"Behave. Love you. Dad just angry. Silly him."
Sorry Dad.
March 24, 2008
Eh... Third time posting and I still don't know what I'm gonna do other than stare at the screen watching the words form as I type... Hey many of the sixohthree people are so emo now hmn:/ idk is it like... friendship probs or what? I guess mine is sth around those lines. And I rly don't like school. Hey reading my old posts can actually get depressing, reminding me of... Eh? What happened before. Last year's christmas was exceptionally bad. Yeah now I remember, after reading... I shall go torture myself.
March 23, 2008
school again.
Hardly slept last night:/ idk why i even try. Colette's rly... Unhappy? idk la.
Last night gave my parents my report. They didn't even scold me. I didn't even meet their targets... Sometimes I wonder when I'm gonna stop disappointing them. This sucks... Idk how I can be scoring like that for Sec one. Obviously this is not working out. I rly gotta start working harder for Term Two...
Sorry mom and dad. I know it hurts. But you just don't scold me. It hurts to see you like this too...
Hardly slept last night:/ idk why i even try. Colette's rly... Unhappy? idk la.
Last night gave my parents my report. They didn't even scold me. I didn't even meet their targets... Sometimes I wonder when I'm gonna stop disappointing them. This sucks... Idk how I can be scoring like that for Sec one. Obviously this is not working out. I rly gotta start working harder for Term Two...
Sorry mom and dad. I know it hurts. But you just don't scold me. It hurts to see you like this too...
March 20, 2008
Hmn, today rly sucked. rlyrly. Went for flu and cancer jab ytd.
Julia keeps banging into my arm and blaming me. omg like she's the one running and banging into me when my back is like facing her? And she blames me like "Why you keep coming towards me?" Like omg fuck is it my fault? I'm not even fucking looking, you're the one who keeps running and banging into me la please? idk la, maybe it's on purpose? Cause like cannot be so coincidence... Ys/maya will hit both arms and when I go "OWWW" they go "Which side oneee? Right or left?" BOTH LA. And then ys asked a stupid qn.
"You take cancer jab is it cause you have cancer?" OMG YS YOU IDIOT.
"No wonder you never get sick..." HAHAHA MAYA. They give us the virus actually. Or that's what my mom said...
"That means you will never get cancer?" DIANNE HAHAHAHA NO LA. actually idk. shouldn't be la, still got chance or sth. butbut I still have like two more cancer jabs xx.
:/ i rly don't want to go school anymore la. And finally
decided to change back to my veryvery old blogskin && music. I think Max might have seen it before? idk la. But yea. The song just played on the radio and reminded me of it haha:D
<3Jae.
Julia keeps banging into my arm and blaming me. omg like she's the one running and banging into me when my back is like facing her? And she blames me like "Why you keep coming towards me?" Like omg fuck is it my fault? I'm not even fucking looking, you're the one who keeps running and banging into me la please? idk la, maybe it's on purpose? Cause like cannot be so coincidence... Ys/maya will hit both arms and when I go "OWWW" they go "Which side oneee? Right or left?" BOTH LA. And then ys asked a stupid qn.
"You take cancer jab is it cause you have cancer?" OMG YS YOU IDIOT.
"No wonder you never get sick..." HAHAHA MAYA. They give us the virus actually. Or that's what my mom said...
"That means you will never get cancer?" DIANNE HAHAHAHA NO LA. actually idk. shouldn't be la, still got chance or sth. butbut I still have like two more cancer jabs xx.
:/ i rly don't want to go school anymore la. And finally
WENDI: Eh have. JAE was profile, ANGELS was links.
MAYA: omg lol haha.
FATIN: yeah did haha.
MAXINE: Eh everything's about the tagboard hahahaha. wait you see ltr you're talking about the color of my tagboard haha.
NICOLE: yeayea, i was the one in the green shirt with the JAE and the bigbig 17.
CHEWRAH: ohhhhh her church friend is my ex-classmate.
DENISE: demose hahaha. lol haha sea ex. but then i don't want to go la. got leeches, eek. oh wait. idk if i'm taking ip la...
MAXINE: see? hahahahaha about the tagboard again! hahahaha.
JOONG: YAY CHEERLEADING(: nvm la, i think our snr filmed, but didn't upload-.-
DENISE: eh no... only this blog la.
AMANDA: oh alright.
JULIA: oh hi.
MAYA: omg in the library... omg haha so toot, you damn blur leh. maybe the snr laugh after she walked away haha. aiyo you change so many computers haha.
DENISE: i love you too haha. at least you can use during class la. omg wait we use during geog/maths also... okay nvm. hahaha.
decided to change back to my veryvery old blogskin && music. I think Max might have seen it before? idk la. But yea. The song just played on the radio and reminded me of it haha:D
<3Jae.
March 19, 2008
March 18, 2008
This proves how Geog is. Posting twice hmn.
I'm srsly messed up, what is wrong with you? I mean, I'm not angry or anything la, I just wanna know what's going on. You're acting so fucked up these few days, you claim you don't like emos but aren't you turning into one? All you do is yell, yell and yell. And then when we ask you what the prob is, You just look away. When we try to care, you push us away. First you help us, then you demand it back. How can we do that? It's gone already. idk what you're doing anymore. idk why you're acting this way. I don't understand your temperament anymore. No more. I don't even know you. idk how i'm gonna work with you anymore. Hated? Alright. I know now. You never did care anyway. I didn't even do anything and now you hate me? Alright, I get it. Thanks though. And I'll sure appreciate it if you tell me why you SUDDENLY just hate me when I didn't even do anything. Tell me what I did and I'll know. Nevermind, I know already.
Realising how different I am from last year. Last year in class I would be blasting music. Oh wells, the bell just went hmn.
<3Jae.
I'm srsly messed up, what is wrong with you? I mean, I'm not angry or anything la, I just wanna know what's going on. You're acting so fucked up these few days, you claim you don't like emos but aren't you turning into one? All you do is yell, yell and yell. And then when we ask you what the prob is, You just look away. When we try to care, you push us away. First you help us, then you demand it back. How can we do that? It's gone already. idk what you're doing anymore. idk why you're acting this way. I don't understand your temperament anymore. No more. I don't even know you. idk how i'm gonna work with you anymore. Hated? Alright. I know now. You never did care anyway. I didn't even do anything and now you hate me? Alright, I get it. Thanks though. And I'll sure appreciate it if you tell me why you SUDDENLY just hate me when I didn't even do anything. Tell me what I did and I'll know. Nevermind, I know already.
Realising how different I am from last year. Last year in class I would be blasting music. Oh wells, the bell just went hmn.
<3Jae.
In Geog again. I should save money and don't buy Maroon 5 tickets. And wait until McFly comes to Singapore. Though I don't think they're gonna come any soon. Hmn :/ What else? One three got into cheerleading finals yea. I'm sick of school. I'm sick of my life. ARGH. I don't even wanna go home now): And I don't wanna stay in school either :/ I even more don't wanna go for trng.
/Yea, everything's about him la, I know. Like you're gonna care./
/omg please stop doing that, I think you're making me crazy.../
<3Jae.
/Yea, everything's about him la, I know. Like you're gonna care./
/omg please stop doing that, I think you're making me crazy.../
<3Jae.
March 15, 2008
Now I know...
Sometimes I find myself crying for no good reason. Now I know why. Now I know why I want to go to school even though I hate it. I used to think someone loved me. I used to think someone cared. Now I know. Thanks for what you've given me, God. It's not enough though. I'll make do. Thanks for showing me what my life is actually like. Screwed. Where are you when I need you, God? I'm sure you can take me away, right? Sure appreciate it if you did. Maybe I'll be happier over where you are. I'll be waiting. Here.
Sometimes I find myself crying for no good reason. Now I know why. Now I know why I want to go to school even though I hate it. I used to think someone loved me. I used to think someone cared. Now I know. Thanks for what you've given me, God. It's not enough though. I'll make do. Thanks for showing me what my life is actually like. Screwed. Where are you when I need you, God? I'm sure you can take me away, right? Sure appreciate it if you did. Maybe I'll be happier over where you are. I'll be waiting. Here.
