Now I know...
Sometimes I find myself crying for no good reason. Now I know why. Now I know why I want to go to school even though I hate it. I used to think someone loved me. I used to think someone cared. Now I know. Thanks for what you've given me, God. It's not enough though. I'll make do. Thanks for showing me what my life is actually like. Screwed. Where are you when I need you, God? I'm sure you can take me away, right? Sure appreciate it if you did. Maybe I'll be happier over where you are. I'll be waiting. Here.