lalalala, i've been slacking. with th tablet on and me not using it. whoops. anyway, people are yelling at me to reply their msns(: esp.ju-lee-ahandday-veed. whoops. i was away from th tablet luh. heh(: and bryan asked for th class photo. hohoho. not in here! ur. yup. i watched devil beside you for awhile. thn i went to audition. audition was boring. all th people playing sloooooooow songs. i can't believe it luh, right now i can't even handle a 14+ bpm song. shoot. and someone's home. i think. or is it th gas people? uh. uh. uh. let me go check first(: it's my mummy. whoops(:

i'm mad, i'm actually sad tht i finished watching devil beside you. it's like so nice(: i'm gonna rewatch it todayyyyyyyy. i'm mad, right. yes, i am. oh dear, i'm still using dj's tablet(: because if she watch her video here thn take very looooooooong to load(: nyahahaha. oh whatever. hmn. last night. crap. my mummy yelling at everyone. rahh. oh wow. and i'm SO happy, dionne got knocked out of antm(: nyahahaha. but i don't think they (renee, jaslene, dionne) should have ganged up against natasha(: nyahahaha. oh whatever, it's an american thing(: nyahaha. i hate mosquitoes(: do you hate them? another mosquito just bit me again. rahh. oh wow. how are you guys going to jynnlin's house? nyahahaha. i'm still tyring to read a map. i have absolutely NO idea how to read a map. so i'm still trying to find out where jynnlin's house is on th map(: nyahahaha. oh wow, i'm mad. i have absolutely nothing to post about(: oh wow, i can't wait til' next year. or at least til next tuesday~ nextyear cause it's like new friends and all(: i'm mad. ignore me. waaaa. i'm gonna watch 恶.魔.在.身.边. i'm mad(: what did i want to say again? err..... err.... i can't remember...err... err... oh who cares anyway. if i remember i'll post it in th next post.
DAPHNE(:

WENDI: when 小悦 making a wish thn 江猛 try to put th cake cream on her. thn 小悦 opened her eyes and 江猛 ate th cream. thn 小悦 tried to make a wish again, thn 江猛 want to kiss her. thn 小悦 opened her eyes and say '喂，妈妈在啦...' thn she pretend to make a wish thn she take th cake cream and put on 江猛's face. thn she laugh alotalot and she say '二十岁的第一天，我就恶整到恶魔！' yup. that one. nyahahaha. that one very funny(:

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
i just got back from city hall(:
oh wow. morning.my sister's freaking alarm woke me up.thn when it ended i tried to sleep. thn it rang again. thn after tht i went back to sleep. and it rang again. RAHH. anyway, i gave up and got out of bed. dj went to shower first. thn i went. thn i realised tht i was wearing all dark(: hahaha. um. so... what did we do? oh yeah. waited for my mum.thn she started going on about our clothes and whatever. my sister went upstairs to change. thn i wanted to wear my wedges(: thn i would be taller than my sister(: nyahaha. thn look weird with my outfit. so i changed to my sister's heels. but very... weird. so i wore my uber-old flats(: thn mummy dropped us off at amk mrt station. took a train down to city hall. when we got out, we were like so blur, thn my sister's friends were like 'DENISE! DENISE!'and we were like 'okayokay, where are they?' but we found thm anyway. thn went to th cinema and booked tickets for enchanted. thn... still early(: so we went to th arcade.thn i played parapara again... dj played parapara2. nyahaha. thn we tried to catch th cat in th machine(: but we didnt(: nyahahaha. umm. thn... err. what ah. back to th cinema. and bought our food. not much hehheh(: thn waited for th theater to open. thn thn into th theater(: we were like th only ones(: thn i said to darryl 'if whn th movie starts, till nobody come in right, i will scream!' i seriously was gonna do tht whn 6 more people came in(: thn watched th movie. and in th end we were like 'i like th ending song...' and thn another one would go 'no i like th duet.' thn another 'ee, th duet is disgusting!' and we were arguing about th songs(: nyahahaha. thn.. went long john silver's for lunch(: i shared a meal with dj.. and thn we went shopping again(: mostly dj and her friends shopping, darryl and i hanging around outside th shops(: thn went minitoons. darryl bought th mixandmatch. i bought my peppermint candy cane! nyahahahahah. thn... walked around a bit and we left. caught a train back to amk. took a bus down to cls' house. walked home. and suddenly like my foot very weird angle like tht. thn i realised my slipper broke. ARGH. and i'm like '不会吧，我不会那么倒霉吧...' wtf. but i broke yup. and i had a hard time getting home. and darryl was complaining about how slow i was. and im' like 'eff you, you try walking with a broken slipper.' because my mummy say must be back before 5. so... so... oh yeah. at celine's house there i took off my slippers and ran home. and we got home at 5:01. nyahahah. anyway. i'm eating my candy cane(: nyahaha. and i hate **. rahh, i really hate you. why does your school portal provide SONGS for you? RAHH. I HATE YOU AND YOUR SCHOOL. why does rosyth not provide songs for us? rahhhhh. don't like youuuuuuuuuu~ okay, i'm mad. i want to watch devil beside you all over again... oh, and just now at city hall, i saw th cd shop. they said tht 公主小妹 is already out on cd/dvd(: nyahahaha. bu i didn't buuuy. who cares. oh yeah. i added 爱美 on my list already(: th devil beside you song(: but i cant find th 臭男人. rahhhh. nyahahahaha. but i should be able to find both on multiply(:(: nyahahah. okay, i shall go search multiply now(: and thn audition(: and thn probably watch devil beside you again(: nyahahahah! i like episode 16, when 小悦 and 江猛　celebrate 小悦's birthday(: when xiao yue says '二十岁的第一天，我就恶整到恶魔。' nyaahaha. that one veyr funny(: okay. byes. NEXT TUUUUUUUUESDAY!
DAPHNE(:

WENDI: nyahaha. can we play in th pool still? splash each other and get everybody wet. NYAHAHAHAH! i want to watch over and over again(: very nice. but th 江猛 is seriously stuuuuuuuuupid! i don't like 江猛's mummy. she not pretty one. and she very evillllllll. rahhh. 小悦 veyr weird, she supposed to be angry but she's happy... so weird derh(:
DJ: whats a newey pin? i want candy cane(: nyahahaha.

喂，江猛你这个笨蛋，你又发现你这样做会伤到小悦吗？你又不是笨蛋，干嘛还跟你妈和你弟去意大利呢？你这大笨蛋，你妈从来没爱过你，他天天只关心着你弟弟，却没关心去过你，你干吗还和他跑去意大利呢？你这该死的混蛋，你知道小悦现在有多伤心吗？该死，你全答应过小悦的事，你最后没说到做到，你这样做，还能面对小悦吗？哎呀，总之我恨你就是我恨你！小悦现在应该在生你的气，他却一点也不生气，一点也不责怪你．你一点也不内疚吗？这样伤害了小悦，你知道他会多伤心吗？你现在要离开你爸爸，离开小悦，离开小悦的妈妈，你知不知道你伤害了多少人吗？你知道你离开以后，有多少人会多么得想你吗？尤其是小悦. 你知道吗？小悦外表可能像无所谓，但他心里确实觉得好难受？你那里可以这样对小悦呢？他为你付出了那么多，难道你一点也不感激吗？小悦其实是很伤心，但他不想你觉得内疚，他只要你幸福。但他这样好地对待你，你也是应该对她好嘛，然而你却离开她。他总是把自己的情绪藏得很好，但现在，你还以为它能和以前一样，把不想要的情绪丢掉吗？*screams* 真想恰死你! 你这大笨蛋！你伤到他，何必伤到那么深呢？你真的是够笨。。。*screams* you stupid jiangmeng!
wendi have you watched finish devil beside you? i'm done already(:
oh yeah, you people must think i'm wrong in th head... so worked up over a 超 nice show with a 超stupid ending. i'm just angry at tht stupid jiangmeng okays(:

check this out :D

NYAHAHAHAHAH!

i want my lollipops(: and my candy canes(: nyahahahah! i want to watch 魔。在。身。边。:D

nyahahaha. my sister's watching some videos on th computer so i'm using her tablet(: nyahahaha. okay, i'm mad. i go no photos today cause th tablet doesn't have gimp(: nyahahaha. ah well, but it has chuzzle and audition, nyahahaha. hmn, yup. last night. watching tv until 12+. first got tht 9:00 show, thn CSI Miami, thn Fashion Police, thn Grey's Anatomy(: after Grey's Anatomy had some show, damn funny(: nyahahahaha. about some dumb blonde(: nyahahahaha. oh yes, and i finally submitted my s1 option form last night. i decided that tkg was better than cedar, because well, i knew nothing at all about cedar, and in tkg, well, at least i've seen th school before. and my mum's friend, whose school was using th holding site tht cedar is moving to said tht th site was terrible(: but so, here are my choices:
tkg
cedar
crescent
anglican
anderson
xinmin.
yup, last night i still couldn't decide, but i just decided with tkg, it was really hard. and after submitting my form, i felt like so empty. like so... hmpf, let me think, afraid. i dunno about cedar and tkg, really. at first i put tkg first, then i changed to cedar, then i changed back to tkg and i just submitted. and then after that i went to watch teevee. oh freak. yeah, next tuuuesday!
WENDI! my mummy say i can go, but i cannot swim. if i want to swim must have adults. nyahahaha. i can't waaaait! i miss you all sosososo much(: so funny derh.. last time i want go my friend house must aaaaaaaask alot thn she say yes, now i just ask her and she says okay(: nyahaha. and jr is gross, he wants to swim without anything on. (: yay, i'm so excitewd tht i want to post th details again(: nyahahaha. even though it's on th class blog and on amanda's blog(: im' maaaaaaad.