Cheerleading ytd. Got to school around 7plus. Joong and some others were there. Then Joong was like "Is that Jae? JAE IS THAT YOU?" then I walked closer and was like "Uhhh... Yea?" And she said "You look so different!" Eh? I mean I cut my fringe and all but I thought I looked the same -.- Ehhh. Then we were supposed to practise at basketball court, but the oneseveners were there. so we practised at field. then later moved on to the void deck cos people on the base were screaming cause grass wet-.- anyway. arnd nine plus we started slacking so we could "have enough energy". oh wow... then ... Oh yeah. Filzah's hair got hairsprayed pink. The rest was red. My fringe and ponytail was sprayed, then later on one other strip near my fringe. Um.
One-one. I think their school cheer was cool. But they should be moving forward? Instead of backward.
One-two. I heard they only started making up all the cheers on WEDNESDAY...
One-three! Last minute change. One pyramid changed to two. Then the stupid poppers didnt work0.0
One-four. I think it was nice. But yellow makes me think of big bird-.-
One-five. Jamie and Jodie! Hahahaha. But theirs was cool(:
One-six. Eh! Their dance sequence was like damn nice la. And Vidhya's friend danced rly damn well.
One-seven. Ooookay. Idk what to say leh. And then Nicole was leading one group and I didn't recognise her0.0
One-eight. LINETTE. omg their dance was nice.
What can I say? One three was the most colorful class-.- I mean most of them had same-colored shirts, but one three all diff. And then I think Maya's skirt fell or sth? hahaha. But yea, we were all wearing FBTs underneath. omg joong and the rest forgot to film-.-
After cheerleading went to TM with cheerleaders and Amanda and Anne from one four. Then took neoprint, which was kinda squeezy, considering having nine people (including Julia). Uhhh. I was worried cos my shirt was green-.- But it turned out fine tho. Then on the escalator, Filzah was like "TKGIANS!" then no one answered. then she yelled "SEC ONES!" then everyone looked at her cam. And then like she sec two like that omg. Then after that back to school. bussed to amk for piano.
One-one. I think their school cheer was cool. But they should be moving forward? Instead of backward.
One-two. I heard they only started making up all the cheers on WEDNESDAY...
One-three! Last minute change. One pyramid changed to two. Then the stupid poppers didnt work0.0
One-four. I think it was nice. But yellow makes me think of big bird-.-
One-five. Jamie and Jodie! Hahahaha. But theirs was cool(:
One-six. Eh! Their dance sequence was like damn nice la. And Vidhya's friend danced rly damn well.
One-seven. Ooookay. Idk what to say leh. And then Nicole was leading one group and I didn't recognise her0.0
One-eight. LINETTE. omg their dance was nice.
What can I say? One three was the most colorful class-.- I mean most of them had same-colored shirts, but one three all diff. And then I think Maya's skirt fell or sth? hahaha. But yea, we were all wearing FBTs underneath. omg joong and the rest forgot to film-.-
After cheerleading went to TM with cheerleaders and Amanda and Anne from one four. Then took neoprint, which was kinda squeezy, considering having nine people (including Julia). Uhhh. I was worried cos my shirt was green-.- But it turned out fine tho. Then on the escalator, Filzah was like "TKGIANS!" then no one answered. then she yelled "SEC ONES!" then everyone looked at her cam. And then like she sec two like that omg. Then after that back to school. bussed to amk for piano.
Dougie fever. And Tom's voice is HOT. Srsly hot. And rlyrly recognisable. To me la. But nvm, Dougie's still the hottest(:
Can you see Afiqa as a bitch? No, I can't. I can't believe she and Vidhya fought. And I can't believe Afiqa's actually hating the cheerleaders cause we went TM. And I can't believe Afiqa just called us bimbos. WOW. INTERESTING.
March 12, 2008
omg haha. All About You's mv is damn funny lol.
The control thing doesn't control the music haha it controls the seats and the arrangement of instruments. They turned the volume up, but Dougie's chair turned round and round and round and round. omg hahaha. I got new Dougie pics! Actually they're just footages from the mv lol. And the guy used his harp strings (which broke, lol) to floss his teeth hahahaha. Actually I'm kinda used to Tom's voice lol, haven't rly head Dougie's voice yet. I mean, he sometimes doubles up with Tom or Danny, but I don't think I've heard him sing lead yet lol. But nvm haha, he's still hot(:
YAY ALLABOUTYOU IS NICE(:
<3Jae.
The control thing doesn't control the music haha it controls the seats and the arrangement of instruments. They turned the volume up, but Dougie's chair turned round and round and round and round. omg hahaha. I got new Dougie pics! Actually they're just footages from the mv lol. And the guy used his harp strings (which broke, lol) to floss his teeth hahahaha. Actually I'm kinda used to Tom's voice lol, haven't rly head Dougie's voice yet. I mean, he sometimes doubles up with Tom or Danny, but I don't think I've heard him sing lead yet lol. But nvm haha, he's still hot(:
YAY ALLABOUTYOU IS NICE(:
<3Jae.
Nothing to post these days... idk la, i rlyrly hate holidays... Hmn, not like I like school either:/
Cheerleading prac ytd. omg so unlucky:/ Ehhh we're so slow that the whole thingy becomes 5mins plus. After that went to cut hair. omgomg i dont like my fringe now): how leh. As in I like it cause i think its nice, i don'tlike it cos i have to pin it up if not i cannot do my homework cos the thing just keeps irritating my eyes. i didn't do anything to the back tho. i just trimmed it haha. i don't think i wanna go cheerleading tryouts tmr... Got locked out of my house ytd. Dianne told me to write the date and time I was locked out on the floor. Homework. Homework. Homework. Why do the fucking chers have to give us homework in the first place? Then i don't think its counted holiday lol.
Eating ice isn't gonna make you slim down, Jae.
Alright, who cares? I can't stand too sweet sweets anyway...
<3Jae.
Cheerleading prac ytd. omg so unlucky:/ Ehhh we're so slow that the whole thingy becomes 5mins plus. After that went to cut hair. omgomg i dont like my fringe now): how leh. As in I like it cause i think its nice, i don'tlike it cos i have to pin it up if not i cannot do my homework cos the thing just keeps irritating my eyes. i didn't do anything to the back tho. i just trimmed it haha. i don't think i wanna go cheerleading tryouts tmr... Got locked out of my house ytd. Dianne told me to write the date and time I was locked out on the floor. Homework. Homework. Homework. Why do the fucking chers have to give us homework in the first place? Then i don't think its counted holiday lol.
Eating ice isn't gonna make you slim down, Jae.
Alright, who cares? I can't stand too sweet sweets anyway...
<3Jae.
March 10, 2008
Some quizzes from quite-long-ago.
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1. A random person yells to you"Aybaybay". What's your reaction?
Say hi(:
2. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Mentoslol.
3. What is the last song you heard?
Cassie Is It You from Step Up 2
5. What's irritating you at this moment?
homework...
6. What are you doing tomorrow?
getting my hair cut, cheerleading prac
7. What did you do yesterday?
sleep-.- go for piano.
8. How do you feel about your ex?
i don't think i even had one before
9.What did you do today?
been logged into the com since eight plus?
10. Know anyone named Monique?
no, only hsm
11. Do you have any siblings?
yup two.
12. Are you signed onto AIM?
ee no.
14. Who's your most religious friend?
i have no idea-.- maxine? I don't think i've ever heard her curse...
Who's the last person who called you?
Jace
16. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
idk, Annisa/Ava/Evangeline/Jae. idk la, but i'm happy with DAPHNE(:
17. What was the best compliment someone has given you today?
i don't get this priviledge,
19. Do you curse?
too much in fact
20. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
bangkok i think
21. How many times a day do you login?-
idk, idc.
22. Do you love someone?
yes, 1E3, my family, jaejoong and danny noriega.
23. What's the first thing you would do with five billion dollars?
i want a walk in wardrobe, next a HUGE cow that i can sit on, and ban the consumption of beef.
24. Do you party?
no, underage anyway :/
25. Who's the first person on your topfriends, and why?
alotla, cannot name haha.
26. What was the last thing you bought?
uhhh can't rmbr la...
27. Next thing you'll spend money on?
uhhh idk
28. What's one toy you remember having?
that huge hello kitty my aunty gave me for my birthday this year. (actually i'd prefer melody haha)
30. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
swimming pool
31. What's your mouse pad look like?
don't have one
32. Where is your first drift?
eh?
33. Which one of your friends do you argue with the most?
idk.
