This proves how Geog is. Posting twice hmn.
I'm srsly messed up, what is wrong with you? I mean, I'm not angry or anything la, I just wanna know what's going on. You're acting so fucked up these few days, you claim you don't like emos but aren't you turning into one? All you do is yell, yell and yell. And then when we ask you what the prob is, You just look away. When we try to care, you push us away. First you help us, then you demand it back. How can we do that? It's gone already. idk what you're doing anymore. idk why you're acting this way. I don't understand your temperament anymore. No more. I don't even know you. idk how i'm gonna work with you anymore. Hated? Alright. I know now. You never did care anyway. I didn't even do anything and now you hate me? Alright, I get it. Thanks though. And I'll sure appreciate it if you tell me why you SUDDENLY just hate me when I didn't even do anything. Tell me what I did and I'll know. Nevermind, I know already.
Realising how different I am from last year. Last year in class I would be blasting music. Oh wells, the bell just went hmn.
<3Jae.
March 18, 2008
In Geog again. I should save money and don't buy Maroon 5 tickets. And wait until McFly comes to Singapore. Though I don't think they're gonna come any soon. Hmn :/ What else? One three got into cheerleading finals yea. I'm sick of school. I'm sick of my life. ARGH. I don't even wanna go home now): And I don't wanna stay in school either :/ I even more don't wanna go for trng.
/Yea, everything's about him la, I know. Like you're gonna care./
/omg please stop doing that, I think you're making me crazy.../
<3Jae.
/Yea, everything's about him la, I know. Like you're gonna care./
/omg please stop doing that, I think you're making me crazy.../
<3Jae.
March 15, 2008
Now I know...
Sometimes I find myself crying for no good reason. Now I know why. Now I know why I want to go to school even though I hate it. I used to think someone loved me. I used to think someone cared. Now I know. Thanks for what you've given me, God. It's not enough though. I'll make do. Thanks for showing me what my life is actually like. Screwed. Where are you when I need you, God? I'm sure you can take me away, right? Sure appreciate it if you did. Maybe I'll be happier over where you are. I'll be waiting. Here.
Sometimes I find myself crying for no good reason. Now I know why. Now I know why I want to go to school even though I hate it. I used to think someone loved me. I used to think someone cared. Now I know. Thanks for what you've given me, God. It's not enough though. I'll make do. Thanks for showing me what my life is actually like. Screwed. Where are you when I need you, God? I'm sure you can take me away, right? Sure appreciate it if you did. Maybe I'll be happier over where you are. I'll be waiting. Here.
Cheerleading ytd. Got to school around 7plus. Joong and some others were there. Then Joong was like "Is that Jae? JAE IS THAT YOU?" then I walked closer and was like "Uhhh... Yea?" And she said "You look so different!" Eh? I mean I cut my fringe and all but I thought I looked the same -.- Ehhh. Then we were supposed to practise at basketball court, but the oneseveners were there. so we practised at field. then later moved on to the void deck cos people on the base were screaming cause grass wet-.- anyway. arnd nine plus we started slacking so we could "have enough energy". oh wow... then ... Oh yeah. Filzah's hair got hairsprayed pink. The rest was red. My fringe and ponytail was sprayed, then later on one other strip near my fringe. Um.
One-one. I think their school cheer was cool. But they should be moving forward? Instead of backward.
One-two. I heard they only started making up all the cheers on WEDNESDAY...
One-three! Last minute change. One pyramid changed to two. Then the stupid poppers didnt work0.0
One-four. I think it was nice. But yellow makes me think of big bird-.-
One-five. Jamie and Jodie! Hahahaha. But theirs was cool(:
One-six. Eh! Their dance sequence was like damn nice la. And Vidhya's friend danced rly damn well.
One-seven. Ooookay. Idk what to say leh. And then Nicole was leading one group and I didn't recognise her0.0
One-eight. LINETTE. omg their dance was nice.