NEXT TUUUUUUUUUESDAY!
BLK 75 Nim Gardens(:
2PM-6PM
IF SWIMMING: bring your own swimming costume, and no bikinis:D
try to come okaaaaaaaayyy?

so extra... [-julia] JULIA I'M GONNA KILL YOU. YOU STILL HAVEN'T COME ONLINE YET. NOW ALREADY NINE O'CLOCK, YOU SAY YOU COMING ONLINE AT EIGHT THIRTY, AND I KNOW YOU ARE STILL SLEEPING, YOU PIG. YOU'D BETTER WAKE UP NOE BEFORE I CALL YOUUUU AND WAKE YOU UP. IF NOT I ASK YOUR BROTHER TO HELP ME IRRITATE YOU AND WAKE YOU UP AND MAKE YOU COME ONLINE AND TALK TO ME NOOOOOOOOW! YOU STUPID CHIPMUNK, COME ONLINE NOOOOOOW, I WANT TO TALK TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU, AND I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT, AND I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING VERY VERY VERY SAD! SO COME ONLINE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!

okay that was crazy, byes, i'm gonna audition(:
DAPHNE(:

W E N D I: boo(: i love you, i can go! nyahahaha, but i cannot swim unless got adults there(:nyahahaha.

today my chicken soup tastes normal:D

oh wow, this post will have to wait very long before it's posted(: because i will visit other web pages, then i will start animating/gimping. and thn i will start reading. and i will go blog hopping and all tht(: so th post suffers! nyahahahaha, *rubs hands together evilly*. aaww, poor post, *cries and laughs secretly.* oh whatever, i'm crapping(: nyahahah. oh wow, i'm mad. i'm going to all th different brush sites and downloading alotalot of brushes(: i'm MAD! okay, ignore me for now. I, Daphne Wong, hereby order you who is reading my post to look away now. And don't look back until i tell you to. NOW! look back here! okay, i'm mad(: oh wow, they have shut up and drive brushes(: nyahaha. don't look too good though. oh wells, another randomly-picked photo. alethea, nic, sherina and jes are unlucky today(: nyahaha.
oh wells, this one is better than th other one(: it has less colors, but then, sometimes it works when it only has 3 colors(: nyahaha. most of th brushes are black though, they look baaaaad in other colors. raghh. blogger upload is giving my problems, i have to upload it by photobucket(: photobucket uploads slower than blogger. *screams and attempts to tug hair out* oh darn(: photobucket is slooooooooooooooow(: nyahahaha. and i'm still to lazy to finish th slideshow on th photos i took on.... urr... what day was it again? i dunno, can't remember(: arghhhhh, *screams* why th heck is PHOOOTOOOOBUUUUCKEEEEEEEEEET taking so lonnnnnnnnng. oh, finally it uploads. *sighs*

okay, i'm gonna blog hop again(: and find somemore nice pictures to edit(: nyahahah! okay, im' mad. byes~
DAPHNE(:

DJ: what did you post? you finally posted(: nyahaha, I WANT! but it'll be so weird, i dunno your friends. scary, robotic maid(: you're mad.
W E N D I: helloooo, thank youuuuu~ nyahahah.

boos(: nyahahaha. i'm maaaad. okay who cares? whatever. umm. yup. last night i slept in my mum's room(: she went to sleep first thn i watched tv until veryvery late. and before she went to sleep, she was like 'see? sleep with me sometimes got priviledges leh!' and i'm like 'hehh...'. woke up today. and i really really really regretted not changing into my shorts yesterday because it was frigging hot and i was still wearing my trackies. *sighs* thn i went to on th aircon again and i turned on th tv. guess what was showing? play with me sesame. nyahahaha! i watched it until it ended. it was damn funny(: ernie was in th show... nyahahaha. thn i watched i not stupid too(: nyahahaha. and thn... um. yup. watched tv with darryl downstairs. and thn... i came up here to read my book(: but thn i gave up, it was boring. nyahaha. so anyway, hmn. what did i want to say... oh yeah, my neighbour scored 26+ for her psle. her mum wants her to go nanyang, her dad wants her to go rgs i think... but she wants to go cedar. (:(: nyahahah. and she asked around. celine already confirmed going PLMGSS. thn one more girl want to go cedar. and i think i more or less decided on cedar already. so it's like 3 people want to go cedar. rah, who cares? i'm still deciding. oh wow, i just realised how maaaaaaany people wana go CCHS. not that nice, i went for their open house 3 years ago. so cheena(: but they got this HUGEHUGEHUGE pond with alot of turtles and fishes(: and a pavillion. so cheena-ish(: hahaha. okay whatever, but here are my choices:

1. Cedar girls' or TKG.

2. Cedar girls' or TKG.

3. Crescent girls'.

4. AHS.

5. Anderson.

6. Xinmin.

it's hard choosing. still unsure whether AHS should be among my choices...

oh yeah~ i downloaded gimp(: but i'm lazy to read th tutorial, so i'll have to go along by experimenting(:

that one was fairly easy(: just masking(:

now i'm working on brushessssssss~

and my image is like literal brush spammed(: nyahahaha.

brush spammed and masking(: oh goddess, now my back hurts(:

i didn't know which image i should use, so i randomly picked one(: maxine's th unlucky one, nyahahaha! oh yeah, i gotta get ready for some dinner(: byes~

DAPHNE(: and i love you guys(:

HEY YOU I'M SO COOL, ICE CUBES ARE JEALOUS!


oh wow, i'm getting my second manicure tomorrow!

i'm posting on a sunday! wow! okay forget that shit. yeah. um. saturday.

woke up at nine~ just grabbed my hamhamham and slacked. and i was reading a book. hmn. and yeah. thn we started shifting th thingies for th garage sale out(: thn all th clothes hang up, song left in th box. thn we went back to reading. nyahahaha. thn when got people come they mostly look at th clothes only. thn some person bought a suuuuuuuper old bon jovi cd(: nyahahaha. and thn all th clothes were like messed up and out of th box. and i was lying on thm. and my sister was like 'no one's gonna come here if you lie there... you're scaring thm away!' and i was like 'nyahahaha, too bad!' and anyway we just slacked through th whole time(: but we still got alotalot of clothes(: nyahaha. okay forgetit. um. yup. thn... slacked until evening. thn we went out for bowling(: we bowled until about like 9:30. thn after bowling we wanted to go ktv, but thn ktv no small room, thn th big room must stay at leasat 4 hours(: so we went arcade and like we changed about $10 i think. thn we got like 7coins each(: i almost went to play th pick up thing. almost(: because th soft toys there very cute, but i'm terrible at tht game(: nyahahaha! so anyway, i played parapara(: nyahaha. i still think parapara is nicer thn ddr(: waaaaay nicer(: waaaay funner(: nyahahaha. okay, thn played some drums game, thn went home(: i just realised how many (:s i have in my post(: nyahaha! okay nvm.



today~

um, lets see... urr... woke up, slacked. thn packed our bags and went sembawang~ thn flog was a total nightmare~ it was terrible. sighs. whatever. thn dj and i went to shower~ and thn we drove down to music garage(: we spent like i dunno, 15mins looking for th damned place. thn... urr.... yeah, when we finally got there, it was like... i dunno... i would be lying if i said that i wasn't disappointed in th place. i wasn't expecting what i saw. whatever, we were supposed to have our hiphop classes there, but i don't think my dad was too keen on th idea of us having classes in a daaaaark place like that. anyway, i didn't think i wanted to learn there either, it was so freaky(: like dark-ish, th doors had sponged spikes on thm and nobody there. and you could actually hear someone singing in one room. freak-ish. okay, so we just drove home(: it was raining heeeeeeeeavily~ my sister called her friend to say tht we weren't going(: oh yeah, i'll see if i can scan in a copy of th flyer(: even their director looks urr... improper-ish, and... how shld i say it? umm, freak-ish. oh heck, i can't think of a better word.


don't believe th photos, they don't look half as right as th real thing. th place is like so dark, they probably used spotlights on th photos~ nyahaha. okay, heck. i really really really really want to go watch my devil beside you(: and i want my lollipops(: th bigbig one(: but my mummy doesn't wanna buy one for me. hmpff. okay, who cares? oh yeah.

my mummy wants to send me to tkg(: because she and dj were tkgians. and also tht she wants me to join drama club, dance club and photography club. nyahahaha. i think dance club sounds coool(: nyahaha. and photography club is interesting! (i don't know you... -quote from J A N E L L E) hahahaha. okay, but i'm still deciding between tkg, cedar or crescent(: oh okay, nevermind. byes! DAPHNE(:

vanessa: i use paint and microsoft gif animator(:
amanda: np(: nyahahah.

you guys probably expected, last night i cried myself to sleep. oh wtf. my marks are messing me up. they're messing up my life, they're making be lose confidence(: oh wtf. who cares.

and my grandmama is yelling again. and i want to just tell her to shut up. or maybe just blast my music to drown out her f*cking yelling. oh yeah, i'm supposed to be looking through my secschool choices, but i guess i've more or less decided. (i haven't considered transport yet).

anderson.
; 248-270.

cedar girls'.
; 247-266.

tanjong katong girls'.
;237-262.

crescent girls'.
; 242-266.

xinmin.
; 245-262.

zhonghua. yes, i know i'm cheena(:
236-251.


whatveer, they're not in order. because i'm kinda considering crescent, but they don't have b a s k e t b a l l~ but i like anderson(: i could probably appeal for cedar, xinmin probably can also. zhonghua also shld be can, but zhonghua is cheena. very cheena. i've seen tkg before, i went to check out their open house about 3 years ago. nyahaha. okay, but but but.
i'll be seeing you guys again on th 19th(: but 21st i won't be in spore, so i'm like dead cause we have to report to our secondary schools(: oh dears(: and i'm occupying myself by finding stupid midis for my jukebox(: and th midis arent cooperating. ah forget it... i shall go drink my chicken soup. nyahahahaha. my chicken soup tastes weird... hmnnn. okay forget it, i shall go watch devil beside you. byes! DAPHNE(:

AmandaL: heyys, i don't know yet, i think maybe anderson? nyahaha. you?
Wendi: cool(: lucky you. th online version always laaaaaaaaaaaaag! nyahaha.
Jillene: my tagboard is haloscan. my pictures are done by myself. i animate thm myself.

yes, you all know i'm feeling real down now, don't have to announce it to th whole world. but still, for those who told me to cheer up, thank you guys sosososososososososo much okay? and i'll learn to smile through my tears so don't worry about me okays? i love you guys!

i didn't sleep last night, i was too keyed up with nervousness, i felt like puking, i just didn't want to go to school. i just wanted to stay at home. i didn't want to know th truth...

it's weird, uh-uh? excuse th uhuh's. caught them from th ever frustratingly smart david. rahh. anyway, it's weird cause you people hardly ever see me online in th evenings, let alone posting in th evening. anyway, th whole day has been crazy. i haven't posted because i'm been busy with a whole lot of phone calls. and smses. and if i haven't been crying my sorry ass off cause of my super-disappointing results, i've been doing something to distract myself, eg: mugging for th stupid garage sale on saturday. i have absolutely zero mood to continue smiling on saturday and benig courteous to whatever customers who actually purchase stuff. and my new hobby is: finding quiet corners around th house/neighbourhood/school/whereveriam to sit down and just cry and dehydrate myself. yes, th stupid psle results are finally out. all th stupid radio stations are mentioning them like it's th next trend or something. wtf. okay, morning, woke up. had this stupid socalled nightmares about my results. urr. then. yeah. changed, went for bfast with mum, darryl and dj. thn we went to do supermarket first. thn we went library, but not open yet. thn got these 2 secondary guys keep staring at dj. thn they keep walking and walking past us, thn opposite us, and all th time they kept smiling and smirking at dj. wtf. thn went library for a short while. like. we only had about seven/eight minutes to choose our books. thn home, changed, too lazy to take out my anklet or remove my nail polish(nyahah) thn we went school. met wendi, renhao and shawnl at front foyer. th guys went off th meet th rest of th guys. thn me, wendi, jes, yky waited for th others. thn we were like taking our time to go to th hall. and cn already started talking. thn we sat down and she started crapping about th top rosythian and blahblahblah. and thn she started talking about th number of p3s tht qualified for ge next yr. thn kang xiang was like '关我们什么屁事?' thn back to class, as expected, rochelle got highest in class. and her parents are still not freaking happy. and i'm like, wtf, i'd kill to have her results. okay eff. whatever. i was th 3rd to collect my results. thn i called dj. and i forbade her to tell my parents. thn i checked out th others' results. thn outside i was forced to show my results to th horror monsters. *horrors of horrors* anyway... they were like so... not-angry at me. and i was like so guilty luh. and they keep saying 'it's ok de, not your fault, you already studied hard and you done your best alr, still quite good la.' and i'm like 'you people are making me feel worse, i want to cry. and i really did. well, they didn't see me thou. wtv. thn... we went amk's jacks place. but got veryvery long queue, so we went thomson plaza. and like when we got into th parking there i had so little signal and like my smses were failing to be sent out. thn we were still looking for a lot. thn mr tan called me. and i'm like 'who is this...........' and he's like 'hello hello? daphne? this is mr tan.' and i'm like 'so you're like uh, mr tan uh. i... i know a lot of mr tans... uh, like, mr tan? which mr tan?' and he was like 'aiyah, mr tan th mr tan from learning point, you forget me already? you know your maths teacher? or you forget already?' and i was like 'hahahaha, i know lah, still remember you.' thn he say 'so how was your results? what's your agg? your english grade? your maths grade?' and i was like 'heh, bad. my agg was ***, my english a*, my maths a.' and he say 'quite good wads, so you happy?' and i was like dunno what to say and in th end i went 'uhhhhhh.... okay lah...' and and and he was like 'at least you got ***, still can go in alot of schools.' thn i was like okayokayokay. and thn we hung up. and i just realised tht hes my maths teacher but he asked my english results first. nyahaha, ms ng probably asked him to ask me cause cause when she called me my phone was off. and thn... lunch. and like throughout lunch i was smsing a whole lot of people. and sometimes i hate tht frustrating smart david. um, home. slack. mug around, lying in bed, just calling and smsing a whole lot of p6es. thn... i went maxine's house to collect my cooooookies. and i haven't eaten thm yet. and now... yup, i'm sposed to be considering my choices. but i don't care, chatting with zr now(: nyahaha. and i'm virtually strangling th ever frustratingly smart david. he score like damn high. and he was jumping up and down going 'yayyayyay' while i was talking to him(: nyahaha. he got like 263. *strangle* *strangle* *strangle* *strangle* . rahh. okay, i'm gna watch devil beside you(: and i hate you people, you people never tell me what link color you want. nyahaha. okay, bye(:
DAPHNE(:

Amanda: heys girl, tell me howwww mucchhhhh youuuuuu gotttttt! nyahaha. so is jrs(:
dj: you're mad, playing in th rain makes you mad. what kinda skin you want? navi/non-navi? animation/no animation? what theme or whatever? msn me NOOWWWWW. and stop spamming my blog with lyrics(: hey correction: your twit: elloxies. iie amsh iin ULTRA-TWITXX modiieex. ehheiiex!(: i lurviie euu! ii hope euu arexh happiex wiif euuorx resultx! should be like that: elloxzxzxzxz, iiezxzx amshxzxzx iinx ulltwa-twittxx moodixzxzx. ehhezxzxzx! (: iie lurhbbe uuezxzx! iie h0pezxzx uueszxzx areshzzxzx happiiezxzxzx wiifzxzx uuerzxzx resulltsxzxxzx! no that was terrible. okay nevermind.
wendi: hey love, thanks, yours is too okay? you got th disc? i watch online derh(: and i lovelovelove th jiangmeng, he very funny(: nyahahaha.

okay excuse me while i go and cry again.

this is mad, people cry when they miss someone;
i cry cause school has ended.

okay forget it; if not people will start asking why im' crying and all tht shit. and i'm feeling real afraid and nervous. isn't tomorrow th day all th sixes have been waiting for ? th so called moment of truth? like shit, i am so not looking forward to it. cause i know that i i do not score well, i'll really cry. i really will. know what guys? tomorrow th tissues are all gonna drown. cause i know that if i do not do well, i'll cry. if i do do well (which is no means by certain), i still will cry. anyway, i just know i regret not saying/doing certain things before leaving rosyth. feeling kinda empty now, like somethings missing from my life. there are so many things i want to say to so many people that cant be said through blogging/msning/smsing/calls. there are so many things i wished i had done before i left rosyth. wtf, i should really start searching for a juuuuuuuuuuuuukebox. and i hate imeem. and iwebmusic. and myflashfetish. wtf, wait till i find my own manual one. okays, i really really really want to watch my devilbesideyou so byes~ and i miss you guys(:

I don't have long... I gotta get ready soon enough so tht i can actually watch th 12oclock news and thn leave for piano right after(: okay so I'm thinking tht i should create this web whr i upload my own, note own animations/images so tht people can download it. how does tht sound? like weird. yeah, i know(: but seriously, tag me and let me know how you guys feel about it(: nyahahaha, but if i do use any base images i'll try to credit th original artist unless i can't remember th web(: okay and i hate you people, you people never tell me what link color you wanttttttttttt~ rahh, okay i'm mad.




i should have cherished you when you were there,
i should have cherished you when we were fine.
after reading about th pressure and all that,
i realised how important you are to me.

i realised that if you were to leave forever,
i wouldn't be able to take it,
i realised that if you were to die,
i wouldn't be able to smile.

we shouldn't have fought, should we?
if not we wouldn't be where we are right now,
not talking to each other, not even looking at each other.
i should have valued you when you were my friend.

now th last day of school is gone,
i probably won't ever see you again after tomorrow,
and i really regret not telling you before i left,
that you are one of th most important people in my life.

i wouldn't be where i am today if it wasn't for you.
i wouldn't be this confident of myself, this optimistic if it wasn't for you.
you gave me th strength i needed,
you showed me how to love myself.

you showed me how we should enjoy life,
that we should be optimistic.
you showed me how to have faith in myself,
that if i should lose confidence, i would be losing my identity.

right now i realise what a great friend i found in you,
i realise what a good friend i lost.
and i regret not telling you i really love you.
and i regret not telling you i miss you.

there are so many things i saw in you that i wished i had too.
there are so many things i saw in you that i loved.
and there are so many things i said to you i wished i hadn't said.
sometimes i wondered if i ever deserved yoru friendship.

there are so many hurtful words that i said to you,
yet you never held it against me.
whenever i was angry at the world,
you could always make my problems seem miniscule with your beautiful smile.

you never gave up on me,
even when i gave up on myself.
you always helped me through th stupid storms we faced.
and now i realise, i was really horrible to you(:

and now i just want to say that i love you,
and i just want to say that i'm sorry if i ever hurt you.
a new year is starting, i really hope you can enjoy next year
and last of all, i really, really, really hope you get th results you've yearned for tomorrow.

and i really hope you see this.




i seriously gotta go now.
tag me for 2 things:
- what you want your link color to be (white/color of yr choice)
-whether i should create tht website to upload my animations.


thankyou thankyou very much for reading this post. nyahahaha. DAPHNE(:

Aiwei: i thought i already linked you? it's above Aixuan's and below Adeline's.
Vanessa: thanks(: you have to insert a code in between your [head][/head] (change th square brackets to th sharp ones) tags, thn you insert th main code where you want th thing to be. nyahaha, thanks, and you rock too okays(:
Shawn: you're weird. but your blog really does look emo. and your posts sound emo too(: nyahahaha. because i don't bother to update my facebook. wait until i take th time to update thn i put it there. and you probably have to wait a loooooong time until i update. nyahahaha.
Amanda: np, cause i was just updating my links thn i rmbered tht i haven't linked you(:

and i really want to tel everyone: i really hope you guys get th results you want tomorrow and go to th school of yr choice(s) okays~ and i love you guys. nyahahaha. i'm mad.