34. What is your ethnicity?
cheena
35. What's your dream job?
i want to be famous and rich and marry jaejoong/dannynoriega.
36. Who's your crush?
jaejoong and danny
37. If you could have any car what would it be?
idk, sth green or red. red is rly hot.
38. What's your favorite breakfast food?
iknow, chicken soup
39. How do you like your eggs?
idk...
40. If you could get any piercing what would it be?
idk? i think i go re-pierce my ears again...
41. How about a tattoo?
yeayea! uh. last time i had one on my arm...
42. What mood are you in?
restless, i wish it could stop raining.
43. What's a movie you want to see in the theaters?
the leap years.
44. Where else would you want to live?
new york city.
47. Where will your next car ride be to?
maybe to school for cheerleading. or on the way to get my hair cut.
48. If you could live in any TV showwhat would it be?
ehhhh, idk.
49. Your Favorite Planet?
venus.
50. What made you cry last?
CJ7 when stephen chow died haha.
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What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Maya is your soulmate.
You truly love Filzah.
You consider Maxine your true friend.
You know that David is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Julia for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Samantha is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Melissa is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that KEVIN is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that KEVIN changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Evangeline is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Evangeline has a hidden internet romance.
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CRIED SECTION:
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
let me think, yes, when my psle results came out):
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yea, why not?
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
eh i dunno, they've seen me cry la, not on their shoulders tho...
04 . Do you cry when you get an injury?
oh yeah! in p1 when this fat p5 guy banged into me and fell on me):
HAPPY SECTION:
01. Are you a happy person?
yes, daphne is extremely happy in tkgs(:
02 . What makes you happy?
lets see. lots of things, too lazy to list them out.
04. Is being happy overrated?
nonono, definitely not.
05 . Can music make you happy?
yeah, why not?
LOVE SECTION:
01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
one two three, i don't actually bother counting these kinda things.
02. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
beside my friends/family... AIYO. in other words asking me if a stranger ever said they loved me lah! yes, have actually. myself. i love myself, yes. i'm not counted as my family/friends, i'm counted as myself!
03 . Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yes, why not.
RELATIONSHIP SECTION:
01. single?
yeah?
02. Are you happy with it?
yeah, definitely. relationships only hurt you, they add more problems in your life.___.
04. Do you have feelings for anyone?
yes, myself.
HATE SECTION:
01. Who do you actually hate?
i dunno, best not to hate. it saps my energy):
02. Have you ever made a hit list?
YEA HAHAHA.
04. Are you a mean bully?
yes, at times.
SELF-ESTEEM SECTION:
01. Are you happy with yourself?
hmn. yes. generally. i can't change who i am anyway.
02. Do you wish you could be someone else?
no, firstly, it doesn't help at all. secondly, i love me.
CURRENTLY WEARING:
01. shirt?
duh, what else?
02. Shorts?
YEA!
03. Shoes?
no...
04. Underwear?
HAHAHAAH! yes.
05. Necklace?
no..
HAVE YOU EVER:
01. Hugged someone?
yes, i even hugged 10 strangers before.
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
no, i don't think so.
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
yeah. Denise got damn pissed.
LAST THING YOU DID SECTION:
01 . Last person you talked to in person?
ehhh, denise.
02. Person you last talked to online?
denise.
03. Person you talked to on the phone?
sarah...
04. Person you talked to on text?
i can't rmbr! oh yeah! daddy! he said he's fetching me from tuition!
05. Person who made you laugh?
ehhh, let me see. i dunno, myself.
06. Person you messaged over Friendster?
i haven't logged into friendster for a long long time.
07 . Last time you took a shower?
uhh, i don't take note of the time...
RANDOM SECTION:
01. What kind of shampoo do u use?
i dunno what brand leh...
02 . Do you get along with your parents?
okay la, some fights over periods of time. its the teenage adolescence period time anyway...
03 . Do you have mental breakdowns?
yes, i even jetlag... .__________.
<3Jae.
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1. A random person yells to you"Aybaybay". What's your reaction?
Say hi(:
2. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Mentoslol.
3. What is the last song you heard?
Cassie Is It You from Step Up 2
5. What's irritating you at this moment?
homework...
6. What are you doing tomorrow?
getting my hair cut, cheerleading prac
7. What did you do yesterday?
sleep-.- go for piano.
8. How do you feel about your ex?
i don't think i even had one before
9.What did you do today?
been logged into the com since eight plus?
10. Know anyone named Monique?
no, only hsm
11. Do you have any siblings?
yup two.
12. Are you signed onto AIM?
ee no.
14. Who's your most religious friend?
i have no idea-.- maxine? I don't think i've ever heard her curse...
Who's the last person who called you?
Jace
16. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
idk, Annisa/Ava/Evangeline/Jae. idk la, but i'm happy with DAPHNE(:
17. What was the best compliment someone has given you today?
i don't get this priviledge,
19. Do you curse?
too much in fact
20. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
bangkok i think
21. How many times a day do you login?-
idk, idc.
22. Do you love someone?
yes, 1E3, my family, jaejoong and danny noriega.
23. What's the first thing you would do with five billion dollars?
i want a walk in wardrobe, next a HUGE cow that i can sit on, and ban the consumption of beef.
24. Do you party?
no, underage anyway :/
25. Who's the first person on your topfriends, and why?
alotla, cannot name haha.
26. What was the last thing you bought?
uhhh can't rmbr la...
27. Next thing you'll spend money on?
uhhh idk
28. What's one toy you remember having?
that huge hello kitty my aunty gave me for my birthday this year. (actually i'd prefer melody haha)
30. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
swimming pool
31. What's your mouse pad look like?
don't have one
32. Where is your first drift?
eh?
33. Which one of your friends do you argue with the most?
idk.
34. What is your ethnicity?
cheena
35. What's your dream job?
i want to be famous and rich and marry jaejoong/dannynoriega.
36. Who's your crush?
jaejoong and danny
37. If you could have any car what would it be?
idk, sth green or red. red is rly hot.
38. What's your favorite breakfast food?
iknow, chicken soup
39. How do you like your eggs?
idk...
40. If you could get any piercing what would it be?
idk? i think i go re-pierce my ears again...
41. How about a tattoo?
yeayea! uh. last time i had one on my arm...
42. What mood are you in?
restless, i wish it could stop raining.
43. What's a movie you want to see in the theaters?
the leap years.
44. Where else would you want to live?
new york city.
47. Where will your next car ride be to?
maybe to school for cheerleading. or on the way to get my hair cut.
48. If you could live in any TV showwhat would it be?
ehhhh, idk.
49. Your Favorite Planet?
venus.
50. What made you cry last?
CJ7 when stephen chow died haha.
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What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Maya is your soulmate.
You truly love Filzah.
You consider Maxine your true friend.
You know that David is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Julia for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Samantha is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Melissa is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that KEVIN is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that KEVIN changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Evangeline is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Evangeline has a hidden internet romance.
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CRIED SECTION:
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
let me think, yes, when my psle results came out):
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yea, why not?
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
eh i dunno, they've seen me cry la, not on their shoulders tho...
04 . Do you cry when you get an injury?
oh yeah! in p1 when this fat p5 guy banged into me and fell on me):
HAPPY SECTION:
01. Are you a happy person?
yes, daphne is extremely happy in tkgs(:
02 . What makes you happy?
lets see. lots of things, too lazy to list them out.
04. Is being happy overrated?
nonono, definitely not.
05 . Can music make you happy?
yeah, why not?
LOVE SECTION:
01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
one two three, i don't actually bother counting these kinda things.
02. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
beside my friends/family... AIYO. in other words asking me if a stranger ever said they loved me lah! yes, have actually. myself. i love myself, yes. i'm not counted as my family/friends, i'm counted as myself!
03 . Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yes, why not.
RELATIONSHIP SECTION:
01. single?
yeah?
02. Are you happy with it?
yeah, definitely. relationships only hurt you, they add more problems in your life.___.
04. Do you have feelings for anyone?
yes, myself.
HATE SECTION:
01. Who do you actually hate?
i dunno, best not to hate. it saps my energy):
02. Have you ever made a hit list?
YEA HAHAHA.
04. Are you a mean bully?
yes, at times.
SELF-ESTEEM SECTION:
01. Are you happy with yourself?
hmn. yes. generally. i can't change who i am anyway.
02. Do you wish you could be someone else?
no, firstly, it doesn't help at all. secondly, i love me.