What can I say? One three was the most colorful class-.- I mean most of them had same-colored shirts, but one three all diff. And then I think Maya's skirt fell or sth? hahaha. But yea, we were all wearing FBTs underneath. omg joong and the rest forgot to film-.-
After cheerleading went to TM with cheerleaders and Amanda and Anne from one four. Then took neoprint, which was kinda squeezy, considering having nine people (including Julia). Uhhh. I was worried cos my shirt was green-.- But it turned out fine tho. Then on the escalator, Filzah was like "TKGIANS!" then no one answered. then she yelled "SEC ONES!" then everyone looked at her cam. And then like she sec two like that omg. Then after that back to school. bussed to amk for piano.
One-one. I think their school cheer was cool. But they should be moving forward? Instead of backward.
One-two. I heard they only started making up all the cheers on WEDNESDAY...
One-three! Last minute change. One pyramid changed to two. Then the stupid poppers didnt work0.0
One-four. I think it was nice. But yellow makes me think of big bird-.-
One-five. Jamie and Jodie! Hahahaha. But theirs was cool(:
One-six. Eh! Their dance sequence was like damn nice la. And Vidhya's friend danced rly damn well.
One-seven. Ooookay. Idk what to say leh. And then Nicole was leading one group and I didn't recognise her0.0
One-eight. LINETTE. omg their dance was nice.
What can I say? One three was the most colorful class-.- I mean most of them had same-colored shirts, but one three all diff. And then I think Maya's skirt fell or sth? hahaha. But yea, we were all wearing FBTs underneath. omg joong and the rest forgot to film-.-
After cheerleading went to TM with cheerleaders and Amanda and Anne from one four. Then took neoprint, which was kinda squeezy, considering having nine people (including Julia). Uhhh. I was worried cos my shirt was green-.- But it turned out fine tho. Then on the escalator, Filzah was like "TKGIANS!" then no one answered. then she yelled "SEC ONES!" then everyone looked at her cam. And then like she sec two like that omg. Then after that back to school. bussed to amk for piano.
Dougie fever. And Tom's voice is HOT. Srsly hot. And rlyrly recognisable. To me la. But nvm, Dougie's still the hottest(:
Can you see Afiqa as a bitch? No, I can't. I can't believe she and Vidhya fought. And I can't believe Afiqa's actually hating the cheerleaders cause we went TM. And I can't believe Afiqa just called us bimbos. WOW. INTERESTING.
March 12, 2008
omg haha. All About You's mv is damn funny lol.
The control thing doesn't control the music haha it controls the seats and the arrangement of instruments. They turned the volume up, but Dougie's chair turned round and round and round and round. omg hahaha. I got new Dougie pics! Actually they're just footages from the mv lol. And the guy used his harp strings (which broke, lol) to floss his teeth hahahaha. Actually I'm kinda used to Tom's voice lol, haven't rly head Dougie's voice yet. I mean, he sometimes doubles up with Tom or Danny, but I don't think I've heard him sing lead yet lol. But nvm haha, he's still hot(:
YAY ALLABOUTYOU IS NICE(:
<3Jae.
The control thing doesn't control the music haha it controls the seats and the arrangement of instruments. They turned the volume up, but Dougie's chair turned round and round and round and round. omg hahaha. I got new Dougie pics! Actually they're just footages from the mv lol. And the guy used his harp strings (which broke, lol) to floss his teeth hahahaha. Actually I'm kinda used to Tom's voice lol, haven't rly head Dougie's voice yet. I mean, he sometimes doubles up with Tom or Danny, but I don't think I've heard him sing lead yet lol. But nvm haha, he's still hot(:
YAY ALLABOUTYOU IS NICE(:
<3Jae.
Nothing to post these days... idk la, i rlyrly hate holidays... Hmn, not like I like school either:/
Cheerleading prac ytd. omg so unlucky:/ Ehhh we're so slow that the whole thingy becomes 5mins plus. After that went to cut hair. omgomg i dont like my fringe now): how leh. As in I like it cause i think its nice, i don'tlike it cos i have to pin it up if not i cannot do my homework cos the thing just keeps irritating my eyes. i didn't do anything to the back tho. i just trimmed it haha. i don't think i wanna go cheerleading tryouts tmr... Got locked out of my house ytd. Dianne told me to write the date and time I was locked out on the floor. Homework. Homework. Homework. Why do the fucking chers have to give us homework in the first place? Then i don't think its counted holiday lol.
Eating ice isn't gonna make you slim down, Jae.