PPEEEEOOOOPPPPLLLLLEEEE! Please tag me and tell me what link color you want your name to be. just tell me one color(: one color will be white (for everyone) and th other color is of your own choice(: if you don't tell me then i put black and white!
muahahahaha, *rubs hands together evilly*

nyahahahaha, i just animated like 4 more pics for my blog. th friendster, blogskins and deviantart. plus my disclaimer there also newly-animated. i'm thinking of animating for my links. nyahahaha, maybe. see first.


*about 1hr+ later(:*
nyahahaha, i just got back from kooooooovan! wahahaha. we went to give out th flyers for saturrrrrrrrrrrrrrrday! nyahahaha. tmr still got somemore~~ and like we went hl mall for lunch thn when on th way back it was like raining(: hahaha. thn we stopped at this provision shop and stay there until th rain was lighter. thn when we continued giving out flyers, th rain got heavier thn we raaaaaaaan home! nyahahaha. i just animated 2 more pictures! i forgot where i got th base pictures from. if any of these are yours please tell me okays, i'll credit you. or if you want i'll remove th image.
oh yeah, i just changed my tagboard(: shoutmix was shit. i changed to haloscan so you have to click th image, thn there will be a popup thn you can tag(: nyahahaha. i gotta do my theoooory! oh who cares. i forgot, ytd i alr uploaded 2 of th heli videos(: they are stupid! PS: th heli doesn't work anymore, cannot fly alr because it was banging about too much. nyahahaha.




nyahahaha, must watch yeahs(: okays, i shall start animating my links(:

IF YOU CANT SEE TH VIDEO:

Take 2
Take 4

Just changed my blogskin(: I've been working on it like since 2:30++. and now's already 6:30. th stupid alignments and codings were not co-operating(: and i kept having to restart(: hahahaha. hey look what i found while going through my old videos! my cousins attempting to fly a plane. th younger one trying to fly th plane, th older one video-ing it down(: it was like so funny, i was laughing like hell while watching it:D must watch okays!

this one is when th younger cousin first flies th plane. she really doesn't know how to and thn anyhow flies it towards th older cousin and th older cousin is like 'arrghhhh.' and th camera goes haywire(: maybe imeem would be faster? cause all th videos are really short but got like about eight of them. lets try(:

actually i think blogger is a lil faster. or maybe they're both equally slow. rahh, im' crapping. why can't th videos upload fasterr...so short also 12m. rahh, faster uploadupload!

ahh, nevermind, i upload another time okay? animations first:D

th pictures are taken from wendi/maxine:D some of thm are during childrens day:D nyahahaha, i got nth to post about, today was purely working on blogskins and animating:D

love you all, DAPHNE(: Back to Top

Wendi: it wasn't very fun, th hotel had alotalot of insects and still got cockroaches and nypmhs:D but we shop until our luggage no space. nyahahaha. yes, of course we're still friends:D maybe we could organise a get together sometime during th hols:D and thanks:D about th animations:D

Maxine: oh yeah, i saw it. nyahahahaha. but my com got some problem, so i can't use cbox and can't see some cboxes. thn my computer blocked his cbox:D

Shawn: I linked you:D nyahahahaha. but how could you have emo and elmo? and why'd you call amanda amanda lee ee mo?

Nicholas: okay i linked you:D

David: yes, i'm mean, i force you to tag. nyahahahaha. i less thn three you too:D and i know my blog is really blinky:D hahaha.

nyahahaha, my sister is gonna get photoshop from her friend and pass it to me(:

HELLLOOOOO~
I created a new blogskin actually(: but th alignment is like totally screwed. LOL~ so i shall just stick with this one(: simplicity(: hahaha. okay so... i've been on this animating craze. i've been like animation since 8:30. hahaha. but some took quite a long time(: okay, so i want ALL th 6meticulousians to see this (you guys must go and see okay?):

(click to see animation)

nyahaha, thank you to ALL of you, alright. loveya! okay, so i actually have to do my theory, but i'm too bored with it(: oh yeah, i still haven't linked zheren(: nyahahahaha.

Daphne is crazy and Daphne will be uploading animations done by her. nyahahahaha.

(Sources will be mentioned[:)



Glasgow Guardians.
- Black/White/Grey.
- Paint.
- Microsoft GIF Animator.

(click to see animation)

Asian.
- Black/White/Grey.
- Photobucket Search.
- Paint.
- Microsoft GIF Animator.

(click to see animation)

Boys Like Girls.
- Black/Silver(ish)/Blue/Green/Grey.
- Paint.
- Microsoft GIF Animator.
- Carolynn.
- Boys Like Girls.

(click to see animation)


DAPHNE HAS TO GO NOWWW~ and Daphne has to log off now. And Daphne will continue Animating and uploading okays(:

i want to cryyy.





okay, so i flew off on thursday. tht means i didn't attend graduation. so sad luh, like everyone other thn me? and i miss max and jiayi and jieyun and alotalotalot of people so much. and i feel like i missed out on so much. like all th other people are like talking about graduation and im like 'i didn't attend it...' *sighs*. aaanywayy, all i can say is tht th trip to bangkok wasn't very enjoyable. seriously. *sighs*. it was okay.





THURSDAY.





woke up at 4am, considering calling day-veed, but i thought maybe he'd still be sleeping. um. went to th airport, half-ate my chicken pie (which i didn't want to eat), passed it to my mum and yup, bought hamandcheese instead. FINNNEEE, i'm a weird person, i prefer ham-and-cheese to chicken. how could they kill th poor chicken just so tht they could make it into a pie and let me eat it, huh? okay, nevermind. um. boarded th plane. it was funny, dj was complaining about some stupid woman who kept opening th pocket and snapping it shut. ah well.bangkok. um. airport. took quite a looong time to go through th immigration bureau(is tht how you spell it?) okay, nevermind. thn we caught a cab to Plaza Hotel. and we found out tht my mum's agent cock-ed up and didn't book 2 rooms, but booked 1 room. so we caught another cab to Diamond City Hotel. yup. um. chucked our stuff in th rm and went shopping. it was damn funny. my sister and i were like laughing at all th stupid-looking bags and designs and all th other stuff. thn we went to th shoes section and started laughing at all th shoe-designs. like there were stuffed-dogs/fishes/cats, etc sewn on th shoes. but there was this pair of wedges i liked alot~ but white didn't have my size, so i bought th cream one instead. yup. my sister bought flats. thn... we went some other shopping centre. MBK, i think. yup. th guys (my dad, Darryl, my god-daddy) went back to th hotel to sleep. we(my mum, dj, my god-mummy, me) continued shopping. we were supposed to go back to th hotel. thn we caught th subway to th national stadium stop. um. thn. yeah. we walked around and called th guys to meet us for dinner. thn we went back to th hotel and i went to th toilet. and thn there was like this stupid nymph crawling beside me. thn i was like screaming and i ran outta there. showered. thn we... took out our stuff and um. yeah, chucked thm some where and crashed. crazy, right?


FRIDAY


um. we woke up at... 6+ i think. yup. um. changed, washed up and went for bfast. my godmum called her friend from some taxi company th day before so this time we didn't have to squeeze. um. went to th floating market. it was fun. my mum was like bargaining and all tht. thn she like bargain until 20% of th actual price. LOL. um. yeah. fooling arnd with th camera again. thn... yup. went shopping again. oh yeah, you know right, th thai people pronounce 'shopping' as 'chopping'. okay anyway, um. dinner. hotel. showered. unpack and repack and thn... yeah, went over to my god-mummy's room to play pokka. and my mum came and chased us back to our room. sleep, and yeah. crash.



SATURDAY

went to th chatuchak market. its like whoa, huge. i bought lotslotslots of stuff. like. mostly clothes. but got miscellaneous stuff also. can you believe dj and i bought tubes? hahaha. um. thn we(dj, god-mummy, and me) tried,note tried to find our way back to where we were supposed to meet th taxi guy. but we couldn't find our way out. thn we spent like 1hr+ trying to find our way out. LOL. but we still did anyway. and thn we realised tht my god-daddy was still in th market. thn we called him and he found his way out(: thn we had steamboat for lunch. hotel. slacked for awhile thn we went back MBK. went to level 4 to get some stupid gameboy catridges for my bro. thn... looking at th ipods and nanos. but we decided not to buy thm. um. went shopping for MORE STUFF. my sister bought alot, i didn't buy tht much. thn we went this massage spa. my sister, my dad & my mum got massages. i got a mani-pedi. it was damn weird, having someone older thn you help you buffer your nails(: but it was fun(: hahaha. thn we went to Dunkin' Donuts. it was damn nice(: i bought chocolate donuts(: hahaha. um. thn dinner. and hotel. showered and packing. like, we almost had no space(: we bought alotalot of things. thn... my mum went to th counter and told thm tht she wasn't paying 7000 baht. cause th hotel is SO low-quality. (and they claim to be 5star). in th end she only paid 2600 baht. hahaha. because of th stupid bugs and nymphs tht were scaring th hell outta dj and i and alot of other weird stuff. thn sleep(:



TODAY

nth much actually. woke up at about 5+. um. yeah. boarded th plane and here i am(: smsing day-veed(: COMEEE ONLINEEEE. lalala~ okay, actually i got alot of photos to upload, but they all got deleted by accident. sorry okays(: and hey look, my first animation! wahahah, i like my name(:

nyahahaha. you have to click it to see th animation(:

okay, i'm gonna... hmn. what am i gonna do? hmmn.
SLACK! hahaha. okays, bye(:
DAPHNE(: Back to Top

PS: I removed th password system on my blog, i've gotten too tired of people pestering me to know why i got a password system. I just do. okay?

ohhh people. if i didn't mention you in my previous post, it isn't tht i don't love you, okay? i had to rush off cause my dad was really pissed at me. so sorry okay? i'll mention th people i missed in one of th later posts. i'll be missing you guys in bangkok! ohmygosh, i LOVE YOU JANELLE. thank you sosososososososo much. (: iloveyou!

hey, i'll dedicate a post to you okays, love ya!

