired? not really.
17. Who will you be with today/tonight? family?
18. What kind of socks do you have on? i don't have socks on.
19. What color is the shirt you are wearing? dark blue shirt...
20. What will you do sunday? uh sunday is th... 23rd. uh. overseas.
21. Last person to call you? jace T_T julia gave him my number.
23. Does your family own any mansions? no. we're not that rich.
24. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars? whats your definition of "interesting"?
25. Where were you at noon today? uh. piano. doing theory.
26. How long does it take you to get ready to go out? depends. sometimes 2 minutes. sometimes 1 hour.
27. Have you been outside of the U.S.? uhhhh. yes, singapore...
28. The last comment you recieved was from? i dunno, i think vanessa. wait let me check.... uhhh. its JACE, oh fuck.
29. Last show you watched? uh, this morning, i watched abit of news.
31. Do you wish at 11:11? yes, when it's 11:11, someone's thinking of you.
32. Do you wear any jewelry? no. plastic.
33. Next vacation you're going on? uh, thursday.
34. Do you have any piercings? yes.
36. Last person you hugged? uh, my daddy.
37. The last time and place you went out to? piano this morning.
38.Who/What made you angry today? i dunno. jace probably...
39. Do you sing in the shower? uh maybe.
40. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally? no, i wish.
41. Do you love anyone? yes.
42. Do you have any siblings? yes 2.
43. What's your fav. breed of dog? i dunno, maybe collies.
45. Do you find yourself loved? no. the only person who loves me is me.
46. Called anyone a bitch today? yeah, whoever has been reading this post has been called a bitch (i don't mean it though...).
47. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? i dunno?
48. What's the closest blue object to you? uh, stapler.
49. What is your natural hair color? light brown is natural, it got bleached by the sun, i didn't do anything to it.
50. What are you excited for? uh, dunno.


1) What side of the heart do you draw first? right.
2) Can you dive without plugging your nose? yeah.
3) What color is your phone? uh. silver.
5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? i dunno. myself.
6) Where are you right now? here.
7) How do you feel about carrots? ewwww.
8) How many chairs at the dining room table? uhh... 6.
9) Who is the best Spice Girl? none of em.
10) Do you know what time it is? no, i don't care.
12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? i dunno.
13) What's your favorite kind of gum? i dunno. strawberry? cola? mint?
14) T or F: All is fair in love and war? yeah... true...
15) Do you have a crush on anyone? yes, myself.
16) Do you use words that you don't know the meaning to? sometimes... haha.
17) Do you like to sleep? durhhhh.
18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings? No clue.
19) Do you know the song "Sugar We're Goin' Down"? I KNOW! F A L L O U T B O Y !
20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang? nooooooooooooo.
21) What's something you've always wanted? i dunno?
25) Do you wear a lot of black? sometimes.
26) Describe your hair. uh light brown and quite long luh, but i'm gonna cut it short, but still able to tie.
28) Are you an adult? no. Jesus.
29) Who was/were your best friend(s) in 5th grade?: uhh. 5th grade is primary 4 right? Alethea and Rebecca.
30) Do you have a tan? yes...
31) Are you a television addict? i guess.
32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mom? only if we happen to be getting along...
33) Are you a sugar freak? dunno?
34) What is your favorite movie(s)? alot luh...
35) What's your sign? pisces.
36) Where do you wish you were right now? uh. dunno?
37) Who did you copy this from? A random survey site...
38) How do you know them? i dunno? it's random wads.
39) What brand of shirt are you wearing? urrrr. i can't see. i think it's Silverbang.
40) Have you ever snorted anything? noooooo.