Alright, who cares? I can't stand too sweet sweets anyway...
<3Jae.
Cheerleading prac ytd. omg so unlucky:/ Ehhh we're so slow that the whole thingy becomes 5mins plus. After that went to cut hair. omgomg i dont like my fringe now): how leh. As in I like it cause i think its nice, i don'tlike it cos i have to pin it up if not i cannot do my homework cos the thing just keeps irritating my eyes. i didn't do anything to the back tho. i just trimmed it haha. i don't think i wanna go cheerleading tryouts tmr... Got locked out of my house ytd. Dianne told me to write the date and time I was locked out on the floor. Homework. Homework. Homework. Why do the fucking chers have to give us homework in the first place? Then i don't think its counted holiday lol.
Eating ice isn't gonna make you slim down, Jae.
Alright, who cares? I can't stand too sweet sweets anyway...
<3Jae.
March 10, 2008
Some quizzes from quite-long-ago.
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1. A random person yells to you"Aybaybay". What's your reaction?
Say hi(:
2. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Mentoslol.
3. What is the last song you heard?
Cassie Is It You from Step Up 2
5. What's irritating you at this moment?
homework...
6. What are you doing tomorrow?
getting my hair cut, cheerleading prac
7. What did you do yesterday?
sleep-.- go for piano.
8. How do you feel about your ex?
i don't think i even had one before
9.What did you do today?
been logged into the com since eight plus?
10. Know anyone named Monique?
no, only hsm
11. Do you have any siblings?
yup two.
12. Are you signed onto AIM?
ee no.
14. Who's your most religious friend?
i have no idea-.- maxine? I don't think i've ever heard her curse...
Who's the last person who called you?
Jace
16. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
idk, Annisa/Ava/Evangeline/Jae. idk la, but i'm happy with DAPHNE(:
17. What was the best compliment someone has given you today?
i don't get this priviledge,
19. Do you curse?
too much in fact
20. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
bangkok i think
21. How many times a day do you login?-
idk, idc.
22. Do you love someone?
yes, 1E3, my family, jaejoong and danny noriega.
23. What's the first thing you would do with five billion dollars?
i want a walk in wardrobe, next a HUGE cow that i can sit on, and ban the consumption of beef.
24. Do you party?
no, underage anyway :/
25. Who's the first person on your topfriends, and why?
alotla, cannot name haha.
26. What was the last thing you bought?
uhhh can't rmbr la...
27. Next thing you'll spend money on?
uhhh idk
28. What's one toy you remember having?
that huge hello kitty my aunty gave me for my birthday this year. (actually i'd prefer melody haha)
30. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
swimming pool
31. What's your mouse pad look like?
don't have one
32. Where is your first drift?
eh?
33. Which one of your friends do you argue with the most?
idk.
34. What is your ethnicity?
cheena
35. What's your dream job?
i want to be famous and rich and marry jaejoong/dannynoriega.
36. Who's your crush?
jaejoong and danny
37. If you could have any car what would it be?
idk, sth green or red. red is rly hot.
38. What's your favorite breakfast food?
iknow, chicken soup
39. How do you like your eggs?
idk...
40. If you could get any piercing what would it be?
idk? i think i go re-pierce my ears again...
41. How about a tattoo?
yeayea! uh. last time i had one on my arm...
42. What mood are you in?
restless, i wish it could stop raining.
43. What's a movie you want to see in the theaters?
the leap years.
44. Where else would you want to live?
new york city.
47. Where will your next car ride be to?
maybe to school for cheerleading. or on the way to get my hair cut.
48. If you could live in any TV showwhat would it be?
ehhhh, idk.
49. Your Favorite Planet?
venus.
50. What made you cry last?
CJ7 when stephen chow died haha.
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What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Maya is your soulmate.
You truly love Filzah.
You consider Maxine your true friend.
You know that David is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Julia for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Samantha is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Melissa is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that KEVIN is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that KEVIN changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Evangeline is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Evangeline has a hidden internet romance.
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CRIED SECTION:
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
let me think, yes, when my psle results came out):
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yea, why not?
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
eh i dunno, they've seen me cry la, not on their shoulders tho...