Sighs, today is not a happy day. lets see, start with th happy(ish) things... school. class. aiwei brought her hamsters. and we found out tht bryan was scared of hamsters. yes, he is. and he threatened to bring balloons to school tmr, but i'm not gonna be in school so it's useless. anyway, um. yup. playing with th hamsters. taking all sorts of videos, since it's my last day, but i'm still to lazy to upload. cause blogger is conking out on me. so... games day. yup. i was initially in 1st half, but we got switched to 2nd half for some reason. um. jiayi, me, amanda, wei... lyn was scoring. yup. it was considered easy... for me, since i've been practising with david. anyway, um. yup. i can't say i fully enjoyed it after what happened ytd. um. yeah. but i still managed to stay happy(ish) throughout. shawn hoo kept me laughing. never thought i'd actually be depending on him to keep me laughing... *sighs*. anyway, glasgow still won overall, so it wasn't too of a let-down. okay, then... yeah. "recess". yeah. um. um. playing cheat with maxine, ky, jieyun, jiayi. thn dismissal. i almost cried. home. um. rushed out for my piano lesson. and back. and i bought sweets for th flight tmr. comfort food. *sighs*, i'm really gonna miss you all. anyway, i got to do some stupid thing. maybe say sth about my dear friends, i really love them. all.

MAXINE(:
hello Maxine, i really love you. Really, really love you. Thanks for helping me so much, thanks for helping me when i was absent. thanks for helping me catch up with school work when i had to go to th hospital. thanks for standing by me. i really really love you. In p1, you were th first person who bothered to be nice to me, you were th first person who came up to me and befriended me. thank you SO much. i'm really really gonna miss you next year. heck, i already miss you. and if you ask me if i'm happy when THEY are chasing after me to check on my smses again, i will really slap you. anyway, you know i love you(:
JIAYI(:
*bang*, thanks for being my friend. I love you so much. thanks for replying my stupid smses and and thanks for everything, from offering to lend me your tshirt to playing with me. th times with you were really fun(: and i really appreciate all tht you've done for me. i really really love you, and i'm gonna miss you too. nyahahaha, thanks SO much, love ya!
JIEYUN(:
love ya, thanks for helping me ask about th receipts and all tht stuff i really really really appreciate it. thanks for staying back with me and doing th jumble sale stuff with me. thanks for everything, i love you(: you rock, alright? don't stop being cute and all that(: i'm never gonna stop loving you
WENDI(:
helloooo, i know we used to be really, really close friends, maybe not now, but still, i just wanna say tht i love you lots(: because you bothered to reply my stupid smses this year, my stupid posturing and all tht, and you really really REALLY are th best! i love you, and i miss you.
AIWEI(:
though i was pissed with you talking SO much about bryan earlier, but i still love you. thanks for going crazy with me about all those stupid singers i was crazy about, fahrenheit, jaychou and all that, i know i'm crazy. but still, i love you alotalot. don't lose any of that fun spark in you when you move on and grow up okay! and stay pretty and chio(: thanks for letting me play with your hamsters(: hahaha. you're funky and i'll still love you next year and th year after. and th year after. and after. and after and after.
AMANDA(:
boo amanda, i love you so much, i love that you're so fun(: i love that you enjoyed today, i love that you enjoy playing as much as i do. i love everything about you(: thanks for everything, thanks for not leaving my side and also, chatting and laughing with me when we had our Shanghai buddies over(: i really enjoy your company(: you're real fun and thanks for standing by me and laughing me and all that(:
SHAWN(:
shawn hoo, you piss me off at times. but still you're real fun and all that. you know i love you, right? i love you lots, thanks for making me laugh. thanks for doing all those stupid things to make me laugh, to make me happy. and thanks for being so stupid that i have to laugh. i love you lots, and just continue being you alright(: just... quit scaring me with balloons alright? cause i will really cry. really. but you know i love you lots(:
JUNRONG(:
oh my gosh, sometimes i really HATE YOU. but you know not forever, because you do th stupid things that shawn does also, and you also make me laugh with your stupid drawings on your books. and you're mad, you know that? and i just love that you're mad because you make me laugh even when i don't feel like laughing. and thank you thank you so much for well, making me laugh(: you're mad. seriously, but i'll still love you like i love the rest.
BRYAN(:
hey you, sometimes you really suck, you know that? you know what? you were so chubby in p3(: hahaha. and i can't believe you're scared of hamsters. 0.0 my gosh. but still, why are you able to make me laugh and all that crap? oh, and thanks - for throwing those BALLOONS at me - NOT. stop throwing them already, i will really cry. seriously. i hate it that you're not scared of balloons. i hate it that you throw those stupid balloons at me, but still thank you lots for being my friend and making me laugh and well, just be yourself alright? don't change anything about yourself except change that part of yourself that isn't afraid of balloons. love ya!

Boo(:
i'm happy todayyy~ today was crazy. okay, so lets see. morning. didn't want to wake up. i was watching heroes yesterday(: it was nice(: though i fell asleep towards th end. hahaha. okay. then. school. ibc, it was damn funny. there was this huuuuge bug on maxine's bag. and she kept moving behind until she was like almost sitting on top of me(: thn aiwei & i didn't know what she was doing. thn max was like 'there... you cannot see?' and aiwei was like 'arghhhh' and she screamed damn loud and ran away. thn she took her bag & ran away. and i ran away also. thn jiayi took max's bag and shook it until th insect fell off and thn max took her bag back. thn jes picked th bug up and threw it in th rubbish bin(: um. thn... yup. continued reading th au pairs. um. announcements. assembly. class. in class, reading aupairs again(: thn. went hall for our hip hop class(: it was fun! th instructor - Bryan was damn funny. thn... yeah, we started learning th moves or whatever you call it(: it was FUN! and thn... when Bryan started playing 'The Way I Are' by Timbaland, max was like 'ee, i hate this song...' LOL! anyway, um. like during th last 15mins+, th p5s came to watch us(: hahaha. thn... recess. class. i finished reading th aupairs. um. thn i started fiddling with my phone. & thn i borrowed JR's phone and bluetoothed over some songs. um. thn max was like 'very happy right?' and i kept 'slapping' her. sort of. LOL. thn she was like going to send this stupid sms to JR saying tht i liked him. thn i was like 'do it and i also send.' thn we were like teasing each other. um. thn she was chasing me around to get my phone & see what i typed. LOL. but ofcourse, we were fooling arnd(: didn't send. hahaha. um. thn. oh yeah, jiayi, max & ky went to play stress. ky was being an ass, sitting on th table and all, so max & jiayi went to nic's table. i sat on... can't remember who's table and started smsing david day-veed. LOL(: um. yeah, chatting and crapping. and his 1st sms to me was totally vulgar, so i replied real vulgar. thn like, Shawn was behind me. & he was like ''eh... you damn vulgar leh... 'this f*cking shit, do leave me alone' ''. LOL. he actually read my reply(: thn... he & JR were chasing me arnd trying to read my smses. *sighs* i ran to th toilet twice just to reply day-veed in peace... anyway, thn bryan & zh started looking at my smses also. but they stopped after awhile. but shawn and jr are just plain irritating, they wouldn't leave me alone to reply day-veed. anyway, dismissal. thought they wouldn't leave me alone. so i told day-veed i'd call him. on th bus... i was reading again. and it was like spincity to me. so giddy~ sighs. i still gotta call day-veed. loves(: and... sighs. i gotta pack for my bangkok trip. *sighs* i think i'm gonna cry tomorrow... my last day, gonna miss you all... sighs. time sure passes quickly... and thn soon it'll be time to collect psle results. thn find out which school i'm going to. thn a whole new year... *sighs* it's scary...
DAPHNE. Back to Top

HELLOOOO;


okay, that was weird.


neverminds. okay, so friday. slacked, um. before piano went thomson plaza to... have dinner. hahaha. okay, so then... my mum bought some $199 pillow for my dad, like so ex. hahaha. but th salesguy was nice~ hahaha. umm. then...yup, bought 3 more pairs of earrings. hahaha. it was cheap. anyway, um. went for piano, rushed back home to catch Ghost Whisperer and urr... wanted to watch survivor but my dad chased me up. and i was real pissed off. went up to my room and... listened to banging, nu metal, crashing, noisy songs on my handphone. yes,


Daphne has gotten back her SIM card (it's actually a new one) yes. finally. LOL.

saturday was fun. um. slacking, my sister was using th computer. thn i asked her whether i cld use cause she could use her tablet. thn... um. in th end i used her tablet & she used th comp. yup. i was supposed to post, but i didn't(: heh, i was auditioning. hahaha. but not for long thou, my dad came home and said tht we were going JJJ's house. hahaha. um. got there, letmethink, um... um... um... um... oh yeah, we slacked in their recreation room. thn... we went playground. Jacques was driving me crazy, she was like spinning this... spinny-chair-thingy and like making me dizzy while i sat on it. um... then we went to the clubhouse... i bought twisties~ hahaha. dj bought mentos. um. darryl didn't want to leave th xbox 360, so we left him at th apartment. so... um. was reading at th clubhouse and JJJ were making alot of noise and disturbing some guy while he was studying. LOL! so anyway, we went back to th apartment and ordered macs for our dinner. LOL, JJJ had burgerking earlier, but dj, darryl & i hadn't eaten so we just ordered. so funny luh! we kept getting th postal code and th apartment number wrong. thn th girl on th phone was like 'so is it 324 or 342?' and i was like... 'err... it's342...' LOL! hahaha. so thn Jamie and Jacq were playing with some toy-phone they bought at parkway. and Javor was fiddling with my phone. and he finally went to sleep. thn Jacq came into th rm after having a HUUUUGE fight with Jamie. and we were like 'calling' Jamie (who was in th other rm) through tht toy phone. it was fun~ like we kept calling for nth. hahaha. okay, thn... Jacq went to sleep. & i half fell asleep. um. thn... yup. tht's about all.