you have cheated. -- Yes.
you believe hitting a child is a form of discipline. -- noooooooo. it's a torture..
you practice a religion. -- No
You apologize. -- sometimes.
you keep a diary. -- yes, but sometimes i don't write in it...
you like to cook. -- i can cook, but i don't exactly like it...
you exercise regularly. -- i guess. but not anymore cause it's th hols.
you sketch while you are on the phone. -- maybe. if i can't be bothered to listen to what that person is talking about...
you have read a book in the past month. -- durhh.
you replace the toilet paper roll immediately. -- noooooooo.
you like crossword puzzles. -- no, cause i get pissed when i can't solve them.
You have a secret you have never shared wtih another person. -- yes.
You wait until the last minute to fill your car with gas. -- I don't have a car.
You snore. -- Not that I know of.
You've gotten sick on a vacation. -- yeah...
You often have people over at your house. -- not often luh...
You can remember jokes. -- if they're stupid, no.
You play cards. -- Sometimes.
You talk in your sleep. -- Not really.
You eat fast. -- no.... i eat th slowest among my family.
You often avoid paying full price. -- Yeah.
you like being on the phone -- okay luh. but gotta rmbr RADIATION.
You shave regularly -- i don't even shave.
You set your watch a few minutes ahead. -- no, i dont bother to be early.
You are always late. -- not always luh. sometimes i'm like so nervous until i get there 1/2 hour earlier.
You often get headaches. -- maybe.
You smoke. -- No.
A naked photo of you exists. -- noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
You can whistle. -- yes.
You believe in destiny. -- I suppose.
You have something you wish to confess. -- Not really.
You change your bedsheets weekly. -- uh yes.
You bite your fingernails. -- when i'm nervous.
You pick your nose. -- ewwwwww.
You are a vegetarian. -- ngghhh.
You have eaten in a restaurant alone. -- No.
You have gone to a movie alone. -- No.
You read the newspaper every day. -- Nah
You have not used a hair dryer in the past year. -- no, i just used one yesterday.
You have made love on an airplane. -- ew, that's gross.
You have hit your father or mother in anger. -- No, i love thm too much.
You lose control in heated arguments. -- no, arguments go OUT of control.
When the alarm goes off, you get up immediately. -- no, i leave it ringing and sleep. or i wake up, turn it off and sleep again.
You generally save letters and postcards. -- yeah...
You hate parties. -- some.
You have stolen money from your parents. -- Nope.
You have fired a gun. -- Toy?
Less is more. -- maybe.
You know who you are. -- uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. yes.
You enjoy being photographed. -- not exactly.
Life treats you well. -- mostly. there are fucked up times also.


the emotion you tend to hide the most: pain.
a moment you achieved absolute happiness: uh. dunno.
You have a great amount of guilt regarding: uh. alot of things...
You would feel envious right now if: i dunno?
When you're happy you need: whatever made me happy.
When you're sad you need: music, my room and my phone.
When you are angry you need: a locked bedroom door.
When you are in love you need: nothing more.
You would jump up and down if someone told you: i dunno...
Someone who genuinely makes you or has made you happy: i dunno, all my friends.
Something that makes you happy: alot of things?
Someone that made you laugh this week: denise.


two things you did today: uh. piano. theory.
best word to describe your current love life: -
best word to describe your current work situation: uh. haven't started, but it's S$30/day.
The last person who told you that they loved you: my mummy.
The last person you said you loved: julia.
what are you wearing? clothes, what else.
what are you listening to? the fan...


1. Is it raining/snowing/? none...
2. Are there a lot of bars in your town? noo. i don't spose.
3. Do you like canned foods? maybe.
4. Do you like giving to food drives? why not?
5. Are there a lot of casinos in your town? eh, no.
6. Have you ever played a tambourine? i dunno?
7. Do you have Emo bangs? at times.
8. Do you know anyone who is a professional painter? nooo.
9. Where is the nearest car dealership? i don't bother to knowww.
10. Do you draw on people in school? Yes, other peoples hands...
11. Have you ever serenaded somebody? No...
12. Do you have Photoshop on your computer? noooo.
13. How many times a day do you throw down a yo momma joke? Never...
14. Have you ever dissected anything for a science class? no, thank god.
15. Have you ever done a project on a different country? uh yes.
16. What was the last movie you watched? the golden compass.
17. Are you a smartass? that's a laugh, no...
18. Do you ever wish you could mute someone? yeah. jace.
19. Do you have any paintings in your house? yup.
20. When was the last time you hung out with someone? can't rmbr...
21. What has been the most amount of money you have stolen? i'm not that bad.
21 ½. What is the most amount of money that has been stolen from you? dunno?
22. Do you get lunch money from parents and skip lunch to save up the money? yes.
23. Do you own someone? uhh. i own myself.
24. Do lez/bi/gay dating shows on mtv gross you out? okay luh, they deserve to do what they want to do.
25. Have you ever used zoo pals silverware? No
26. Do you have any guilty pleasures? Not really
27. What is your favorite writing utensil? pencils...
28. What color are your eyes? Brown.
29. Do you have a curvy body? erh, no.
30. Do you have a garden? yes.
31. What chore do you hate the most? uh, none really.
32. Do you post surveys as bulletins on myspace a lot? i don't do myspace.
33. Are you a teenage heartthrob? nooooo, i'm still in my preteen years.
34. Who is the most special person you know? myself.
35. Do you know how many dimples are on a golfball? no, i don't know, i don't bother to count either.
36. Do you call your grandma by some other name? No.
37. Does your stereo come with a remote? Yup
38. Do you like licking an envelope? no, you never know what crawled over it while it was drying.
40. Have you ever wondered about how many dimples are on a golfball? No.
41. Have you ever worn a snowsuit? yes, when i was in london.
42. Have you ever wondered how many seeds were on a strawberry? no, i don't like strawberry.
43. Do you get these teen hearts beating faster? im not even a teen...
44. Do you like youtube? Sure.
45. Pick one: Dairy Queen or Waffle House? neither. pizza hut's the best.
46. What is your favorite kind of ice cream cone? none...
47. Do energy drinks work for you? gatorade?
48. When was the last time you looked in the phonebook? dunno?
49. Do you like playing monkey in the middle? yeah.
50. Have you ever used Pepto Bismal? no, it's gross.