04 . Do you cry when you get an injury?
oh yeah! in p1 when this fat p5 guy banged into me and fell on me):
HAPPY SECTION:
01. Are you a happy person?
yes, daphne is extremely happy in tkgs(:
02 . What makes you happy?
lets see. lots of things, too lazy to list them out.
04. Is being happy overrated?
nonono, definitely not.
05 . Can music make you happy?
yeah, why not?
LOVE SECTION:
01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
one two three, i don't actually bother counting these kinda things.
02. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
beside my friends/family... AIYO. in other words asking me if a stranger ever said they loved me lah! yes, have actually. myself. i love myself, yes. i'm not counted as my family/friends, i'm counted as myself!
03 . Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yes, why not.
RELATIONSHIP SECTION:
01. single?
yeah?
02. Are you happy with it?
yeah, definitely. relationships only hurt you, they add more problems in your life.___.
04. Do you have feelings for anyone?
yes, myself.
HATE SECTION:
01. Who do you actually hate?
i dunno, best not to hate. it saps my energy):
02. Have you ever made a hit list?
YEA HAHAHA.
04. Are you a mean bully?
yes, at times.
SELF-ESTEEM SECTION:
01. Are you happy with yourself?
hmn. yes. generally. i can't change who i am anyway.
02. Do you wish you could be someone else?
no, firstly, it doesn't help at all. secondly, i love me.
CURRENTLY WEARING:
01. shirt?
duh, what else?
02. Shorts?
YEA!
03. Shoes?
no...
04. Underwear?
HAHAHAAH! yes.
05. Necklace?
no..
HAVE YOU EVER:
01. Hugged someone?
yes, i even hugged 10 strangers before.
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
no, i don't think so.
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
yeah. Denise got damn pissed.
LAST THING YOU DID SECTION:
01 . Last person you talked to in person?
ehhh, denise.
02. Person you last talked to online?
denise.
03. Person you talked to on the phone?
sarah...
04. Person you talked to on text?
i can't rmbr! oh yeah! daddy! he said he's fetching me from tuition!
05. Person who made you laugh?
ehhh, let me see. i dunno, myself.
06. Person you messaged over Friendster?
i haven't logged into friendster for a long long time.
07 . Last time you took a shower?
uhh, i don't take note of the time...
RANDOM SECTION:
01. What kind of shampoo do u use?
i dunno what brand leh...
02 . Do you get along with your parents?
okay la, some fights over periods of time. its the teenage adolescence period time anyway...
03 . Do you have mental breakdowns?
yes, i even jetlag... .__________.
<3Jae.
----------
1. A random person yells to you"Aybaybay". What's your reaction?
Say hi(:
2. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Mentoslol.
3. What is the last song you heard?
Cassie Is It You from Step Up 2
5. What's irritating you at this moment?
homework...
6. What are you doing tomorrow?
getting my hair cut, cheerleading prac
7. What did you do yesterday?
sleep-.- go for piano.
8. How do you feel about your ex?
i don't think i even had one before
9.What did you do today?
been logged into the com since eight plus?
10. Know anyone named Monique?
no, only hsm
11. Do you have any siblings?
yup two.
12. Are you signed onto AIM?
ee no.
14. Who's your most religious friend?
i have no idea-.- maxine? I don't think i've ever heard her curse...
Who's the last person who called you?
Jace
16. If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
idk, Annisa/Ava/Evangeline/Jae. idk la, but i'm happy with DAPHNE(:
17. What was the best compliment someone has given you today?
i don't get this priviledge,
19. Do you curse?
too much in fact
20. Last time you took a plane, where was it to?
bangkok i think
21. How many times a day do you login?-
idk, idc.
22. Do you love someone?
yes, 1E3, my family, jaejoong and danny noriega.
23. What's the first thing you would do with five billion dollars?
i want a walk in wardrobe, next a HUGE cow that i can sit on, and ban the consumption of beef.
24. Do you party?
no, underage anyway :/
25. Who's the first person on your topfriends, and why?
alotla, cannot name haha.
26. What was the last thing you bought?
uhhh can't rmbr la...
27. Next thing you'll spend money on?
uhhh idk
28. What's one toy you remember having?
that huge hello kitty my aunty gave me for my birthday this year. (actually i'd prefer melody haha)
30. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
swimming pool
31. What's your mouse pad look like?
don't have one
32. Where is your first drift?
eh?