SUNDAY~! argh, i was pissed with my dad for dno wht reason. but i know i was damn pissed. i can't remember alrs. but i was damn pissed. so anyway, golf - whatever. thn... um. slacking in thh pool cafe. went for a few rounds of musicshots at th arcade and thn... yeah, we (dj, me) went to get ready for walking. walking as in walking th course. whatever. um. not really walking, cause walking was at 6:30, we were doing nines. nines were at 5:30+. but my temporary PC hadn't been converted properly yet, so we didn't do th nines. YEAH! hahaha. headed home, my dad pissing me off again. i was frigging minding my own business when he came and blabbed a whole load of crap in my face and started pissing my off. argh. decided not to watch fantastic 4, not in th mood to do th family bonding happiness shit thing, so i headed upstairs to watch my own thingys. dad came up for a while and pissed me off again. and i couldn't believe how many times i'd cried tht day. and i cried again. stupid, right? whatever. sometimes i just feel out of place, i feel like i don't belong with my family, i'm like, so different from thm, like, they have detacheds and i have attacheds, they hate alot of th food tht i like, and i hate alot of th food they like. *sighs*, my mum is paired with my dad, dj cld probably pair off with darryl, they're so similar. so i guess this is how it's like being th 'second child'... *sighs*

today, wow. amazing. we went to 4earnest's class. like, some other class was in our class doing some manga competition. and i was just reading all th time. th class was hectic. chaotic. noisy. retarded. just crazy. anyway, recess was stupid. we (roch, ky, jiayi, me) were running arnd cause we didn't want to go to th hall - noone was willing to sit beside CDD. so we waited until th rest of th class went into th hall before going in. lala, they were doing PAT. i was bored most of th time, so i was reading agn. LOL. um. it was like, boring with caps and spaces in between like 'B O R I N G'. seriously. rrahh. anyway, back to 4earnest. jiayi, maxine & jieyun were playing uno and ha and alot of other things. and i was videoing th ha game. thn... um. yeah, i 'robbed' maxine's phone of contacts cause my SIM was empty. *Sighs* thn we played uno. & JR and shawnh suddenly started laughing like mad. turns out tht roch's chair had broken. & she sat on wendi's chair & they were like 'eh, chair break alr you still dare to sit on another one? later break agn how?' thn they pushed th broken chair behind guanghan and said 'eh, sit this chair, more comfortable(:' thn gh refused. he banged th chair until th leg broke off agn. LOL. thn... yeah, uno-ing and thn dismissal.. in th bus~ i shouldn't have read my book... *sighs* it gave me a headache. oh wells.

neway, i shld be flitting off to wonderland now~ so byes!

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Kylie: haha, most of my friends use IE, they don't use FF/opera, so they can't view source(: haha. and thn... yeah, i can't find a suitable non-popup shoutbox yet. hahaha.

Whoops. What am I doing awake so early in th morning. okay, early might me abit... exxagerated... tsk. okay, it's early cause if theres no school, i'd usually be... urgh, sleeping in real late, like until 2+. crazy right. yup. I get th point. okay. okay. and... today... alot of pages have changed. MSN.com forexample. and photobucket. yup. th arragement and all. whatever, i'm just crapping. so anyway, yesterday... ladeehdah. went shaw centre to watch th bee movie. i shan't be a spoiler but let me tell you this: it sucked. seriously. it was like... menat to be comedy right? it hardly made me laugh. *sighs*. okay, so... in th morning... got up. my bro & sister were i think still sleeping. so i stayed in bed. & thn they woke up & started whispering & all. thn my sister turned around and saw me and said 'oh, you're awake...' & i was like 'durhhhh, i've been awake all this time...' and she asked if wanted to go bowling. i was like... 'nooo, i want to go ice-skating.' but my dad(who was at golf with my mom) said tht had to wait until they'd come back. so anyway, we estimated tht by th time they came back, it'd be about 2+, but th iceskating rink closed at 4. so we decided to go catch a movie. yup, so... we went thomson plaza first to get a pair of flats for dj. hahaha. she bought th same flats as AS, only tht hers was black & AS' was pink. LOL. okay. thn... caught a cab to shaw. thn... went to queue for tickets. god, there were like 3 looong queues and we didn't know which to queue at. hmn. so dj & i queued at one, darryl and L queued at the other. so th queue tht dj & i were at was terribly sloooooow. th queue which darryl was at was fast. & we realised tht th other queue was for phone booking, so noone queued there. okay, so there were so many uh not-singaporeans (feels weird calling thm 'foreigners'... & i can't very well call thm angmohs.) there also. & there was this grp of guys tht were... 'foreigners' queuing at th same queue darryl was at. &... how to say... they looked singaporean... but they weren't cause could tell by their accent. oh, and there was this guy among thm, he was uber hot. hothothothot. okay, i'm mad. see? hahaha. but he was really hot! HOTHOTHOT. hahaha. anyway, thn darryl got to th front first so we didn't queue anymore. thn our show was at... um. 4:30. so we went shopping for awhile. we didn't buy anything, heh. um. then... bought our food~ we didn't buy popcorn this time. bought nachos (yum). hahaha, th cheese was frigging warm. yupyup. it was nice. at least better thn some cinemas which serve cold cheese. *shudders* oh, and dj bought combos & i bought a lollipop again. hahaha. watched th show... it was *mindyou,* BORING; didn't make me laugh, (much at least). okay, then we crossed over to takashimaya. thn... ate KFC. our dinner was like... cheese fries & popcorn chicken. hahaha. okay, then... went downstairs to check out th sale. they were selling sesame street and poohbear and some christmas stuff. & they were selling cookie monster, ernie, elmo, pooh bear, eeyore & alotalot of ballons. damn cute. i wanted to buy th cookie monster balloon butbut, i was scared tht it'd pop. *shudder*. so anyway, dj & i headed to th end which was selling stuffed dogs. DAMN CUTE LUHH. i almost bought this HUUUGGGEEE dog. like it cost $40. but thn, my parents would scream if they saw it. *sighs*. thn dj bought a small dog and an eeyore. hahaha. th eeyore was cute. then... went coffee bean. yup. i bought iceblendedchocolate. dj bought mocha. & my chocolate was...... sweet. TOO SWEET. and dj's mocha was.. bitter. maybe it was cause of th chocolate. i don't usually mind mocha. so anyway, caught a cab back. my rents' were home alr. and they were so engrossed in their show. i was like 'you know what? i almost bought this BIIIGGGG dog.' (which was true.) okay, they were ignoring me. or maybe they were too engrossed. so i was like ~ 'i ate an iguana...' (untrue, durh.) - my dad was nodding.~'i dug a hole in myself' (SO untrue.) - no reaction from both.~'i stole $1000!' (DURHH UNTRUE.) - my mum smiled.~'i ate 3 jackfruits!' (i don't even eat jackfruits...) -they both nodded.and i was like 'ARGGHHH' mentally. *sighs*, sometimes my rents' are goofballs. and by tht time my sister was like laughing crazily. so i was about to say 'i kicked an old lady's butt.' but i decided against it, so i went up to change. and my sister & i were making up stupid sentences to say to my rents' when they were ignoring/engrossed again. so anyway, went down to watch tv. after th nineoclock show was tabtv. (PS: my mum was doing aromatherapy during th show with some lemongrass thingy. it smelt nice though:D)my rents' didn't want us(dj, darryl, me) to watch cause th topic was (urgh, yuck, double yuck) adultery. so we went outside to watch some other channel. thn after tabtv was um... starship trekkers i think. part two. so boring. it was like, just shooting th stupid bugs. ==" i fell asleep, i think. or did i not? hmmnnn. so neway, went upstairs and slept. yup. okay. tht's about all. i think. **************************************************************************** you're making me cranky, you're driving me crazy. you're making me angry, you're making me weak. i get irritated easily now at anyone. thinking about you makes me go crazy. i don't think i can take anymore of this stupid nonsense, i don't think i can stand seeing you walk away from me one more time. i don't think i can take anymore of this physical and mental dyslexia. (i know it's not 'dyslexia', but it sure feels like it) oh damn, i in no friggin' mood even to emo about you. ****************************************************************************
okay, my bro is eating all my wangwang(s). lalala. okays. i shall go crap. byes.DAPHNE. Back to Top

HELLLOOOOOOOOO!