1. Do you wear deodorant? Nope.
2. Have you ever peed your pants after age 8? No.
3. What is the longest you have gone without sleeping? uh. 1 day only. i need my beauty sleep.
4. Have you ever trusted in Jesus Christ as your savior? for chrissakes, im' not christian.
5. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? yeah, julia.
6. Have you ever been on a roller coaster? Yup.
7. Have you ever skipped school? not school. class.
8. Do you eat meat? Yeah
9. How do you vent anger? cry. most of the times.
10. Have you ever been on a boat? yeah, sailing requires you to be on the boat... =='''
11. Would you try to take over the world? no, i'm not mean.
12. Who do you talk to most on IM? right now, jace.
13. Last time you were really really mad?can't rmbr.
14. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea? none, i don't like tea.
15. Have you ever been on a motorcycle? no.
16. Pink or blue? Depends.
17. Are all the pigs lined up? Huh?
18. What is your lucky number? eight or seventeen.
19. Do you believe in spontaneous combustion? Sure.
20. Have you ever asked someone out? yeah, why not?
21. Who is your enemy? dunno...
22. Have you ever cut off a limb? Nope
23. Do you believe in yourself? Somedays.
24. Pancakes or waffles? both.
25. Have you ever gone to a public school? Yeah.
26. Have you ever gotten your tongue frozen to something? Haha yeah, ice.
27. Do you smile a lot? Yes I do :]
28. Do you believe in love? But of course.
29. You are about to die. What do you do with your worldly possesions? I have no clue.
30. Have you ever been beaten up? No, i beat people up.
31. Do you like depressing music? No... it's okay luh.
32. Pain or no gain? Depends on what were talking about.
33. Would you go to college if you had a chance? Yeah
34. What is your favorite male name? Jace. it's a hot name :D or Dante.
35. Do you cry a lot? maybe...
36. Chocolate or vanilla? Both
37. Have you ever been high... on life? hah. yeah.
38. Do you ever cook? Nope. only if i feel like.
39. Would you be president if you could? No.
40. Have you ever prank called someone? Sure.
41. Have you ever seen Nine Inch Nails in concert? Nope.
42. Have you ever cut yourself? Yes
43. Do animals go to Heaven? Whatever you believe...
44. Who annoys you? ohh, some guy whose name starts with a "JA" and ends with a "CE".
45. Do you drink alcohol? No.
46. Do you shower daily? Yeah
47. What's your family like? Like the usual.
48. Do you use email, IM, MySpace, or phone the most? im.
49. Do you want to get married? Yep, eventually.
50. What do you do most when you're bored? This.
51. Have you ever failed drivers' ed? Why? Never taken it
52. How much do you weigh? ehh. 40 something only.
53. French or Italian? Whatever.
54. What's your favorite car? Don't have one really
55. Are you registered to vote? (And have you yet?) Not old enough yet
56. Have you ever met a celebrity? Yeah
57. Would you drop out of school or quit your job? noooo.
58. Would you give me $5? Nope, the $5's MINEEEEEEEEEE.
59. Have you ever been high? Yes
60. Name one person you love, and why: julia. just cause...
61. Favorite type of sock? Whatever.
62. Have you ever driven a Ferrari? Nope
63. Right handed? Left handed? Both? Righty
64. Name 4 things you always have with you: Phone, money, shoes, clothes.
65. What's your favorite band? McFLY ALLLLL THE WAYYYYYY!
66. Have you ever broken a bone? yes.
67. What is your favorite female name? envyliyanna.
68. What's your favorite drink?dunno.
69. Who DID let the dogs out? Huh?
70. How tall are you? uhh. 16+ luh.
71. Have you ever gone rock climbing? yeah!
72. Dogs or cats? both.
73. What was the last insult you GAVE? fuck off, bitch.
74. What's your favorite animal? dunno, cats, dogs, horses, alot luh.
75. What is your favorite musical instrument? Drums. guitar.
76. Last time you spent $100, and what for? uh. shoes.
77. Do you like sports? no. LOVE.
78. Last time you saw your mom? This morning.
79. Favorite month? march...
80. Have you ever been to a beach? Yeah.
81. Are you a neat freak? No, i'm a messy freak.
82. Have you ever been camping? Yeah
83. Have you ever been toilet papering? Why? Eh?
84. Do you look like your mom or your dad? I don't know.
85. Have you ever danced in public? Yep. mindchamps.
86. Do you like seafood? nooooo.
87. Have you ever been on a road trip? uh no.
88. What size shoe do you wear? 5.
89. Favorite website? freedom-tolove :D and blogger and blogskins luh.
90. Do you pray? Sometimes
91. Would you live on another planet if it were possible? Nope
92. Do you have a bad life? Some parts
93. Emotional or physical pain? physical. emotional hurts toooooooooo much.
94. Do you like dancing? uh yes.
95. Are you afraid of the dark? no,
96. Name one person you hate, and why: some guy whose name starts with a "JA" and ends with a "CE". just cause :D
97. Happy or depressing music? uh, both.
98. Where were you born? In a hospital...
99. Day or night? Night
100. What is your favorite type of music? Pop, rock, hiphop.
101. Who is your favorite celebrity? orlandooooooo bloooooooooom. and dooooooooooougie.
102. Last text? uh, some plot about ISWAK 2 from wendi(:
103. Cars or planes? Cars. i hate planes.
104. Do you smoke? No.
105. Kleenex or Puffs? Whatever, it's just tissue
106. Are you a vegetarian? No, ew.
107. Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep? Eh, not really
108. Bagels or chicken? Chicken
109. Have you ever made a blood oath? No
110. Do you like holidays? Sure.
111. Have you ever been home schooled? No, that costs megabucks.
112. One rumor that's been spread about you: i don't think it's too convenient to say here luhhh.
113. Would you flip off the president? hahaha no.
114. Do you have any tattoos? No.
115. Do you believe in the external world? whatever you choose to believe.
116. Who do you NOT want to meet? I dont know.
117. Have you been on drugs? No :D
118. How much cash do you have right now? dunno?
119. Have you met anyone in real life after meeting them online? online, but thn we realised we actually knew each other..
120. Ocean or pool? Ocean.
121. What kind of music do you hate? Opera
122. What is your most missed memory? Something...
123. What would you change about the past? dunno, alot.
124. Would you have sex before marriage? Why or why not? no. cause it's like beyond my principles.
125. Do you believe in free will? Sure.
126. Have you ever been asked out? Yup
127. Do you play an instrument? piano, a little guitar.
128. Favorite day of the week? dunno...
129. Snakes or rabbits? Rabbits lol.
130. If you had three wishes - what would you wish for? uh, i dunno.
131. Favorite country? This one
132. What store would you choose to max out a credit card? Why? Heh, i don't know.
133. What is your favorite flavor in general? uhhhh. dunno...
134. Have you ever sworn? Duh
135. Do you send chain letters very often? Never, i hate chain letters.
136. Would you date someone younger than you? maybe... only if he's not tooo young...
137. Have you ever smoked? No, and i don't plan to.
138. Disney or Warner Brothers? uh, disney.
139. What is your biggest weakness? Procrastination.
140. Would you flip off the pope? Lol uh i dont know.
141. Have you ever stolen something over $20? No...
142. Do you drink enough water? no...
143. How do you usually dress? However I damn well please
144. How easily do you trust people? Why? uhhh. depends.
145. Sunrise or sunset? bothhhh.
146. Do you study the Bible? No...
147. Do you think Snoop Dogg sucks? Yeah
148. Do you think you're attractive? no.
149. Do you believe that animals have souls? Yeah.
150. Shorts or pants? shorts.
151. Explain your political beliefs. I have none
152. Do you believe in magic? Not really.
153. Would you pretend to be someone's bf/gf? only if he/she asked luh... and they were my friends...
154. Do you sing? uh yes.
155. Do you believe in miracles? Yeah
156. Would you be my friend? Sure
157. Do you like dogs? Yup
158. Have you ever failed a grade? Why? yeah. grade 5 piano.
159. Who did you last talk to? darryl.
160. Have you ever been on a snowmobile? N0.
161. If you had to get married now, who would you want to marry? me.
162. What's your favorite song? I have lots...
163. What were you doing at midnight last night? Trying to sleep.
164. Explain what you think about dating. It's complex luh.
165. Have you ever committed suicide? Noooooooooo
166. Have you ever seen Switchfoot in concert? Nope.
167. What's your favorite movie? dunno? alot.
168. When do you get up? depends. sometimes 4 am, sometime 2 pm.
169. What is the last thing you said to someone? bye to mummy.
170. What is your screen name? DAPHNE. the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight;
171. Have you ever written a song? yes.
172. Would you smoke? Nooo.
173. Do you have a soul? I'd sure hope so
174. Have you ever tried to bite a dentist? hahahaha, no.
175. Would you chug beer? Noooooooooooooooooooo.
176. What grade are you in? primary 6. andddd. thats grade seven right?
177. What's one unique thing about you? *thinking* There's got to be something ....
178. Logic or art? Art
179. How are you feeling right now? emotionless...
180. Have you ever walked more than a mile? More than that.
181. Why are they called fingers if they don't fing? I don't know.
182. Do you like poetry? okay luh...
183. Have you ever been on a plane? Yeah
184. Have you ever beat someone up? yes.
185. Do you like yourself? Somedays
186. Have you ever been in an accident? Yeah
187. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Noooooooooooooooooooo.
188. Explain your religious beliefs. None.
189. Do you hold grudges? Not usually.
190. How often do you visit your myspace/xanga/etc profile? noneeeeeeeee.
191. If you could go to one place right now, it would be: ehhhhhhhhh. icerink.
192. Have you ever been expelled from school? Nope
193. Cappuccino or coffee? none.
194. Do you like cows? hahahaha. i think.
195. Do you like your neighbors? Why or why not?yes. cause.
196. Have you ever been late to work because of myspace? no. i don't do myspace.
197. Are you ghetto? Lol no
198. Mints or chewing gum? Mints. i think.
199. What is your favorite hair style? I dont know.
200. What name brand do you wear the most? Whatever...