CURRENTLY WEARING:
01. shirt?
duh, what else?
02. Shorts?
YEA!
03. Shoes?
no...
04. Underwear?
HAHAHAAH! yes.
05. Necklace?
no..
HAVE YOU EVER:
01. Hugged someone?
yes, i even hugged 10 strangers before.
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
no, i don't think so.
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
yeah. Denise got damn pissed.
LAST THING YOU DID SECTION:
01 . Last person you talked to in person?
ehhh, denise.
02. Person you last talked to online?
denise.
03. Person you talked to on the phone?
sarah...
04. Person you talked to on text?
i can't rmbr! oh yeah! daddy! he said he's fetching me from tuition!
05. Person who made you laugh?
ehhh, let me see. i dunno, myself.
06. Person you messaged over Friendster?
i haven't logged into friendster for a long long time.
07 . Last time you took a shower?
uhh, i don't take note of the time...
RANDOM SECTION:
01. What kind of shampoo do u use?
i dunno what brand leh...
02 . Do you get along with your parents?
okay la, some fights over periods of time. its the teenage adolescence period time anyway...
03 . Do you have mental breakdowns?
yes, i even jetlag... .__________.
<3Jae.
Finally done with skin:D
But i can't seem to shift the tagboard closer to the other content.
ohwell, who cares anyway?
am i rly that forgettable?
"oh yes dear, I forgot about you..."
When I asked, what did you reply?
"no, you're not forgettable at all, i'll always remember you..."
you're just contradicting yourself.
you're just lying, right Dad?
I know...
you're trying to erase what you said.
Too bad I heard it.
<3Jae.
But i can't seem to shift the tagboard closer to the other content.
ohwell, who cares anyway?
am i rly that forgettable?
"oh yes dear, I forgot about you..."
When I asked, what did you reply?
"no, you're not forgettable at all, i'll always remember you..."
you're just contradicting yourself.
you're just lying, right Dad?
I know...
you're trying to erase what you said.
Too bad I heard it.
<3Jae.
Back from occ. WOW, I was accident prone over the weekend. Eep. I kicked the stupid cupboard accidentally and my flesh got nicked off. AHHH. And I played the stupid playground crawling about thingy with 3Js and now my knees have NO HAIR): NO, MY PRECIOUS HAIR): EEP.
I miss jieyun): and the P6'07 rosythians): On the bus just now.. Got a call from Jieyun(: "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, am I the last person to wish you happy birthday? I don't think so righttttt," HAHA, no jy, i've got later ones.
OMG today wake up so paiseh. Wake up at like 10+, (still at occ), saw filz's message "If you're coming, meet behind classroom block." Then I went "What? When?" And she replied "OVER ALREADY LA..." omg so paiseh haha.
eh at the bus stop just now was damn funny -.- had these two guys contradicting themselves terribly. LOL.
A:打电话给他们，他们现在在哪里？
B:*calls them*
A:在哪里？
B:在 cab, 在 cab.
A:叫他们不要那么笨啦，bus 就可以了啦，还要 cab?
B:算了啦，已经在cab里了
A:Aiyo, 张那么大从来没见过两个那么笨的人！
B:那怎么办？
A:take cab, take cab.
OMG, isn't A contradicting himself? hahaha.
ahnvm, i shall stop laughing(:
getting my hair cut on wednesday! snipsnip, I dunno what to cut. My mom say try bangs. EE. Maybe. But I don't want so straight one and can push to one side one, and can pin up one so it's actually easier when i'm doing sports-.-
<3Jae.
I miss jieyun): and the P6'07 rosythians): On the bus just now.. Got a call from Jieyun(: "HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, am I the last person to wish you happy birthday? I don't think so righttttt," HAHA, no jy, i've got later ones.
OMG today wake up so paiseh. Wake up at like 10+, (still at occ), saw filz's message "If you're coming, meet behind classroom block." Then I went "What? When?" And she replied "OVER ALREADY LA..." omg so paiseh haha.
eh at the bus stop just now was damn funny -.- had these two guys contradicting themselves terribly. LOL.
A:打电话给他们，他们现在在哪里？
B:*calls them*
A:在哪里？
B:在 cab, 在 cab.
A:叫他们不要那么笨啦，bus 就可以了啦，还要 cab?
B:算了啦，已经在cab里了
A:Aiyo, 张那么大从来没见过两个那么笨的人！
B:那怎么办？
A:take cab, take cab.
OMG, isn't A contradicting himself? hahaha.
ahnvm, i shall stop laughing(:
JOONG: No, you're better(: if not howyou in netball team(: HAHA.
MAXINE: Yes, it wasmy birthday(: haha. and and missyou, andthanks.
SHERINA: HELLO, THANKYOU(:
JOONG: yes, happy birthday to jaeeee.
MAYA: omg no, that wasn't fun at all): LOL, i liked part oneandtwo! hahaha.
ZHENGLI: ohnvm(: it's alright la.
WENDI: THANKYOULOVE, YES I KNOW I'M GREAT AND CRAZY AND I KNOW YOU LOVE ME(:
JOONG: RANDOMHIGHNESS(: HAHAHA. OKAYOKAY.
SHAIKHA: OKAY ALRIGHT.
FILZAH: EH I DIDN'T GO, I STILL GET IT IF I GO ON WEDNESDAY RIGHT? OR ON FRIDAY!? PLEASE? PRETTY PLEASE? PRETTY PLEASE WITH CREAM ON TOP AND A STRAWBERRY AND RAINBOW COLORED SPRINKLES? HAHAHA.
getting my hair cut on wednesday! snipsnip, I dunno what to cut. My mom say try bangs. EE. Maybe. But I don't want so straight one and can push to one side one, and can pin up one so it's actually easier when i'm doing sports-.-
<3Jae.
March 7, 2008
I just took 10 mins to get to this stupid posting page -.- Blogger's srsly down... Haven't been able to get to any of the blogs for the past... half an hour? Or maybe it's just my fudsioufhioasduing computer. Wow. Fudsioufhioasduing. What a nice word. Anyway.
Yesterday was rly crazy. I brought back my stupid fat big dictionary that the stupid LLS didn't even stamp on it): Yes, my table is FINALLY FINALLY cleared and neat. YAY I'M SO HAPPY.
AND THANK YOU TO FILZAH/MAYA/YS/NICOLE/DIANNE/CLAIRE(UGLYDUCKLING)/JULIA/JOONG/1E3/ALL THOSE THAT WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
My first present was a HANDSHAKE! HAHAHAHA. From my DADDY on the way to school.
YAY, oh cool.
Second was from JOONG. MARS BAR! omgomg.
then from JULIA. TOBLERONE. OMGOMG. I told her I wanted the bigbig rly big one, but it was from New Zealand. Then she cannot find so she bought five for me o.0 omgomg. HAHAHA.
Then... a COW from YS and NICOLE. YAY, pink and white with a ribbon on top, HAHAHA.
Ehhh. another COW(part one) from MAYA.
Then bookmark/pencilcase(which i thought was to put my toothbrush-.-) from FILZ.
English was so funny hahahah. Mdm Lenny was like "Oh, Happy Birthday, Daphne!" OMG so paiseh. But then Vidhya was telling us how she and Afiqa missed TJ's stop for the sports heats. Like they went all the way to Tanah Merah then they realised they missed the stop. Then all the way to Tampines then took a cab to TJ. omgomg haha. But surprisingly they made it on time.
RECESS. PART TWO FROM MAYA WAS A CAKE(: HAHAHA. Thanks Maya, I want a candle next time. HAHAHA. Maths. OOH. I UNDERSTOOD WHAT THAT FAT PERSON WAS TALKING ABOUT!
Cheerleading. Got chased out of 1E3 cause the stupid GG was using it to PUT THEIR FUDIOUFHIOASDUING BAGS. Then.. trng rly sucked. Eep. Home. I can't believe I slept all the way until nine plus then showered and stayed up watching tv until about like 12. There's a rose in my Dad's room!