yeah, I just activated my blog password system! waheyy. WOW. I'm amazed. I'm stretching and pushing myself to improve my sit-and-reach and i can still type. multitasking. heh heh. wow, i'm fantastic. seriously. okay today was... weird. do you guys believe i slept in class? hahahaha. morning... i was reading. yup. i finished my book even before 3rd period. *sighs* i laid down on th table & was thinking about what i should do next. when i dunno how, i woke up at around 4th period and realised i slept. hahahahahah! okay so... i used th bag tht Lianne gave me cause dj was using her grey bag for her maths class. or whatever it's called. so... school. went up oh yeah! after i woke up, alethea was fiddling with Wendi's phone beside me. (well, she was beside me, but her back was facing me.) When i woke up, she was blasting 'Umbrella; in my ear. whoops. and she did it twice. & everytime i turned to face her she was like 'zooom' and turned her back to me again. so after tht i realised tht there was this girl by th window, infront of jiayi's table that looked seemingly familiar, but i couldn't quite place her. that girl was fiddling with the p3s lanterns. (ohkay, Beyonce's crazy in love is blasting in my ear right now, the volume is turned down so low it's practically zero, but it's still blasting so loudly... *sighs*) okay anyway, i realised that girl was weijean, going through a i-can't-sit-down phase. seriously! she wasn't sitting down and was fiddling with everything, from the p3s stuff to the leftover unclaimed stuff from the jumble sale. anyway, it was so funny and i said to jiayi 'what is CDD doing?' and thn we kept watching her and couldn't stop laughing. it was so funny like she was fiddling and kaypoh-ing with everything. then jiayi went over to her seat to drink water. & whn CDD moved closer to her, she ran towards th metal cupboard and she say 'later CDD ask me whether can pee again...' & she was like hiding behind to girls. hahahaha. thn um. recess. class. um. slacking for awhile. yup. thn used th class computer to play flipwords. th guys were like giving stupid suggestions. thn i went back to my seat and asked jiayi & YKY if they wanted to play indianpoker. it was damn funny. like i stuck the card on my forehead (i was supposed to hold it at my forehead) and thn was like asking everyone 'change? change?' then jiayi & ky also stuck their cards on their foreheads. hahaha. then... um. maxine came. played a few rounds then she didn't play alr. then when jiayi, ky and i were playing, we kept asking maxine 'change?' then if 2, she would say 'cheeeese!' and then put the twist sign. then of 4. she would fold in her thumb and start waving it about. 5, she would go 'hi5!' 7, 'my favourite number!' & still got more, but i can't remember. hahaha. anyway, played until dismissal & then... yup. we were bluffing ky that had school on friday. hahaha. then... yup. home. my bro's watching inuyasha. i'm... listening to 郭美美 and her crooning/act-cute-voice. *sighs* i only like her 爱情女神 and 爱情女神混音. okayokay, i'm gonna... urr... what? nothing. slack. okays. bye.
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Kylie: hahaha. maybe that 'talk:D' there is misleading. but anyway cbox hates me and doesn't want to let me go to their homepage so i'm currently searching for a cbox that is... notlike shoutmix. shoutmix is... i don't like it. hahaha.
DeniseL. hi and thank you!

Yes, Daphne has been neglecting her blog.

no, actually I can't seem to find th time to post. oh wells. nth can be done. okayokay. I'll start posting NOWNOWNOW.



FRIDAY.



okay, nth much, nt tht I can remember... All i remember is tht Lina lost my HGM paper & I had to copy it all over again... *sighs*...





SATURDAY.



FUNFUNFUN! oh wowwwww. okay, so... lets see... umm. umm. this is hard... I can't remember. oh yeah, woke up at about 7:30 (i dunno why...) thn i slacked abit & watched tv! hahaha. um. thn... slackslack, my bro came home from LPT, thn... my parents went out for awhile. umm. yeah. thn they came home & asked if we wanted to go my cousins' new house. th Savannah. yeah. um. th place is so big. & got like 50 over towers. so we were driving & all. thn we finally got there. & thn my cousins were waiting to go into th pool. my bro went to change. yup. thn i didn't bring my swimming stuff, so i didn't change. thn my auntie lent me her swimsuit top & a swimming shirt. those shirts tht can be used for swimming. so i got changed. mind you, my auntie's swimming tops are real hard to wear, they have strings @ th neck & th back... okay, so... thn swimming for about like maybe 20mins whn this lifeguard came up to us & said no shirts in th pool. & i was like wtf, in th pool got these girls wearing shirts and jeans. like, & he didn't tell thm tht shirts were not allowed in th pool, & let thm play some more. & we were like wtf, dun swim lor. so... got showered. & listening to radio whn they suddenly played 错了再错 by张栋梁. & i was jumping up & down & trying to remember th name & my cousins thought I was crazy. yup. um. thn... dinner. thn slacking in th recreation room which was glass-paneled, so Javor kept walking into th door, thn we finally left th door open. yup. thn um. went to th playground with Jacques & Javor. yup. it as fun. although we only sat th seesaw because some guys were eating at th flying fox there. yup. thn we sat th spinning chairs & i couldn't stop laughing. thn... went to watch th fishies. yup. Javor kept going 'fiiissshhhh!' hahaha. um. thn. back to th house. went Jamie & Jacques's room & started doodling thn went KTV. hahaha. we had to bring our own discs. thn Javor kept snatching th mike & making noises like 'urghhh... oooo...' hahaha. thn just going through th oldies tht th adults got us & were complaining cause we didn't know like 99.9% of th songs. heh. Jamie was whining about wanting to go home. so after awhile we went back. yup. thn watching tv & playing psp. so thn... um. went my auntie's rm cause th girls had to sleep. thn Jamie was whining so she was brought to my auntie's rm. um. we were watching Animax & Jamie refused to sleep. so about i think 2+ we went home. reached home about 3... sleeeeeep.



SUNDAAAYYY.



oh wow, in th morning we were slacking. yup. afternoon. golf. funfun. but UM made me read th rules & he wants me to take th theory test tmr so I can get my PC thn my handicap. & i was like 'NOOOOOOOO.' went home cause Darryl didn't swim cause of his nose which kept bleeding recently. home, showered & LIBRARY. i was so happy! because i got booksbooksbooks now! wahey! funky! thn read until dinnertime. yup. thn after dinner, dj, my dad & i walked to heartland mall to return th books we rented from some shop. thn... we checked out th sale at IPZONE. but didn't buy anything though. heh. thn bought minimelts! wow, & my dad was like 'yuk.' because mine was rainbow and cookies & cream. heh. dj's was chocolate & mint. hahaha, so dad kept 'taxing' dj's icecream. he didnt' like th rainbows in mine. hahaha. thn... went to this shop called Yellow. thn dj went for her piercing. my tuuurn. th girl didn't pierce my left ear properly which she did first, so she had to pierce again. thn my right ear. yup. so now i have 3 holes in my left ear and 2 holes in my right ear. FANTASTIC... keh. thn dad went to cut his hair & dj & i were standing outside th shop & also walking towards Yellow to check out their stuff. thn my left ear was hurting & there was this coldcoldcold aircon outside th shop & i was like 'coldcoldcold nicenicenice!' & i was 'panting' because i was about to scream. & dj was like 'stop hyperventilating...' & i was like 'urr...' hahaha. thn... home. watched america's got talent. yup. thn sleep.



MOOONDAY.



in class... i was just reading. yup. hahhaa. thn... dismissal. yup. jieyun & i stayed back. to finish up th jumble sale stuff. so we went bookshop to buy paint. th $1.80 one was as cheapskate as th $3 one. so we bought th $1.80 Jieyun was having a hard time mixing th paints. hahaha. thn we decided tht I should just do it at home. yup. so... thn we started tagging th things. & we made this list of everything & th prices. yup. okay. thn... jieyun was doing 'posters'. it was real nice. for th jumble sale only, not for advertising actually, to put at our stall there only. so... thn... our stuff was like all over th place. so like everytime someone walked by they were like staring. so anyway, jordan & vanessa's brother (i can't remember his name...) were walking by. thn we were like 'hiiiii!' hahaha. thn... we gave jordan this jajabinx thingy i think it's a figurine or sth like tht. hahaha. thn YongQiang came by. & we gave him this shaky thingy, but he returned it cause his teacher asked where he got it from, thn we gave him a pen. LOL. hahha. thn. we started packing cause if not we'd have nth left for tmr if we kept giving things away. so... when packed finish, we had one whole box of books & afew notebooks. thn... um. went up to class & put it there. no teacher T_T only got 3met. so whn we were walking out th teacher came in and was like 'why are there two bigger-than-usual girls in my class?' hahaha. thn we explained & thn went dwnstairs to clear up th mess. yup. um. thn went home. ladida. okay, okay. that's about all, other thn th painting session tht was held at my house just now. zZz, we ran out of white paint. *sighs*...