Which Supernatural Being Are You?
Made By: TheWoodenShoe00 {Do Not Remove}

Dracula
[ ] Blood intrigues you.
[ ] You prefer night over day.
[ ] Bats and wolves are your friends.
[ ] You wish you could fly.
[ ] You despise mirrors.
[ ] Coffins don't bother you in the least.
[ ] Living forever sounds like a great idea.
[ ] You can hang upside down for long periods of time.
[ ] Garlic is your kryptonite.
[x] You sleep all day.
Total: 1

Frankenstein
[ ] You owe a lot to your creator.
[ ] Fire is scary!
[x] You are unpredictable.
[ ] You are very tall.
[ ] Little kids are more fond of you than adults.
[ ] Most people don't understand you.
[x] Your speech leaves a lot to be desired.
[ ] You often look a little green.
[ ] Fashion means nothing to you; it's like you wear the same thing everyday.
[ ] You wish you had more friends.
Total: 2

Werewolf
[ ] You're quite furry.
[ ] The full moon drives you wild.
[ ] You often wake up in strange places with no memory of the night before.
[ ] Silver repulses you.
[ ] Dogs hate you.
[ ] You love raw meat.
[x] You are pretty strong.
[ ] Pentagrams fascinate you.
[ ] You feel kind of cursed.
[ ] Some of your clothes are shredded and bloodstained and you have no idea how they got that way.
Total: 1

Zombie
[ ] Your skin looks gray.
[ ] You rarely speak, but you do groan a lot.
[ ] Brains should be one of the food groups.
[ ] Your clothes are ratty and tattered.
[ ] You're alive, but you feel dead.
[ ] Being near fire makes you uncomfortable.
[ ] Guns scare you.
[x] You're not very smart.
[ ] You have an insatiable desire to feed.
[ ] You lost your personality a long time ago.
Total: 1

Ghost
[ ] You have some unfinished business to attend to.
[ ] You hang out in cemetaries (or you have before).
[x] You enjoy playing pranks.
[ ] Sometimes people act as if you aren't even there.
[ ] You want revenge.
[ ] Death surrounds you.
[ ] strange dreams about dying.
Total: 1

I am: Frankenstein... eek.


oh right, i'm sick of posts, i'm gonna edit my html, byes(:
oh yeah, i wanna tell you guys, im' gonna officially stop using haloscan cause cbox was unblocked from my computer so i'll be switching back to cbox.
ALLLSSOOOOO,
http://freedom-tolove.blogspot.com/ will be closed for a period of time while i edit my html and all. i will continue posting, but you will only be able to read thm when i re-open my blog, okays?

right, byes.

VANESSA: oh...my playlist cannot choose song ;D just random onlys.
JACE: psh. oh god, stop... bothering me! i bet julia gave you my address right? nngghh. i censored it cause it was P R I V A T E. yes, i already swore, lala. i don't care. i can't believe i actually swore to you...*shivers* the idea is scaring me.