THANKS MAX, ILOVEYOU. And you didn't get my birthday wrong(:
andand thanks to the rest for your chocolates/cows/hugs/wishes/cakes.
and jae is no more sweet tooth, i can't stand too sweet things anymore.
max will say "OMG, JAEEEE, HOW CAN YOU NOT BE MS SWEET TOOTH ANYMORE? OMG, JAE! YOU'VE BEEN SWEET TOOTH SINCE P1 OKAY HOW CAN YOU NOT BE SWEET TOOTH ANYMORE? JAE, I CANNOT GIVE YOU SWEETS ANYMORE HOW? I CANNOT GIVE YOU CHOCS ANYMORE HOW? JAE! JAE! BE SWEET TOOTH AGAIN!"
omg haha. that's just what I imagine. i think she'll say how can i not be sweet tooth anymore, but i don't think she'll say the part about cannot give me sweets/chocs. hahaha. omg i'm gng crazy. i'm staying over at occ for the weekend. so byebye blog. and byebye bitches. and byebye tkgs. and byebye ALL MY DARLING FRIENDS!
I WILL BE BACK. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
one last thank you to 1E3, thanks for being sucha GREAT class, screaming the happy birthday song for me(: "you're officially tkgians now, tkgians love to do that."
<3Jae.
Yesterday was rly crazy. I brought back my stupid fat big dictionary that the stupid LLS didn't even stamp on it): Yes, my table is FINALLY FINALLY cleared and neat. YAY I'M SO HAPPY.
AND THANK YOU TO FILZAH/MAYA/YS/NICOLE/DIANNE/CLAIRE(UGLYDUCKLING)/JULIA/JOONG/1E3/ALL THOSE THAT WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
My first present was a HANDSHAKE! HAHAHAHA. From my DADDY on the way to school.
YAY, oh cool.
Second was from JOONG. MARS BAR! omgomg.
then from JULIA. TOBLERONE. OMGOMG. I told her I wanted the bigbig rly big one, but it was from New Zealand. Then she cannot find so she bought five for me o.0 omgomg. HAHAHA.
Then... a COW from YS and NICOLE. YAY, pink and white with a ribbon on top, HAHAHA.
Ehhh. another COW(part one) from MAYA.
Then bookmark/pencilcase(which i thought was to put my toothbrush-.-) from FILZ.
English was so funny hahahah. Mdm Lenny was like "Oh, Happy Birthday, Daphne!" OMG so paiseh. But then Vidhya was telling us how she and Afiqa missed TJ's stop for the sports heats. Like they went all the way to Tanah Merah then they realised they missed the stop. Then all the way to Tampines then took a cab to TJ. omgomg haha. But surprisingly they made it on time.
RECESS. PART TWO FROM MAYA WAS A CAKE(: HAHAHA. Thanks Maya, I want a candle next time. HAHAHA. Maths. OOH. I UNDERSTOOD WHAT THAT FAT PERSON WAS TALKING ABOUT!
Cheerleading. Got chased out of 1E3 cause the stupid GG was using it to PUT THEIR FUDIOUFHIOASDUING BAGS. Then.. trng rly sucked. Eep. Home. I can't believe I slept all the way until nine plus then showered and stayed up watching tv until about like 12. There's a rose in my Dad's room!
DAPHNE
JAE
DAPHY
DAFFY
DAPH
DAAAA
D
DAPHHAANEEEE
this is dedicated to her
thank you my friend
for being there for me
when i needed you the most
all the crazy times i could not forget
was all from you
thank you my friend
for giving me laughter
all the smiley faces you given me
were all uncountable
thank you my friend
for bearing all the craziness in me too
thank you my friend
for letting go
letting go of the past and accepting me again
you were a dear to me
just to let you know
I LOVE YOU
thank you my friend
for befriending me when we were only p1!
you were that spunky cute and pretty cutie in the school
i was overjoyed for finding someone like you
thank you.
happy birthday my friend
happy birthday daphne!
love you and miss you loads!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (times infinity)
maxine(:
THANKS MAX, ILOVEYOU. And you didn't get my birthday wrong(:
andand thanks to the rest for your chocolates/cows/hugs/wishes/cakes.
and jae is no more sweet tooth, i can't stand too sweet things anymore.
max will say "OMG, JAEEEE, HOW CAN YOU NOT BE MS SWEET TOOTH ANYMORE? OMG, JAE! YOU'VE BEEN SWEET TOOTH SINCE P1 OKAY HOW CAN YOU NOT BE SWEET TOOTH ANYMORE? JAE, I CANNOT GIVE YOU SWEETS ANYMORE HOW? I CANNOT GIVE YOU CHOCS ANYMORE HOW? JAE! JAE! BE SWEET TOOTH AGAIN!"
omg haha. that's just what I imagine. i think she'll say how can i not be sweet tooth anymore, but i don't think she'll say the part about cannot give me sweets/chocs. hahaha. omg i'm gng crazy. i'm staying over at occ for the weekend. so byebye blog. and byebye bitches. and byebye tkgs. and byebye ALL MY DARLING FRIENDS!
I WILL BE BACK. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
one last thank you to 1E3, thanks for being sucha GREAT class, screaming the happy birthday song for me(: "you're officially tkgians now, tkgians love to do that."
<3Jae.
March 5, 2008
Seriously sick of school. Seriously. I feel like I was in P4 that time... Everyday siansian go school then come back and slack :/ Coach is being a dickhead, so is Mdm Seah. Oh fuck, I seriously don't want my birthday to come. Really. I even more don't want the Holidays to come. Holidays even more sian, everyday stay at home stare at the computer... Weekend over to OCC for my birthday. But I gotta clear my theory cos there's class tmr): I don't even know when Denise is coming home. I thought it today, apparently I was wrong hmn.
School. Was stoning in class... During recess I think I was too hgih... I said "I can't wait for Art..." Then Maya stared at me like I was mad, then I said, "I wonder if I can throw another peanut at Mdm Seah!" And then she realised why I couldn't wait for Art. Class. Afiqa was having Sailing test. Then Vidhya and I were talking when she suddenly screamed, and I realised Madelaine was there o.0 I must be blind... Anyway. My butt got assaulted. Madelaine's got kicked once by Julia and she said it hurt like hell o.0 Legacy was crazy. "Switch!" And everyone runs about. "One minute, everyone in your row!" Everyone rushing each other. "543210!" Everyone screaming "ZERO POSITION!! ZERO POSITION!!" Hmn. Then rained like siao...
Trng in comp lab. Supposedly theory, but I think I spent two hours freezing my brain under then aircon listening to the coach talk about one piece of paper... Then went down to court, did Defence. "DON'T LOOK AT THE BALL, LOOK AT YOUR OPPONENT!! I SAID DON'T LOOK AT THE BALLLLLL!!" Right, if we don't look at the ball how will we know where it is? And Coach's pronunciation is rly... Weird.
"Can you feel the scratch?" "Ribber the ball!" "Basketball involves alot of deeshen making!"
WOW. HAHA. After trng, cabbed home. Felt so... Emo? Like cab ride was impossibly long. To me.. Traffic was killing. I basically stared at the seat the whole time. Eep. Home. SLACK. SLACK.
I'm reliving my P4 life again:/
omg Aiwei just came online, like the first time since I added her, lol.
<3Jae.
School. Was stoning in class... During recess I think I was too hgih... I said "I can't wait for Art..." Then Maya stared at me like I was mad, then I said, "I wonder if I can throw another peanut at Mdm Seah!" And then she realised why I couldn't wait for Art. Class. Afiqa was having Sailing test. Then Vidhya and I were talking when she suddenly screamed, and I realised Madelaine was there o.0 I must be blind... Anyway. My butt got assaulted. Madelaine's got kicked once by Julia and she said it hurt like hell o.0 Legacy was crazy. "Switch!" And everyone runs about. "One minute, everyone in your row!" Everyone rushing each other. "543210!" Everyone screaming "ZERO POSITION!! ZERO POSITION!!" Hmn. Then rained like siao...
Trng in comp lab. Supposedly theory, but I think I spent two hours freezing my brain under then aircon listening to the coach talk about one piece of paper... Then went down to court, did Defence. "DON'T LOOK AT THE BALL, LOOK AT YOUR OPPONENT!! I SAID DON'T LOOK AT THE BALLLLLL!!" Right, if we don't look at the ball how will we know where it is? And Coach's pronunciation is rly... Weird.
"Can you feel the scratch?" "Ribber the ball!" "Basketball involves alot of deeshen making!"
WOW. HAHA. After trng, cabbed home. Felt so... Emo? Like cab ride was impossibly long. To me.. Traffic was killing. I basically stared at the seat the whole time. Eep. Home. SLACK. SLACK.