TER-USE-DAY.

wahey, today was th jumble sale. it was okay, other thn th fact tht people were pissing me off seriously. *sighs* so... lets start from th beginningbeginningbeginning. I woke up at 4:30. to sort out some stuff for th jumble sale. oh yeah, i was rooting about in my bro's rm & my maid thought i was a ghost... ==" okay, so about 6+ i changed and rushed downstairs. yup, this time i didn't forget to bring th board with th bigbig 6met but i forgot my camera.. hahaha. school. went class to put th board & denise's gummies & jiayi's... something. i can't remember; thn... ibc. reading & um. class. everyone blowing balloons near my table at maxine's table. and i was running away from Bryan & shawn hoo who were scaring me with stupid balloons. they will just suddenly come behind me and throw th balloon at me & i will be screaming. and like th whole class like only i scared of balloons thn the of mean people, ie ky, shawnhoo, bryan were like coming towards me & like going to throw th balloons at me. yes, and i was screaming and almost-crying. thn i ran away and got th box with alotalot of books and ran away. thn shawn hoo was like coming after me. & maxine was like taking th balloon away from me... thn... um. ran downstairs. thn i realised i forgot th macaroni. thn rochelle, aiwei & wendi and i were waiting for th lift whn this teacher said 'why are you all taking the lift?' and thn make th guys in th life get out. & we were like going 'bimbo...' rah, she's a bitch. so anyway. downstairs. th girls anyhow pile th things on th table alr, so i just whatever, rearrange abit. thn shaun ko & ZH were making stupid boomerangs out of th icecream sticks. and we were like 'take thm out. now.' & shaun was like 'wahlao, what th hell you going to do with th icecream sticks?' & i was like 'none of your business...' so anyway, th p4s and p5s started coming down. oh yeah, adeline & i were interviewed twice! hahaha. thn i gave one of the interview-ers my hp number. adeline also. heh. so thn we were busy diong bookmarks... thn after awhile we saw janelle & vanessa. whhe. janelle & i were like jumping up & down. & janelle was like 'must come hall!' and i was like 'cannot... i'm here the whole day.' but anyway, ad & i got jiayi & jieyun to cover for us thn we went hall. yup. & i was throwing macaroni & wayne, & he was like 'that'll cost you $0.50' and he added $0.50 everytime i threw one macaroni letter. oh wells. Lianne was like 'hiiiii~' & Janelle was like 'must buy, you want?' hahaha. so anyway, we spent quite long up there... LOL. running about & throwing sweets at Wayne. i had too many sweets in my pocket (i didn't even know i had thm there)... & i gave thm all to wayne. it's weird, having my pocket so heavy. wonder why i didn't realise earlier... hmn. so anyway, Bryan went for 'hittheryan'. yup. & he said tht he hit ryan. but i didn't think he did. so anyway, went dwnstairs agn, and ran upstairs again. don't you think i'm mad? yes, i do. anyway, went upstairs to check out whether th classes sold out. anyway, our class people were like yelling 'last-hr-sale! quickquickquickquickquick!' yup. thn... too lazy to say liao. other thn th fact tht shawnlee was pissing me off... nothing else happened. i was reading again. yup. i finished 3books. since sunday. i dunno why i'm reading so slowwly now... *Sighs*

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Dear 33,
why is it you always have to attract my attention? why is it when you got my attention and i look your way, you walk away? why is it you are so jealous? why is it when i talk to your friends, you always do something that makes us stop talking for awhile? why are you so indecisive? why do you make me wait for an answer? why do you make me wonder? why do you make me feel this way? why can't you just come out and tell me? why can't you just stop all your nonsense for once? why can't you just tell me? i don't know who you are anymore, i don't know you anymore. you aren't the perfect guy i once thought you were. you aren't the secure and outgoing guy i once knew you were. now you're making me cry, you're making me have second thoughts about being your friend. you're insecure without someone there with you, you no longer try new activities that come your way like you used to. you are the angry, frightened boy that i always hoped you wouldn't turn into. why don't you just stop running away from reality for once? why don't you just stop running away from me for once? why don't you try telling me? why do you let me, not only me, the whole group of us worry about you? why? i tried so much to make you feel better, to make you release your frustration. but what do you do? you push me away, you tell me that you want to be alone, you tell me that you don't want to see anyone right now. why do you deny me the right to know what i should know? why do you make me wait and wait in pain? why do you make me suffer all this pain? why do you make me cry? why do you make me unhappy? i just want to go back to those old times.
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okay, just somethings i want to crap about.

happyhappy veryvery belated birthday, Janelle.
yes, I know i'm a bitch for not saying this on Saturday, but I seriously couldn't come online cause my mum was working on th comp. so sorry! oh yeah, & did you guys catch star awards prelude on thursday 1st Nov? MY SISTER WAS ON TV! seriously, they showed th time whn they went TJC. & thn dj & terry (herfriend) were 'modeling'. SERIOUSLY! hahahaha. i shall see if i can find th video on youtube or mediacorptv. hahaha.
okay,so i'm working on a blogskin now. for this blog. because not tht i don't like dougie anymore, but *sighs* i feel emo so my blogskin shall be emo too. okay so, bye.
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O.O, some guy from MINDEF called home & said my dad won some long-service award. thn when i gave him my dad's handphone number, he was like 'okay, thank you MADAM.' & i was like thinking 'excuse me, i'm a girl, mind you...' LOL!

what is this?

okay, that's not my normal way of starting a post, but still... i'm supposed to be doing my theory... argh... the weather is reflecting my mood - it's raining. *sighs* everyone's feeling down now, no? *sighs* anyway, today was fun. seriously. school. went to class to put th box. thn ibc... um. class. doing word search. um. let me think. thn PE... BUT. we didn't go PE. we had some science experiment. yup. about extracting DNA. it was funfunfun. i touched th DNA. wow~! okay. class. um. um. jiayi & maxine playing stress. yup. & i was... let me think. slacking. LOL. thn went to alethea's place. they were playing connect4. thn i played with jieyun. yup. & thn halfway th thingy toppled & thn we were like 'nooo'. LOL. & thn she threw her red-colored (mine was yellow) slot at me. yup. & it hit me & i was like 'err... what hit me?' LOL. & jieyun was like 'hahahaha!' & thn i threw a slot back at her. yeah, thn we started throwing at each other. um. thn... recess. funny. i was queuing to

buy my food thn jieyun pulled me out fr th queue and was like 'you no brain cell person, let th smarter ones buy first lah!' & i was like 'arghhh. let go of me, you cuckoo person.' & we were arguing about th slot-throwing thingy. yup. thn when she bought her watermelon, i was like tugging on her hand & saying 'don't eat first lah, let th other people eat first.' and she was like trying to bite me. hahaha. thn she did the same to me whn i was trying to eat. thn she shake my hand until i drop th fishball:D thn... yup. jiayi & maxine were like 'orh horh... pay...' hahaha. thn jieyun gave me $1. and jiayi & max were like 'SPLIT. SPLIT.' LOL. hahhaa. um. class. lina doing HGM agn... haiyoh. i ran off to hide in th toilet because i was boredboredbored. haha. thn... play, slack &... try to sleep. *sighs* same section as ytd...


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Dear 33,
I don't know why i'm doing this again. yesterday i went to the swings. i kept swinging for 20minutes straight. & i realised i was late.. and i ran home and cried. i cried and stayed in my room. after that i was so tired from thinking about you, i was so tired and weak. i felt as if i didn't know you anymore... your cool reception towards me is killing me. we're like strangers now, we don't even exchange basic greetings, let alone are we able to talk about 12 and 17... why do you make me feel like that? why can't you just tell me tht it was a mistake? an unintentional mistake? or was it an intentional mistake? i can't take this anymore, why don't you stop walking away from me and tell all? why are you unable to stay by my side for even three minutes? why is it everytime we end up beside each other, you refuse to look at me, but you walk away? why are you doing this? do you feel guilty of something? i just know i don't blame you. i just want to know why you're avoiding me. i just want to go back to whn we could still talk to each other with ease... i miss talking to you... i miss chatting with you. i miss laughing with you. i miss everything about you. why can't you just tell me? why are you avoiding me? why do you leave me with so many questions? you know i dont want to leave here with regrets.. you know i don't want to leave here with broken friendships. why do you make me regret being your friend? you know i don't want to regret being your friend. you know that i like being your friend and that i enjoy being your friend. why do you make me regret it now? i don't want to regret it, but i'm gonna regret it if being friends with you makes me so tired and emotionally weak. i know that you hate it when i cry. that's why i'm forced to fake a smile whenever you're around, whenever you see me. i know i can't cry because crying's seen as weakness in your eyes. but i really want to cry, i don't want to put on a fake smile anymore. you're hurting me now, everytime you walk away from me you hurt me. everytime you walk away from me i die a little bit. please stop being this way... i miss you...

"All I want to go back, go back to the old times..."

-Janelle.

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also, i want to thank janellejanellejanelle.
really, she wrote this song (th quote above is from that song), which she used to cheer me up whn i was upset about idon'tthinkishouldsay. it's a real nice song, omg.

I found the stack of letters on my table,
The ones you used to write me,
The ones with all those painful memories.
Those are the ones I can't bear to read...

Here I go again,
moping over your leaving my side.
The days with you were nice,
But I see now, the meaning of "Friendships don't last".

All I wanna do is go back,
Back to those old times.
The times where we would giggle and chase each other,
Laughing at ourselves doing wacky things.
All I wanna do is go back to those old times,
Go back to those old times...

I feel like burning up your letters,
But I can't seem to.
There's still a place for you in my aching heart.
A place I can't seem to cover up.

I still can't face the fact that you lied to me.
Wait, maybe you didn't,
maybe you did...

I can't seem to erase you completely from my life.
The lighter's in my hand,
the sheaf of letters in the other.
I can't bring myself to burn them.

All I wanna do is go back,
Back to those old times.
The times where we would giggle and chase each other,
Laughing at ourselves doing wacky things.
All I wanna do is go back to those old times,
Go back to those old times...

"I'll walk down that lonely road with you"
"You won't be alone, I'll always be here for you."
Now that I look back,
I realise these words were weightless,
Empty promises weighing feather-light.

All I wanna do is go back,
Back to those old times.
The times where we would giggle and chase each other,
Laughing at ourselves doing wacky things.
All I wanna do is go back to those old times,
Go back to those old times...




i read it. and i felt like this song represented how i feel back thn when i was upset too. so really, manymmanymanythanks, Janelle. okay, so i just brought up a muffin. not just. um. quite some time ago. thn it smelf like a banana muffin. urgh. and i didn't eat it. oh well, too bad. hahaha. okay. so i got to do my theory. if not i'm dead. seriously. a dead person. okay. so sorry!
oh, and by the way, anyone knows whose email is blueygurl_idiotic.myuk@hotmail.com ?
seriously. th person just added me on msn for nth. okayokay. so i gotta go. byes!

DAPHNE.
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