33. Which one of your friends do you argue with the most?
idk.
34. What is your ethnicity?
cheena
35. What's your dream job?
i want to be famous and rich and marry jaejoong/dannynoriega.
36. Who's your crush?
jaejoong and danny
37. If you could have any car what would it be?
idk, sth green or red. red is rly hot.
38. What's your favorite breakfast food?
iknow, chicken soup
39. How do you like your eggs?
idk...
40. If you could get any piercing what would it be?
idk? i think i go re-pierce my ears again...
41. How about a tattoo?
yeayea! uh. last time i had one on my arm...
42. What mood are you in?
restless, i wish it could stop raining.
43. What's a movie you want to see in the theaters?
the leap years.
44. Where else would you want to live?
new york city.
47. Where will your next car ride be to?
maybe to school for cheerleading. or on the way to get my hair cut.
48. If you could live in any TV showwhat would it be?
ehhhh, idk.
49. Your Favorite Planet?
venus.
50. What made you cry last?
CJ7 when stephen chow died haha.
----------
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Maya is your soulmate.
You truly love Filzah.
You consider Maxine your true friend.
You know that David is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Julia for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Samantha is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Melissa is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that KEVIN is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that KEVIN changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Evangeline is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Evangeline has a hidden internet romance.
----------
CRIED SECTION:
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out?
let me think, yes, when my psle results came out):
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yea, why not?
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
eh i dunno, they've seen me cry la, not on their shoulders tho...
04 . Do you cry when you get an injury?
oh yeah! in p1 when this fat p5 guy banged into me and fell on me):
HAPPY SECTION:
01. Are you a happy person?
yes, daphne is extremely happy in tkgs(:
02 . What makes you happy?
lets see. lots of things, too lazy to list them out.
04. Is being happy overrated?
nonono, definitely not.
05 . Can music make you happy?
yeah, why not?
LOVE SECTION:
01. How many times have you had your heart broken?
one two three, i don't actually bother counting these kinda things.
02. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you?
beside my friends/family... AIYO. in other words asking me if a stranger ever said they loved me lah! yes, have actually. myself. i love myself, yes. i'm not counted as my family/friends, i'm counted as myself!
03 . Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yes, why not.
RELATIONSHIP SECTION:
01. single?
yeah?
02. Are you happy with it?
yeah, definitely. relationships only hurt you, they add more problems in your life.___.
04. Do you have feelings for anyone?
yes, myself.
HATE SECTION:
01. Who do you actually hate?
i dunno, best not to hate. it saps my energy):
02. Have you ever made a hit list?
YEA HAHAHA.
04. Are you a mean bully?
yes, at times.
SELF-ESTEEM SECTION:
01. Are you happy with yourself?
hmn. yes. generally. i can't change who i am anyway.
02. Do you wish you could be someone else?
no, firstly, it doesn't help at all. secondly, i love me.
CURRENTLY WEARING:
01. shirt?
duh, what else?
02. Shorts?
YEA!
03. Shoes?
no...
04. Underwear?
HAHAHAAH! yes.
05. Necklace?
no..
HAVE YOU EVER:
01. Hugged someone?
yes, i even hugged 10 strangers before.
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?
no, i don't think so.
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?
yeah. Denise got damn pissed.
LAST THING YOU DID SECTION:
01 . Last person you talked to in person?
ehhh, denise.
02. Person you last talked to online?
denise.
03. Person you talked to on the phone?
sarah...
04. Person you talked to on text?
i can't rmbr! oh yeah! daddy! he said he's fetching me from tuition!
05. Person who made you laugh?
ehhh, let me see. i dunno, myself.
06. Person you messaged over Friendster?
i haven't logged into friendster for a long long time.
07 . Last time you took a shower?
uhh, i don't take note of the time...
RANDOM SECTION:
01. What kind of shampoo do u use?
i dunno what brand leh...
02 . Do you get along with your parents?
okay la, some fights over periods of time. its the teenage adolescence period time anyway...
03 . Do you have mental breakdowns?
yes, i even jetlag... .__________.
<3Jae.
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