I'm reliving my P4 life again:/
omg Aiwei just came online, like the first time since I added her, lol.
SAMANTHA: Eh I forgot la... Ohh hahaha. Nvm I can be blur at times too :x
JOONG: 14 MARCH(: BRING CAMERA OKAY, THEN VIDEO US AND PUT ON YOUTUBE HAHAHA. Okay, Joong's photography skills are not bad, haha. Yes, be high.
YS: Huh huh? "Maybe Clara..."
MAXINE: LOVE<3 I miss you. THREE HUGS OKAY. And nvm la, enjoy your camp(:
<3Jae.
March 1, 2008
the result of miscommunication and agitation...
Theres more, just the rest is discussion about places. AND MAYA: I FORGOT TO TELL YOU. ABOUT THE GENERAL IDEA THING, WHY ARE YOU EVEN TELLING ME? TELL THE PEOPLE WHO ORGANISED THIS STUPID COMPETITION, WHY TELL ME? I CAN'T CHANGE ANYTHING EVEN IF I KNOW, WHY TELL ME!?
Bad to be angry): Or sad):
JAE:
hey maya, who's in cheerleading other than kristin, you, filz, me, joy, nicole and zaf? I forgot -.-
MAYA:
haiyo
sarah
JAE:
I RLY FORGOT OMG HAHAHAH YEA HOR...
MAYA:
ok wait i write on my blog sumthing then u go see hor
JAE:
okay okay.
eep tell we when you're done writing okay(: or posting. or whatever its called.
MAYA:
ok ok im done just adding final touches
JAE:
so so so can i go now?
MAYA:
yeah i guess .
JAE:
the color... asin shirt?
MAYA:
all diff colour
JAE:
the shirt la
MAYA:
YES
JAE:
but thats not a rainbow leh._.
rainbow is red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, pink.
and then... mightbe disqualified also
cause
MAYA:
ok ok nvm lahh
why
JAE:
but srsly because the paper we wrote RED
RED
RED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAYA:
WAIT ! DONT PRESSURIZE ME CAN ANOT
JAE:
hahahaha
red
red]
and actually not everyone might be happy about their colors -.- cause i mean we already decided on red -.-
*FILZAH HAS BEEN ADDED*
MAYA:
helloo !!
filzaaaahh
can u tok
FILZAH:
hellooo
talk wad
??
MAYA:
explain
JAE:
let me repeat
WE MIGHT BE FUCKING DISQUALIFIED.
FILZAH:
why??
JAE:
BECAUSE WE DIDN'T FUCKING FOLLOW THE COLORS OF THE SHIRT -.-
FILZAH:
haiyah
ehhs
we just say
JAE:
AND NOT EVERYONE MIGHT BE HAPPY ABOUT THE FUCKING COLORS CAUSE WE ANYWAY DECIDED ON RED ALREADY.
FILZAH:
ehhs
please lrohhs
don come and shout at me and umairah lorhhs
dont have means dun have lorhhs
u captain
u oso never come
all the red tshirrts are like 6 dollars per shirt and we dont have 54 dollars in our hands??
do we?
and anyway
MAYA:
OK OK LETS EXPLAIN
FILZAH:
no one else cam either
so too bad lorhhs
MAYA:
THERE WERE NO RED SHIRTS THAT WERE 3 BUCKS .
ONLY ONE I THINK AND ITS SUPER UGLY
JAE:
who fucking said it had to be 3 bucks ?
FILZAH:
EH dun come and curse and swear at us
ohkay!
MAYA:
BECAUSE WE'RE FUCKING USING OUR BLOODY MONEYYYYY !!!!!!
DONT U GET IT
FILZAH:
u didnt come either CAPTAIN
MAYA:
NO1 PAID US TO GO AND DO THE TIRING JOB
LOOKING FOR THE CHEAPEST SHIRSTS AROUND
AND LAUGHING AND EMBARASSING URSELF IN A LIFT
HAHAHAHAHAH
JAE:
I think theres such a thing existing, CLASS FUND, and i think you volunteered, Maya.
MAYA:
OMG IM LIKE SO WEIRD
FILZAH:
urmm
like
JAE:
So you can't blame anyone for like having a 'tiring job'
FILZAH:
CLASS FUND IS BROKE
joy says
not much left
after class party
so how?/
you told us to use our own money right?
MAYA:
OH AND BTW IM USING CAPS LOCK COZ IM SIK OF USING EMTICONS HOR
JAE:
I said, use own money first, then BRING THE RECEIPT then only collect from class fund,
FILZAH:
but class fund almost finish
then how
MAYA:
Ya BUT CLASS FUND NOT THAT MUCH MONEY
BRB
!!!!
JAE:
you know, every week, we each pay $1.50 to class fund, and then 1.50 x 40 EQUALS 60?
FILZAH:
every week mehhs?
JAE:
Joy MIGHT be collecting on monday -.-
MAYA:
WHAT U MEAN EVRY WEEK?
BOT EVERY WEEK WAD
ONLY ONCE
ONE TIME ONLY
JAE:
JOY IS FUCKING COLLECTING ON MONDAY.
MAYA:
HOW COME WE DONT KNOW
THEY DIDNT WRITE IT ON THE BOARD
G
G
GG
G
G
G
G
G
G
G
G
G
G
G
G
SORRY
MY DAD IN THE ROOM
JAE:
THEY ALWAYS DON'T WRITE IT
OKAY SPAM
FIRST
SO HE CAN'T SEE
OKAY
OKAY
OKAY
OKAY
OKAY
OKAY
MAYA:
HUH I DONT GET IT
NVM
FILZAH:
joy says she only collect when neccessary lehhs
JAE:
THEY ALWAYS DON'T WRITE IT ITS LIKE JUST TELL YOU THEN YOU PAY HER ONLY
NO
NO
MAYA:
BUT THEY DIDNT COLLECT LAST WEEK WAD
JAE:
SHE'S COLLECTING ON MONDAYYYY
MONDAY
MONDAY
OKAY? MOOOOOOOOOOONDAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY
FILZAH:
how u noe?
JAE:
BECAUSE I ASKED HER.
MAYA:
YA HOW U NOE
JAE:
I, JAE, ASKED JOY.
MAYA:
BUT HOW COME SHE DIDNT TELL THE WHOLE CLASS
JAE:
THE TREASURER, YOU KNOW?
SHE ALWAYS DON'T TELL ONE
ONLY ON THAT DAY ONEEEEEEEEEEEE
OMGOMG
MAYA:
BUT I THINK SHE should TELL
JAE:
I'M GONNA SAY IT...
MAYA:
EMPHASIS ON THE SHOULD
JAE:
OMGOMGOMG HOW CANNOT CONTROL OMG I DESPERATELY NEED TO SAY IT
BUT ITS LIKE THAT ONEEEEEE
ARGHHHHHHH
HOWHOW I DESPO NEED TO SAY IT
MAYA:
BUT IT cannot BE LIKE THAT
JAE:
WHY YOU TELLING ME!?
MAYA:
BECAUSE IF ITS AN EMERGENCY AND SHE NEEDS THE 1.50 AT THAT MOMENT AND SHE DIDNT EFFING ALARM THE CLASS ABOUT IT BEFORE THEN THAT WILL CAUSE A PROBLEM
JAE:
I'M NOT THE FKING TREASURER
FILZAH:
walaus
JAE:
FKING TELL IT TO HER
MAYA:
YA U HAVE A POINT THERE
THIS IS KINDA FUN
FILZAH:
daphne...why u must curse at us
MAYA:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
JAE:
NO I RLY WANT TO SAYY ITTTTTT
MAYA:
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAE:
F U C K
MAYA:
HAIYA
G
G
GG
G
GG
G
G
G
G
G
G
LOL
OK SO HOW NOW?
JAE:
people think you supporting girl guides -.-
MAYA:
WHY
JAE:
ggggggg all the ggggggg
MAYA:
HAHAHAHAH
U NOE JZ NOW ME N FIL AT TM THEN IN THE LIFT I LAFF FOR NO REASON
SO EMBARASSING SIA
OK SO LIKE UMMM .. DAPHNE UR COLOUR IS ORANGE
FILZ UR COLOUR IS PURPLE
AND UMM MINE IS PINK
AND THE LIST GOES ON
FILZAH Y SO QUIET
FILZAH:
cos
im shocked
MAYA:
M TOO
*ME
BUT IM HAVING FUN AT THE SAME TIME
I DONT KNOW WHY
I NOE IM WEIRD
JAE:
NOW YOU FUCKING SEE HOW I AM WHEN IM' AGITATED. MAYA SUPPORT GIRL GUIDES AGAIN.
MAYA:
HAHA
OK NOW I SUPPET RED CROSS
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
RC
HAHA
*SUPPORT
FILZAH:
why u agitated
too bad lorhhs
no red shirt
MAYA:
YA WE WANTED TO GET ONE SPECIALLY FOR YOU BUT IT WAS DAMN UGLY SO YA
FILZAH:
u wanna go around the whole of kovan to find shirts less than 5 dollars
or 5 dollars exact??
MAYA:
AND WE'RE USING OUR MONEY FIRST SO LIEK WHAT IF WE'RE GOING SHOPPING 2MRO AND WE DUN HAVE MONEY??
LIKE ME
JAE:
there are fucking eight cheerleaders. we have like... 60 dollars at hand now?
MAYA:
MY $$$$ ALL GONE
I BROT $40
FILZ BROT $20
WE CANT POSSIBLY FINISH ALL OUR MONEY LIKE THT
OK WAIT LISTEN
JAE:
CLASS FUND WERE YOU GUYS EVEN READING
CLASS FUND
CLASS FUND
CLASS FUUUUND.
MAYA:
CLASS FUND . SCHMASS SCHMUND .
WE USING OUR MONEY FIRST DO YOU GET IT
JAE:
BUT YOU STILL GET IT BACK LATER
YOU STILL GET IT BACK LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAYA:
EMPHASIS ON THE FURSSSSTTT
JAE:
EMPHASIS ON THE LATERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
MAYA:
YES I KNOW BUT WHAT IF NOT ENUF
NOT ENUFF !!!!
JAE:
AND YOU VOLUNTEERED SO YOU SHLD BE MENTALLY PREPARED ALREADY
AND I ALREADY EXPLAINED...
ONE PERSON 1.50
1.50 X 40 WE HAVE $60
MAYA:
I DONT THINK THE RIGHT WORD IS VOLUNTEER
SERIOUSLY
BECAUSE I BET NO ONE WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO IT
JAE:
YOU SAID "I CAN"
MAYA:
FILZAH TALK LAA
JAE:
I CANNNN!!! EMPHASIS ON CAN
ISN'T THAT VOLUNTEERING
MAYA:
YA CAN MEANS CAN .
FILZAH:
thn if no one steps up to buy the shirts
then who would
MAYA:
THAT MEANS VOLUNTEERING COz THERES NO1 ELSE VOLUNTEERING
JAE:
THE POINT IS
IF NOONE VOLUNTEERED
THEN WE WOULD ALLL HAVE TO GO
OR MAJORITY OF US
MAYA:
REALLY VOLUNTEERING WILL BE SAYING I WANT TO DO IT
EMPHASIS ON THE WANT
JAE:
BUT IN THE END YOU STILL SAID YOU WOULD DO IT
MAYA:
BUT WHEN WOULD THAT ACTUALLY HAPPEN
FILZAH:
oh
MAYA:
YAH . CORRECT LAH . Y U REPEATING THE SAME THINGGGGGGGG
FILZAH:
so youre trying to blame us lah
ure not even GRATEFUL that we actually took the time to do something for team even though we're not the ones INCHARGE?
MAYA:
THIS SUDDENLY BECAME BORING
FILZAH:
no
its not boring
its a fight
JAE:
When as in? When what? as in going to buy the tees, we would have to fix a date, yeah, but majority of us would have to go.
and maya, ithink you're crazy to be having fun
omg
FILZAH:
ok
u noe what
this is useless
ohkay
MAYA:
YEAH IF MAJORITY OF US WENT I DONT THINK WE'LL EVEN BE FIXED ON THE IDEA OF GETTING THE TEE
FILZAH:
since
u tink tht it wasnt necessary for us to go and buy
ohkay lorhhs
MAYA:
BECAUSE IN OUR MIND WE'LL JUST BE SAYING FUN FUN FUN
FILZAH:
whatever
and no one bothers to do ANYTHIGN
MAYA:
YA NO ONE BOTHERSSSSS !!!!!
FILZAH:
THEY DONT EVEN bother TO STAY BACK TO PRACTICE
JAE:
IS THAT MY FAULT
MAYA:
YA EXACTLY
FILZAH:
SO WAT DO YOU THINK
JAE:
WHY DON'T YOU ASK THEM
WHY ME
HUH
I STAY BACK
MAYA:
GOT 1 TIME U DIDNT
JAE:
MAYA, TRY. TRY!! DID I SAY I STAY BACK FOR ALL!? NO, I SAID TRY!!
FILZAH:
YOU THINK THEY WOULD bother TO GO BUY THE STUFF
JAE:
WHEN I CAN, I TRY MY BEST TO STAY BACK WHEN WE HAVE SESSIONS
FILZAH:
ohkay
then
JAE:
BUT STILL ITS THEM THAT DON'T OKAY]
FILZAH:
if u say liddat
JAE:
NOT ME
FILZAH:
then why u say
When as in? When what? as in going to buy the tees, we would have to fix a date, yeah, but majority of us would have to go.
MAYA:
WAH FILZAH U LIKE VERY CALM AHH
FILZAH:
u think they would bother
NO
thye wouldnt
come on lah
daphne! u tink wad...
JAE:
But we can't blame those that can't come because they're sick or anything like Joy and Sarah
MAYA:
AND EVEN IF THEY DID WE WONT BE DOING WHAT WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DOPING ! WE WOULD BE HAVING FUN
THNK ABOUT IT !!!!
WHEN WE'RE WITH ALOT OF PPL GOING OUT AFTER SCH
FILZAH:
ure not even grateful that we went to go buy the stuff and now you're like cursing at us...
maya
MAYA:
YA
FILZAH:
stop changing the subject
MAYA:
OK SORRY
HAHA
JAE:
Not neccessarily going out after school, but maybe weekends and everything, and still, the problem is that we already wrote red on the paper.
FILZAH:
UM
MAYA:
YES SO WE CAN GET SOMEBODY TO WEAR RED
JUST 1 PERSON
JAE:
But they said
FILZAH:
WEEKENDS?? WE NEED HOMEWORK....AND LETS SEE.......URMMMMMMMMMM
JAE:
IF DIFFERENT COLORS PLEASE SPECIFT
MAYA:
AND SINCE UR SO WANTING TO GET FIXED ON THE EFFING PAPER .. I HAVE AN IDEA ..
JAE:
*SPECIFY
FILZAH:
OH YHEAH....NEXT WEEK.
MAYA:
WHY DONT U WEAR RED
FILZAH:
ehh
daphne
if u got so much problem with wat we did..
JAE:
"Please Specify if cheerleaders are wearing different colors".
MAYA:
WHY DONT YOU DO IT
FILZAH:
then u CAN GO EXCHANGE THE SHIRTS FOR RED SHIRTS OHKAAY?
JAE:
You were the ones who ... what? ehhh ... What, I forgot, bought the shirts.
FILZAH:
too bad lrohhs
we bought diff colours
why you so against us
MAYA:
YAH
FILZAH:
YOU didnt do it
so too bad lrohhs
ur th leaders
JAE:
And I think the term "PHONE" isn't at all alien to you.
MAYA:
DAPHNE .
FILZAH:
** LEADER
JAE:
And I never said I was the leader.
FILZAH:
u should be the one to do the buying
MAYA:
SO FAR IN THI CHEERLEADING THING CAN I ASK YOU
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO CONTRIBUTE AS A LEADER
JAE:
It was more like you because I never learnt the dance, so you were teaching me
FILZAH:
yeah:
so did you try to do anything..like umm....make a cheer.
no...
JAE:
But the point is you guys volunteered. (About the shirts)
FILZAH:
instead u went on and on about it being too long
MAYA:
MAKE A NEW DANCE STEP??
EXACTLY
FILZAH:
so what
u DIDNT WANT US TO GO BUY IT
THEN WHO WOULD TELL ME
WHO??
JAE:
SO you can't say it's my fault for not buying it.
FILZAH:
u tink so easy
JAE:
YOU VOLUNTEERED.
FILZAH:
yah
then dont come and lecture us about it lorhhs
MAYA:
DAPHNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE VOLUNTEERED COZ NO1 ELSE VOLUNTEEEEEEREEEEDDD !!!!!!!!!!!
FILZAH:
if u got a problem with what we did...then too bad lorhhs...
MAYA:
DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT
ALL YOU DID WAS ASK THE QUESTION : WHO CAN GO AND BUY THE SHIRTS
JAE:
Maya, I explained. IF NO ONE VOLUNTEERED, we would all have to go, or I would go. But you volunteered first, so I didn't say anything.
Because I wanted to check if there were any volunteers.
FILZAH:
so...
JAE:
But there was, you, Maya.
FILZAH:
u also never volunteer what
MAYA:
YA U DIDNT SAY ANYTHING
JAE:
You don't get it do you? I asked "Who wants to buy?" And you said you could. So what's the point then, saying at that point of time, that I would?
MAYA:
U GOTTA SAY IT . THAT WAS MY PROBLEM . BUT NOW I'LL JUST SAY WHAT I HAFTA SAY
JAE:
Because you already volunteered?
FILZAH:
so u can follow what
if u want it to be YOUR way
MAYA:
EXACTLY
AT LEAST CALL TO FIND OUT WHATS GOING ON OR STUFFS
I MEAN UR THE EFFING CAPTAIN !!!!
JAE:
LOCATION, if MAYA went, she'd be going bedok. If I went, I'd be going Kovan.
AND I'M NOT THE CAPTAIN.
MAYA:
FILZAH FROM PASIR RIS EHH
JAE
I never said that
I'm not even in charge of cheerleading
Julia is.
MAYA:
BUT YOU ARE THE EFFING SPORTS CAPTAIN LAHH UUU !!!!
HAH RALLY MAH
*REALLY
JAE:
SPORTS CAPTAIN IS IN CHARGE OF BANNER
MAYA:
HAIYP
JAE:
OKAY
FILZAH:
ouhhs
JAE:
BANNER
MAYA:
(HAIYO
WHY DIDNT YOU SAY THAT IN THE FIRSTPLACE
JAE:
JULIA IS IN CHARGE OF CHEERLEADING
FILZAH:
so u dun wanna be in charge of cheerleading issit?
ohkay lorhhs
JAE:
You all always say "you also never ask"
so now i'm telling you
you never asked.
so i assumed you knew.
FILZAH:
we know
but you joined cheerleading
MAYA:
EXACTLY
FILZAH:
so it kinda makes u in charge
JAE:
just cause i joined doesn't mean i'm fucking in charge okay?
JAE:
okay
MAYA:
NO BUT I DIDNT KNOW
FILZAH:
considering that you ARE captain
JAE:
MAYBE I JOINED CAUSE I WANTED TO
WANT
FILZAH:
fine
JAE:
IS THAT EVEN ALIEN TO YOU?
NO
FILZAH:
so do u want to be?
well
one more thing
we didnt call u
JAE:
I WANTEDO BE IN CHEERLEADING AND I STILL DO, BUT THE THING IS YOU JUST ALL ASSUMED I WAS IN CHARGE WHEN I NEVER EVEN WAS.
* TO
FILZAH:
cos we knew that you would go on and on about us being disqualified and stuff like that
so im asking u now
DO YOU WANT TO BE CAPTAIN
MAYA:
OK OK . SO DAPHNE JOINED CHEERLEADING COZ SHE WANTED TO CHEER
JAE:
But this is a COMPETITION. In COMPETITIONS, there are RULES. We, as participants, doesn't mean we don't need to FOLLOW the rules.
If this competition didn't have any rules,
okay fine, i'd do anything
even the long cheer
FILZAH:
soo?
JAE:
but what i'm doing? I just don't wanna see any of us, or 1E3, disqualified.
MAYA:
OF COURSE WE NEED TO FOLLOW THEM ! BUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF STANDING OUT OF THE CROWD???
FILZAH:
we wont be disqualified
they'll just minus points what
anyway
JAE:
BUT STANDING OUT OF THE CROWD DOESN'T MEAN WE HAVE TO BREAK THE RULES!
FILZAH:
to settle it
JAE:
THEY SAID THEY WILL DISQUALIFY
FILZAH:
WE'RE NOT BREAKING RULES
WE'RE JUST NOT FOLLOWING THE PAPER
JAE:
IF WE DO NOT EHHH, FOLLOW WHAT WE WROTE ON THE PAPER.
FILZAH:
WE JUST ASK MS KUAH
MAYA:
DAPHNE
JAE:
Okay wait. let me tell you on that day first okay. Nothing about ... ... ... fighting or anything. Just let me tell you the... Whatever time to report.
What time do you guys want to report?
MAYA:
I THINK IT IS PLAIN RIDICULOUS FOR THEM TO GIVE US THE PAPER AND WHEN WE WRITE ON IT WE HAVE TO DO EXACTLY WHAT IT SAYS
JAE:
TELL THEM!!!!!
TELLLLLLLLL THEMMMMMMMMMMMM]
FILZAH:
we should
JAE:
NOT MEEEEE
FILZAH:
report earlier
JAE:
TELL THEMMMM
FILZAH:
and during the holz
we should practice too
this week
JAE:
Yeah, okay. so what time do you want to go?
FILZAH:
we should finish up the whole thing
MAYA:
NO I MEAN . THAT PAPER IS JUST TO WRITE OUR GENERAL IDEA GEDDIT???
JAE:
This week, all recesses are practice sessions.
JAE:
WAIT MAYA
FILZAH:
and should e able to do the whole routing
JAE:
STOP TALKING ABOUT THT FIRST
FILZAH:
routine
MAYA:
OK OK
SORRY2
FILZAH:
no
maya is right
JAE:
Okay, so all recesses this week are practice sessions, COMPULSORY, unless like cca or anything, okay?
FILZAH:
okay
MAYA:
OK
JAE:
Anddddd
MAYA:
U WANA STAY BACK MON,WED N FRI?
JAE:
Wednesday/Friday, make it compulsory for them also. Unless like sick/cca/see teacher
MAYA:
KKZ
JAE:
So wait. What time do you want to report on 14th?
MAYA:
WHAT TIME WE have TO REPORT?
JAE:
Latest should be 9:45, competition starts at 10, unless sec twos end earlier.
MAYA:
then we report 30 mins earlier lahh
can?
FILZAH:
crazy arhh
we should report an hour earlier
MAYA:
why
JAE:
Yeah, but once we report, we cannot leave the... foyer. And the foyer is being used for competition. So we have to NOT register until 9:45 or something
FILZAH:
to practice
MAYA:
ok ok
FILZAH:
ok
JAE:
and find somewhere where noone can find us in case we're not allowed
MAYA:
ok
FILZAH:
we go field to practice lorhhs
JAE:
and somewhere where doesn't disturb sec twos
MAYA
OK
OK
JAE:
i'm fine, but im' not sure if its allowed
MAYA:
OK . DUN CARE WHETHER ALLOWED OR NOT
RULES ARE MEANT TO BE VROKEN
*broken
JAE:
CAN YOU STOP BREAKING RULES, because I don't believe you want to disqualify 1E3. and why is everything about disqualifying, i don't know.
FILZAH
its disqualifying
and why wont they let us come early to practice
MAYA:
I MEAN LIKE U GOTTA THINK LIKE A CRIMINAL U NOE
JAE:
Ask them, the stupid rule-setters -.-
FILZAH:
can u guys dont assum whether or nt we will be disqualified
JAE:
omg maya
please don't say that
FILZAH:
dun curse ur lorhhs
MAYA:
HAHHAA
OK OK
OK SO WHAT NW
JAE:
But I believe noone wants to see 1E3 disqualified.
MAYA:
OF COURSE NOT
CRAZY AHH
JAE:
Yeah...
MAYA:
what now?
JAE:
So we either don't go or take the risk but find somewhere else where noone will find us.
or go someone's house
or whatever.
Theres more, just the rest is discussion about places. AND MAYA: I FORGOT TO TELL YOU. ABOUT THE GENERAL IDEA THING, WHY ARE YOU EVEN TELLING ME? TELL THE PEOPLE WHO ORGANISED THIS STUPID COMPETITION, WHY TELL ME? I CAN'T CHANGE ANYTHING EVEN IF I KNOW, WHY TELL ME!?
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